[ Someone bring booze so he can just be knocked the fuck out tbh. He's going through a roller coaster of dumb emotions and he wants no part. He's not sure if this is him or this is because of what happened or somewhere in between. He wants their connection back, he wants to feel like himself again-- he's just not sure what that really means.
Especially since she hadn't seemed to want him when he was himself.
There's just a lot to unpack here. A lot of Not Okay to unpack and a guy who's never really been taught it's okay to express that you're Not Okay.
SO remember that shit i said he wasn't gonna say but you know what that was a lie because this is Kylo Fukkin Ren. ]
I love you. [ It's quiet and almost desperate and find better times to say this shit dude. stop. ]
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Especially since she hadn't seemed to want him when he was himself.
There's just a lot to unpack here. A lot of Not Okay to unpack and a guy who's never really been taught it's okay to express that you're Not Okay.
SO remember that shit i said he wasn't gonna say but you know what that was a lie because this is Kylo Fukkin Ren. ]
I love you. [ It's quiet and almost desperate and find better times to say this shit dude. stop. ]