[ His back hits the sheets and he feels Hux starting to pull at his gloves-- No. This is wrong. He realizes that implicitly now. But the part of him that knows this is wrong feels muted, gagged-- and the whole world around him twists and goes quiet and he's confused. Confused what's going on until he turns his head and--
Rey.
He tries to say the name. His mouth open to form the letters but the noise won't come out. He can't tell if she's real or if this was a trick of his mind. He's so focused on her he nearly forgets what's going on--
Right until he feels hands in his hair, pulling his attention away from her.
Hux is saying something-- he can't catch the words, just the idea that it's something about his hair and his meticulous routine. He takes a curl around his finger and Kylo doesn't want to be here. It's reminding him of how he felt when Snoke first broke him. When he felt trapped and helpless while his mind was raided and plundered and all he could do was scream-- ]
Ss-- [ He can only manage that sound before Hux chuckles at his attempts and slides a gloved hand to grip his chin, kissing him full on the mouth.
'Don't worry. I'll make this enjoyable for the both of us.' ]
CW: WE ARE GARBAGE AND THIS IS NOT FLUFFY KYLUX.
Rey.
He tries to say the name. His mouth open to form the letters but the noise won't come out. He can't tell if she's real or if this was a trick of his mind. He's so focused on her he nearly forgets what's going on--
Right until he feels hands in his hair, pulling his attention away from her.
Hux is saying something-- he can't catch the words, just the idea that it's something about his hair and his meticulous routine. He takes a curl around his finger and Kylo doesn't want to be here. It's reminding him of how he felt when Snoke first broke him. When he felt trapped and helpless while his mind was raided and plundered and all he could do was scream-- ]
Ss-- [ He can only manage that sound before Hux chuckles at his attempts and slides a gloved hand to grip his chin, kissing him full on the mouth.
'Don't worry. I'll make this enjoyable for the both of us.' ]