[ It just went from hot and heavy to super chaste first relationship very quickly, and to be quite honest he has no idea on how to navigate this. Even in the best of circumstances they are inept dunderheads who can't figure their shit out.
But at the very least she was patient and.... understanding when he pushed her to explain what she wasn't understanding. ]
You're not making me uncomfortable-- I wanted control back.
[ TO grip his agency with his own hands and hold it tight. She just happened to be the closest thing to practice that agency on. But at times it became hard to discern what she wanted because of her understandable skittishness to-- everything. ]
too late
But at the very least she was patient and.... understanding when he pushed her to explain what she wasn't understanding. ]
You're not making me uncomfortable-- I wanted control back.
[ TO grip his agency with his own hands and hold it tight. She just happened to be the closest thing to practice that agency on. But at times it became hard to discern what she wanted because of her understandable skittishness to-- everything. ]
I meant what I said. I love you.