[ He makes a noise when she grabs for his hand and is confused for a moment when she puts it to her arm but-- Ah. Cool. His heart rate decreases and-- suddenly he's realizing even panic about a kid is aggravating his Whole Body panic response. It's a wild time in his head right now. Fuck the come leaking out of her and fuck how she was grabbing for his dick earlier- he doesn't care. His hands make to grab around her waist and shoulders and draw her close as he leans back on the couch again-- this time making enough room so he can lay down with her on top of him and-- it's an awkward fit, but she can curl up her legs and he doesn't give a shit he has padding on the couch now.
And she can protest all she wants, but right now his body is nearly shaking and he's trying to coach himself away from the anxious panicking shaking that has become --- routine unfortunately. He'll hold her tight until his heart calms completely. ]
I'll miss you, too.
[ He's nearly always too busy trying to assure her he'll be fine to remember to assure her that she's wanted as well. Whoops. ]
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And she can protest all she wants, but right now his body is nearly shaking and he's trying to coach himself away from the anxious panicking shaking that has become --- routine unfortunately. He'll hold her tight until his heart calms completely. ]
I'll miss you, too.
[ He's nearly always too busy trying to assure her he'll be fine to remember to assure her that she's wanted as well. Whoops. ]