[ She offers no further explanation than this. A moment later literally her entire upper body disappears into the guts of the hyperdrive with her hydrospanner, and her banging around echoes around in it. Maybe she'll hear him if he replies???
Regardless she seems to be taking his advice. Focusing on her breathing, slowing it, calming it, embracing the monotony of the task. It has worked for her thus far, so it makes sense, and she has no fond memories. Total presence, perfect self-examination in the moment, this will work for her.
A distant thought distracts her that maybe, eventually, she'll be able to think on moments with him as times she found peace. That moment in the Falcon for example, last night, when he'd held her. But that wasn't exactly peace. Something had simmered beneath the surface of that interaction. She doesn't let it preoccupy her too much.
This ridiculous family has been the only positive influence her life has seen. She's not going to ruin it by examining it too closely. ]
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[ She offers no further explanation than this. A moment later literally her entire upper body disappears into the guts of the hyperdrive with her hydrospanner, and her banging around echoes around in it. Maybe she'll hear him if he replies???
Regardless she seems to be taking his advice. Focusing on her breathing, slowing it, calming it, embracing the monotony of the task. It has worked for her thus far, so it makes sense, and she has no fond memories. Total presence, perfect self-examination in the moment, this will work for her.
A distant thought distracts her that maybe, eventually, she'll be able to think on moments with him as times she found peace. That moment in the Falcon for example, last night, when he'd held her. But that wasn't exactly peace. Something had simmered beneath the surface of that interaction. She doesn't let it preoccupy her too much.
This ridiculous family has been the only positive influence her life has seen. She's not going to ruin it by examining it too closely. ]