[ Okay first off, lets appreciate how badly a conversation about staying on Jakku would go with Han and Chewie. They'd probably literally knock him out and tie him to the ship.
Wow that wouldn't be traumatic at all right????
Anywho... he sort of realizes now like
He hasn't been making his case.
He hasn't because he's in a weird spot himself. A spot where like, at least at jedi camp he'd felt like he was doing something, but now he's not and he wasn't sure why. But now maybe he's cracked a mystery. And like it seemed like a dumb mystery at first. Just: "Yeah Ben Solo. Of course you're evil. You were related to Darth Vader this entire time" sort of mystery.
But now it's much more grave and-- Not gonna lie, he's hesitant because if something is getting something over on his Uncle he's not sure how he can take it on. Like. What is he gonna do, just chop someone in half with a lightsaber.
But all of that-- Even with all of that... in spite of, because of-- whatever. It doesn't matter.
Something is pulling them together.
It's not even about how he's starting to see how she could be beautiful even covered in grime and he likes???? touching her. This was something bigger than all of that and-- big steps. Big steps foward and he'll tug her arm so she's facing him. The light is dim, he's biting back those churning emotions that aren't helping him right now. Straight into her eyes. ]
I want you with me when we leave. [ Oh. ] All of this-- [ The bond, the darkness, everything between them ]-- could mean nothing, and we can keep working with my father, and you get paid a fair wage for the work you do.
[ Because-- Okay even if Han is shifty about her. He's Not gonna like leaving a child slave in the hands of Unkar Plutt. ]
But if it does mean something, we can figure it out together.
[ ?????? Ben ?/ /? Solo?/?/ /??? you CAN'T just SAY THAT SHIT TO FOURTEEN YEAR OLD GIRLS??//? ? ??/ ???/ ]
SHould i apologize for this tag?
Wow that wouldn't be traumatic at all right????
Anywho... he sort of realizes now like
He hasn't been making his case.
He hasn't because he's in a weird spot himself. A spot where like, at least at jedi camp he'd felt like he was doing something, but now he's not and he wasn't sure why. But now maybe he's cracked a mystery. And like it seemed like a dumb mystery at first. Just: "Yeah Ben Solo. Of course you're evil. You were related to Darth Vader this entire time" sort of mystery.
But now it's much more grave and-- Not gonna lie, he's hesitant because if something is getting something over on his Uncle he's not sure how he can take it on. Like. What is he gonna do, just chop someone in half with a lightsaber.
But all of that-- Even with all of that... in spite of, because of-- whatever. It doesn't matter.
Something is pulling them together.
It's not even about how he's starting to see how she could be beautiful even covered in grime and he likes???? touching her. This was something bigger than all of that and-- big steps. Big steps foward and he'll tug her arm so she's facing him. The light is dim, he's biting back those churning emotions that aren't helping him right now. Straight into her eyes. ]
I want you with me when we leave. [ Oh. ] All of this-- [ The bond, the darkness, everything between them ]-- could mean nothing, and we can keep working with my father, and you get paid a fair wage for the work you do.
[ Because-- Okay even if Han is shifty about her. He's Not gonna like leaving a child slave in the hands of Unkar Plutt. ]
But if it does mean something, we can figure it out together.
[ ?????? Ben ?/ /? Solo?/?/ /??? you CAN'T just SAY THAT SHIT TO FOURTEEN YEAR OLD GIRLS??//? ? ??/ ???/ ]