[ The water ripples as she dips under it. His eyes follow her form and he knows he's fucked up.
He's snapped before, fucked up some friendships because of his issues, hurt people that didn't deserve it. It's as if his brain could find the worst possible thing to say in a moment and let it leave his mouth without thought.
His mouth pinches and he's not about to bother her while she's underwater and avoiding him. Just another fucked up relationship to add to the pile. No one wanted him around-- that was the truth of things, wasn't it? He was caustic and hard to get along with- it's probably why Luke had sent him away.
He could never hope to be Luke Skywalker or Leia Organa-- or even Han Solo. Maybe he was destined to be Darth Vader's heir.
The most frightening thing, really, is how quickly the dark found him in this moment with out him even noticing. ]
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He's snapped before, fucked up some friendships because of his issues, hurt people that didn't deserve it. It's as if his brain could find the worst possible thing to say in a moment and let it leave his mouth without thought.
His mouth pinches and he's not about to bother her while she's underwater and avoiding him. Just another fucked up relationship to add to the pile. No one wanted him around-- that was the truth of things, wasn't it? He was caustic and hard to get along with- it's probably why Luke had sent him away.
He could never hope to be Luke Skywalker or Leia Organa-- or even Han Solo. Maybe he was destined to be Darth Vader's heir.
The most frightening thing, really, is how quickly the dark found him in this moment with out him even noticing. ]