[ She grips him tighter when he affirms what she already knows — mostly because when he admits that yes, they'll have to put a stop to it, he declares his own intent to. Some part of her until then had been able to cling to the notion that he might be like 'well, we should, but here's how we can work around it.' His intent is law, as far as she's concerned. He has been the gatekeeper for boundaries in this relationship, of which Rey has none. So she has to respect this line.
But she doesn't want to. She kisses and nips at his clavicle, exploring it, boldly leaving a bruised trail along that spot with the force of her hoover suctioning while she thinks it over. ]
Ben.
[ She whispers this out finally, drawing back, looming over him with her hair a mess and just Looking him in the eye and holding that steady and. Oh. She's serious. ]
Will you fuck me before we get there?
[ She sounds so innocent and earnest asking for something so filthy. There's guilt there too, like she knows she shouldn't ask because he said he wasn't ready, but it's not hard to imagine her motives. They might be separated. Things might get dark and dangerous, and they won't be able to cling to one another like this anymore there.
But if they do this, then in some ways they'll always belong to one another. ]
i'm constantly like leans back from computer @ this thread, so same luke
But she doesn't want to. She kisses and nips at his clavicle, exploring it, boldly leaving a bruised trail along that spot with the force of her hoover suctioning while she thinks it over. ]
Ben.
[ She whispers this out finally, drawing back, looming over him with her hair a mess and just Looking him in the eye and holding that steady and. Oh. She's serious. ]
Will you fuck me before we get there?
[ She sounds so innocent and earnest asking for something so filthy. There's guilt there too, like she knows she shouldn't ask because he said he wasn't ready, but it's not hard to imagine her motives. They might be separated. Things might get dark and dangerous, and they won't be able to cling to one another like this anymore there.
But if they do this, then in some ways they'll always belong to one another. ]