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~~Ben Solo~~
Kylo Ren

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GENERAL PROMPTS

Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)

Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation

Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity

Ben Solo Pre-First Order

Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek

Jedi Hippie camp with Luke

BEN AND HIS FAMILY

👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why

Becoming his father's son

Also being just like his mother

AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE

Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her

Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force

Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben

Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.

Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI

Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes

Rebuilding the Jedi Order

Post War Threads

Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later

Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious

Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise

SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down

If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME

Hand touching

I love you. I know.

Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)

Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo

Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)~~SMUT HUT~~

FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT

Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans

REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL

CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE

Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.

Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.

Visiting Ahch'to together

Empress Rey

Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order

Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances

Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno

Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me

Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep

Public Sex

Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.

CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS

I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is

AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)

I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious

Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it

God I will add more later. Really just tag me.

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text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.

ous/ au/ all us tbh

previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.

EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT

FLUFF

contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up

Angst

redemption arcs

intense emotionally heavy threads

Smut

general

hurt comfort

Kylo or Rey getting injured

Kylo being a huge fucking brat.

if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!

Rape.

Dull RP.

Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.

Me doing the work of moving a scene along

rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)

scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.

gender/sexuality play.

degradation involving racism or ablism.

power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.

AUs with no information

OCs with no information

Maybe

Dub con

torture

killing

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Mental health

I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.

I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.

I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)

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[ One of the only good things about this: Rey will never have to know what a selfish partner is. And will probably be confounded when she hears other women complain about dudes who get off and then walk away. OR WOMEN WHO FAKE ORGASMS.

He will guide her, at least we can say that on this path to hell he is being helpful. Hands holding her thighs as she positions herself and pulling at her legs so she is essentially sitting on his shoulders. A few more nudges and she's right where she needs to be. ]

Perfect.

[ His warm breath is brushing against her needy cunt as he says that. But he won't give her much time to contemplate that sensation before he presses his mouth against her. A soft kiss to her folds before he runs his tongue across the length of her sex, savoring the taste and feel of it and waiting for her reaction. ]

[ Rey searches the wall and ceiling for appropriate handholds but the truth is that the BUNKS IN HAN'S FREIGHTER ARE NOT DESIGNED FOR THIS. We're all shocked. It's because Leia would never be caught dead in this thing, let's be honest.

But she's distracted from the search quickly enough by the soft, warm puff of breath of his exhale. It prickles on her skin, leaves her slick feeling cool in the wake of it. That chill doesn't last.

The sudden contact draws a gasp, almost closer to a yelp, out of her. She's never felt anything like it. Even coated in slick, her fingers cannot compare to the softness of his lips, the wet slide of his tongue. Everything is soft and slippery and warm and her eyes flutter shut with appreciation for the feeling.

It is perfect. ]

Yes. [ She breathes that out in encouragement, as though he needs it. This was his idea. How the hell had he known about this? She'll have to ask him. But for now, she's not asking anything, just trying to keep her legs steady.

Everything is more, given how sensitive her itching arousal has made her over the course of sucking him off. She'd been desperate to come, inching towards it while he fucked her throat, and now — the softness is so contrary to the brutal, punishing pace he'd set as he fucked her that she's even more sensitive to it. ] Oh, keep going.

[ yikes. i mean yikes. if han knew what ben was usin his sex education for right now there'd just be so much hell to pay. just. yikes.

Oh well. Not worrying about that now. Worrying about making her come, paying back what she gave him. Making up for not sticking his dick in her cunt yet i guess.

His strokes are languid at first. Familiarizing himself with her taste and texture. She's musky, tangy and a hint of sweet. He dips his tongue in deeper along her folds, pressing against her entrance before he starts to suck at her.

He can't get enough. From here he can smell her, she drips on to him-- into his mouth, against his chin, she's even leaking enough that he feels her arousal against his nose when he buries himself deeper into her. His nose with bump against her clit a few times before he moves his focus, kissing up to the nub before wrapping his lips around it and sucking there.

If anything else you can call Ben Solo attentive. He's intent on bringing her blinding pleasure. ]

[ He takes his time. She doesn't realize it until he has worked his way up to her clit and started sucking ardently at it that the rest was just exploration because it felt incredible, better than anything she's ever felt. As ready as she is, as wanting, she could have come from that alone, she thinks, but this … this is better. What a shame it would have been to miss this.

Rey has ascended to a higher plane, she's certain. Her body is weightless and floating, but simultaneously rife with a tension that only the soft, attentive efforts of his mouth can soothe. He's stoking the fire and putting it out all at once. It's impossible. A paradox. A —

She cries out, soft and lilting, a tremor picking up in her thighs. It's hard not to squirm away from his mouth, but Rey is pragmatic and has a strong command of her own body. It's the only thing that's kept her alive this long. So she holds resolutely still to let him work, and she's rewarded. Wave after wave of pleasure laps up at her, dragging her deep and deeper into this fever. ]

So good. [ She reiterates this more than once as he works, and after a few moments, begins to actually rock her hips into the feeling, drawing more out of it.

Her cunt twitches, throbs, with the pleasure he gives her. The walls clench up around nothing and she becomes keenly aware of the absence, the void inside of her. She wants him. Wants to bury him all the way to the hilt and ride him until his spend is overflowing from her cunt just as it had out of her mouth, but — Not today. Not today.

Still, she pleas. ] More. [ A whimper punctuates this. She has to be more specific she knows. So — ] I want you in me, Ben, please.

[ I'm questioning Ben's morals here because-- he knows what she wants and his body wants it too. His dick practically twitches back to life with the plea and- he's still hesitant because he doesn't have protection and he's not sure he's ready for that specific act yet. And.

I'm questioning u rn Ben Solo.

Continues to remind myself that he is not with Snoke and the First Order does not get Kylo Ren and Han Solo will not die at the hands of his son and Luke Skywalker has not fled in shame. Continues to do this. Pour hand sanitizer down my throat.

But he continues to suck at her clit while he hums in consideration. One of his hands slides down over her ass and then to her thighs, where he presses in between to slip a finger into her entrance.

Finding technicalities??? Yes. That should be the title of this whole fucking AU. Finding Technicalities and justifications and excuses. ]

[ The keening sounds he makes — sharp, sudden, full — would argue that this is not a technicality but exactly what she had wanted. Her inner walls clamp down around him, fluttering, squeezing. Desperately drinking up the friction and pressure he provides her with. ]

Yes, yes, yes.

[ She chants it like a prayer. Like the prayer we should both be saying that someone forgives us for this hot mess. Rey grips the wall and rocks with it, both to get his finger pumping in and out of her and to tease her clit on his tongue at new angles and varying degrees of pressure.

It's good. As good as she's ever felt it and then some. It's a wonder she's not just a drooling, paralyzed mess right now. ]

Oh, I'm close. [ She offers it in encouragement, praise. ]

[ Oh thank god because he was a few seconds away from just flipping her over and taking that young tight pussy while she just asked him with big eyes "am i doing this right onii-san??? do i feel good to you??" and straight to hell. No one will forgive us. No one.

Speaking of lack of forgiveness. He's slipping another finger into her, pushing in time with her hips so he can get deeper within her- then scissoring and stretching her. All while his mouth continues to work at her clit, sucking and stroking it with his tongue. Flicking across it before running long smooth paths. Occasionally he'll take as much of her cunt and folds as he can fit into his mouth and suck harshly, before resuming his precision work.

And by god what the fuck is wrong with you Ben Solo??? Not even with Snoke and you've somehow turned into a predator. SMDH ]

[ The second finger pushes in and stretches her open and — stars, his hands are just so big compared to hers, compared to anything else she's used to satisfy herself. It's as startling as it was the first time. Her breaths get short, each one shuddering out with a gasp as he spreads her and allows his tongue to find just the right angle against her clit.

She's coming undone before she knows it, cresting, and her vision tunnels then, and she's blind with pleasure and practically howling with how good it feels. The tremor carries down through her thighs, a whole-body shudder racking her until she bows forward and presses her forehead to the wall of the bunk, whimpering.

Her hips jerk away from him, trying to spare herself the overstimulation. But she's still here, over him, sweating and panting and —

Wow. For a minute she just … hovers there. Panting. Catching her breath. ]

[ He kissed and slurped her through to her orgasm, honestly the sounds alone are probably illegal-- and once she snaps into a bow with pleasure he eases her down. Every movement becoming less frantic and urgent. The intensity of his mouth ratchets down until he presses a simple kiss to her cunt.

Like... good job underage pussy. You took that statutory rape really well.

He makes no immediate motion to move, enjoying being so close to her pulsing over stimulated cunt. One of his hands stays on her thigh as a comfort, the other pulls out of her, bringing it to his mouth so he can suck her off of his fingers and begin wiping at his face so he can do the same there.

The worst part is he just wants to marathon fuck this child until she's shaking and begging for him to continue and to stop all at once and i'm just y i k e s. ]

[ Slowly, inexpertly, she sits back on his chest, pulling her jellied limbs out from under her and trying to … slip back down his body. But she's clearly lost her awareness of her limbs and of her body and the space it occupies and she staggers her way into a position where she can finally slump down against him, curled up like a satiated cat, tangled in his limbs and pressing her face into his neck.

She can smell her own arousal on him where it sticks to his chin, to his hands, to his mouth. She shudders with satisfaction and embarrassment, noticing it and realizing that it's her. It elicits a punctuating twitch from her cunt which still convulses with the aftershocks of her orgasm. ]

Are we going to have to stop doing this when we go to Luke's?

[ She asks this seriously because she can see that Chewie not giving a shit is pretty much the only reason they've gotten away with it this long. 'This long' here being ... one day. Two fumbling sexual encounters. ]

[ Ah, leave it to the fourteen year old to have more sense than the grown adult who should not have fucked a child in the first place. Y i k e s.

Anyhow.

She brings up Luke's and that brings reality crashing in. Granted-- nookie wasn't allowed at Luke's camp anyway. Less because of nonsensical sex shaming because of weird old religions being obsessed with people's genitals and what they do with them; and entirely because Luke does Not want that fucking drama going on. He's caught some padawans kissing before and that wasn't a fun time for them. ]

Yes. [ Though.... Luke will probably put two and two together given the bond he'll feel between the both of them and.... Rey hiding her attraction to Ben is like asking someone to hide an elephant in a four door sedan. And even if Ben could cover up his attraction on a base level, he can't cover up the way he's a Soft Boy for Rey.

Luke is gonna figure out the deal in about ten seconds and call up Leia like "Okay so I think we need to get a marriage going on here or something so at least what they are doing is Blessed In God's Light" ] No one else has been able to get away with it.

[ AND THEY ARE ALL LEGAL CONSENTING ADULTS. NOT CHILDREN WHO SHOULD BE PROTECTED MORE. ]

[ She grips him tighter when he affirms what she already knows — mostly because when he admits that yes, they'll have to put a stop to it, he declares his own intent to. Some part of her until then had been able to cling to the notion that he might be like 'well, we should, but here's how we can work around it.' His intent is law, as far as she's concerned. He has been the gatekeeper for boundaries in this relationship, of which Rey has none. So she has to respect this line.

But she doesn't want to. She kisses and nips at his clavicle, exploring it, boldly leaving a bruised trail along that spot with the force of her hoover suctioning while she thinks it over. ]

Ben.

[ She whispers this out finally, drawing back, looming over him with her hair a mess and just Looking him in the eye and holding that steady and. Oh. She's serious. ]

Will you fuck me before we get there?

[ She sounds so innocent and earnest asking for something so filthy. There's guilt there too, like she knows she shouldn't ask because he said he wasn't ready, but it's not hard to imagine her motives. They might be separated. Things might get dark and dangerous, and they won't be able to cling to one another like this anymore there.

But if they do this, then in some ways they'll always belong to one another. ]

[ She pushes herself up over him, lithe and young and beautiful. Flushed with her hair a mess and such stubborn need for him... His hands are at her sides, running along the skin there and his voice is caught in his throat.

Because he should not be fucking a fourteen year old. And right now he realizes he totally is and--??? ? Why the fuck is he doing this, why the fuck did the force just stitch them together like this like "haha fine here you go. He's this underage girl who youre gonna experience super intense emotional connection and attachment to. And she's gonna think you are Not Nasty and try to jump your bones and you know those boundaries you should Definitely put up? It's going to be near impossible because you both feel precisely what the other feels and that's gonna just make everything Difficult for two people who don't know hwo to properly manage their emotions."

Anyway, enough justifying Ben Solo's inability to have any self control or respect.

He wants to. Believe me, he really wants to. His dick wants to. His hands want to. He wants to press her into this bunk and fill her to the brim and listen to her moan and cry out his name as he stretches her wide open but--

Again, his brain is drawing a line.

A line I personally am having little faith in, but WILDER THINGS HAVE HAPPENED I GUESS.

He draws his hand up to her cheek and brushes his thumb across her lower lip-- the lips which had just been around his cock-- ]

I'll fuck you when we've finished training. I promise.

[ There's a surge of guilt and panic in him that she can feel bodily. She hadn't expected to bring that down on him, and now that she has, it resonates in her. That panic. Some part of her fears that this is the start of him closing himself off, denying this, but instead—

'I promise.'

It should placate her. But hasn't he been in training for years? He wants her to wait years for that? She doesn't know if she can. If she can look at him every day and know how close she has been to riding his cock until neither of them can walk and just carry on as though they mean exactly as much to each other as anyone else. ]

No.

[ There's a tremor in her voice. ]

That has nothing to do with being ready. [ If it were, he wouldn't have a specific date. ] That could be years. We could be separated.

[ yikes yikesyikesyikes.

He's bleeding into her and she's bleeding into him and this is what an absolute fucking mess looks like. He's trying to retain his calm-- find that center and keep a hold on it. Even as he can still taste her on his tongue and skin and her cries echo in his head.

And some part of him wants to give her what she wants because he's got these weird feelings for her and it would be so easy to just hand it over. Because she's asking for it and she wants it surely. But

Ben Fucking Solo she is a fourteen year old child and children want a lot of things. Like eating cake for every meal and fucking adults. And you need to PUT UP LIMITATIONS BECAUSE YOU KNOW BETTER. ]

You said it yourself, we won't be separated.

[ I guess she did say that. Now go walk yourself into a Jail Cell young man. ]

Give me time, I'll be ready then.

[ Also who the fuck knows how long jedi training even takes anymore?

For all we know Luke's gonna the Last Jedi it and Rey will be done after a day and a half.

Which would be hilarious cause ben would just "oh i guess?? W?/E? have?/ ?to Fu?Ck? now???" ]

[ There's a waver in her lip. This feels a lot like a rejection to a fourteen-year-old who until now has been living life One Day at a Time. Like, is this the blow off ??? It seems wrong. Like she super knows that dudes usually don't give the blow off until AFTER they've fucked. ]

Tell me why.

[ Because she knows he doesn't have a good reason (read: a reason she will accept) and that this is just his way of trying to side-step it by making demands and not taking her opinion into account. ]

What do you think training is going to change?

[ By God teenage girls are so fucking unhealthy. Someone needs to lock them all away with therapists and I say this as someone who was a teenage girl once okay? Okay. We are in agreement.

She's making this super fucking difficult to say no (ITS NOT DIFFICULT BEN JUST CONTINUE TO SAY NO) and he's a little dizzy with how desperately she wants his cock inside of her. And he's just-- ]

I want to figure out what this thing in both of us is. I want to be stronger than it-- [ Which is a somewhat valid point but then I am sitting here also like But its all fucking undercut BY THE FACT YOU JUST KISSED LICKED AND SUCKED ON THAT PUSSY BEN. ] I want to be stronger for you.

[ Something resentful coils up and nests in her chest then. Her expression twists into a grudging frown, even as she nests back against his chest, laying out. You'd think no one could be mad after getting they pussy ate like that, but she is. She's mad. ]

You think this isn't us. [ She grumbles it out finally because she's a firm believer in … actually being direct with her feelings. ] You think it's only happening because of the connection, that it's making me feel this way and I'm too stupid to know the difference.

[ ???? Rey. He literally said he's worried about the darkness in the both of you and he wants to be Stronger. Time for someone to read about projection. But she won't because she's a teenager and even if she did she'd be like "NOOOOO THATS NOT WHAT THIS IS. I AM REALLY MATURE FOR MY AGE AND I UNDERSTAND THESE THINGS!!!!!"

Fucking Force. Really. ]

No-- [ He brings a hand up to her back to rub at it, trying to soothe her. ] -- I know this thing between us is something else. [ Which is an awfully teenage girl dumbshit thing to say. But the force has done this so I give Ben a Pass on that. ] But the darkness we both saw wants to use us, possibly against one another.

[ Man even snoke is probably looking at this shit like "IDEK if i can touch this shit man. Makes ME feel kinda dirty." ] I want to be with you, I just want to be stronger.

[ She believes him only because she'd be able to feel dishonesty. The argument makes no sense to her; she can't conceptualize it. If he wants her, he should want her. He shouldn't be worrying about things like the darkness and his own strength. They can be strong together, she thinks.

But it doesn't matter what she thinks because it's about Ben. So she huffs out a sigh and just … nods. She understands that this is how he feels, even if she wrestles with understanding why he feels it. ]

But Ben, you're plenty strong. You're incredible. I've seen it.

[ ITT: Teenage girls struggle with boundaries.

Come on rey. You can sexually harass Ben later.

In the meantime, Ben is firm in his mindset. Her teenage ass and emotions are not swaying him at this time. ]

And the darkness we have is stronger, I haven't been able to shake it or get rid of it yet.

[ He leans down to kiss the crown of her head. Trying not to condescend her or speak to her as if she doesn't understand. That would be the easy way out. ]

Once we both have a better grasp on what it is, I'll be more comfortable. Can you understand that?

[ A fair argument, though it sits uncomfortably in her belly. As though she worries he might discover that the darkness is simply her, and that when that knowledge is made clear, he will turn away from her. They are connected, after all. Who's to say he hadn't felt her all this time, half a galaxy away, waiting for him? Lurking?

Regardless, she nods. She cannot sway him, and she senses it. They will have to stand on opposite sides of this divide for at least a little longer. She diverts for something more agreeable to them both. ]

I don't know how I'm going to stop this. I can't stop wanting you.

[ Masturbation Rey. Just like the rest of us. God.

And maybe it should occur to Ben at this point that some people actually have higher sexual needs than he does. WhicH ISNT TO SHAME THOSE PEOPLE, but to say. He should have taken that iNTO ACCOUNT BEFORE FUCKING A CHILD.

Oh well, tifa and I already discussed this. This was going to become an issue if he'd fucked her or if he hadn't. They are both fucking doomed to be codependent messes and AGAIN AT LEAST ITS NOT SNOKE LALALALALALA. ]

You're strong as well. And I'll be with you. I'm not going away.

[ Maybe she'll build a vibrator while she's supposed to be building her lightsaber. MAYBE SHE'LL BUILD A LIGHTSABER WITH A VIBRATOR FUNCTION. His words bring her some semblance of comfort — he'll still be there, she won't lose him, just how fulfilling this additional facet to their relationship is. Which, yeah, still hurts. She embraces him a little tighter, burying her face against his shoulder.

She doesn't want to let go. A good thing too because they were probably loud enough that at least somebody heard them and has Questions. ]

[ y i k e s. yikesyikesyikes. Thankfully most people on this ship know well enough to leave Ben alone so Most probably assume that it's one of the crew near Ben who has just looked up some extra loud porn and blasted it shamelessly for everyone to hear.

Which honestly happens way too often for Ben's tastes.

But you know. Door is locked and for now they can both live in some blissfully ignorant bubble of this not being super illegal and fucked up. Not to mention the hardcore denial that Ben is going through right now thinking a fourteen year old is mature enough to respect boundaries such as "I'm not ready to fuck you yet, let's give our relationship some time and also get rid of this darkness thing as much as we can".

Ah, it will be so wonderful when she meets the rest of the students. Especially when one gives Ben those Fuck Me eyes that even Luke is like "wow damn girl ur thirsty. Focus on centering ur self you ho."

For now, he runs his fingers along her back as she holds him. ] I won't leave you.

[ He says and just exacerbates this entire fucking problem. That everyone saw coming. And the Force knew this shit was gonna happen and was just

]

don't worry. Hell is run by cats. And considering all the ones i've saved we'll be vips

this is a compelling argument and i'm fine with it now

our rooms will be reylo themed tbqh. And we can have devil horns

my office already is reylo themed am i in hell

I had to go to church and confess and then pray for forgiveness

i should do that

God has already informed me we have left his light.

he right tho

Me with every tag:: What did i get myself into?

a big ol' mess

Luke is gonna say the exact same shit we know it.

i'm constantly like leans back from computer @ this thread, so same luke

This thread is testing me. I have to pause and just. Squint.

if you have an unhealthy codependent relationship and you know it clap your hands

EVERY REYLO VERSE CLAPS THEIR HANDS HARD

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