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~~Ben Solo~~
Kylo Ren

The protein shakes, where are they?

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GENERAL PROMPTS

Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)

Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation

Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity

Ben Solo Pre-First Order

Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek

Jedi Hippie camp with Luke

BEN AND HIS FAMILY

👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why

Becoming his father's son

Also being just like his mother

AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE

Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her

Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force

Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben

Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.

Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI

Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes

Rebuilding the Jedi Order

Post War Threads

Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later

Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious

Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise

SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down

If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME

Hand touching

I love you. I know.

Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)

Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo

Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)~~SMUT HUT~~

FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT

Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans

REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL

CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE

Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.

Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.

Visiting Ahch'to together

Empress Rey

Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order

Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances

Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno

Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me

Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep

Public Sex

Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.

CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS

I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is

AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)

I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious

Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it

God I will add more later. Really just tag me.

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YES

text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.

ous/ au/ all us tbh

previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.

EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT

FLUFF

contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up

Angst

redemption arcs

intense emotionally heavy threads

Smut

general

hurt comfort

Kylo or Rey getting injured

Kylo being a huge fucking brat.

if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!

Rape.

Dull RP.

Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.

Me doing the work of moving a scene along

rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)

scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.

gender/sexuality play.

degradation involving racism or ablism.

power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.

AUs with no information

OCs with no information

Maybe

Dub con

torture

killing

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APPEARANCEINFOHERE

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Mental health

I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.

I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.

I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)

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[ He beats her to the punch. Once the dampness of his tears soaks through her shirt, she swipes her fingers beneath the creases of his eyes, collecting the moisture he's smeared across his skin in the process. It's worrying, but she can sense nothing from him that warns her that she has misstepped in some way, upset him unknowingly. ]

Yes. [ But only barely, peeking out as the sky becomes a darker blue. It isn't a sight that stirs fondness in her for what it implies: the hours are escaping them, slipping out of her grasp, no matter how she tries to hold onto it. There is no avoiding their separation, looming closer. ] We can go look. Take the blanket with you.

[ She's assuming that's what he most want, anyway. Why ask otherwise? She nudges her nose into his hair, playing the role of a creepy girlfriend as she smells the scent of it, and then straightens her spine to try to nudge him into standing. ]

[ Well-- he hasn't figured out his evil plans. His evil plans honestly just involving pleasuring her out of her mind but you know. STILL EVIL PLANS IF KYLO REN IS PLANNING THEM. Also please hair smelling isn't creepy if he'd do the exact same shit. They would probably spend a morning smelling each other's hair.

He straightens with that nudge and gets his arms under him first. His strength isnt entirely back-- this day has drained everything out of him, but he eventually gets to his feet and... gathers up a couple of bundles of blankets.

He'll glance up to catch her gaze, he's open and vulnerable, but better. ]

If it's possible to find a spot we can be left alone.

[ Fucking fish bird nuns what the fuck leave them alone Jesus CHrist on a Cracker. ]

[ At that, her lips twist. She understands that invasion of privacy too well; when she most wants to be alone with him, none to keen to share him outside of the small space they have begun to inhabit, the Lanai seem intent on barging in where they aren't welcome. But, if he still intends to make good on his promise, she suspects it won't be a worry. They're too easily scandalized to want to stay for any show they put on. ]

By the ocean.

[ As though she would choose anything less, now that she has found the island that had plagued her, experienced the serenity of its surroundings. At the end of the day, however, he could suggest a mudbank and she would spread her legs for him in it without a care. ]

They won't follow us there.

[ Eagerly, she wrestles one of the blankets out of his hands, and latches onto his hand to lead him outside of the hut. ]

[ Internal eyebrow waggling at Maximum here. But He gives her the barest bit of a smile and his expression softens as she snatches a blanket from his grasp to go for his hand. His fingers locking with hers and-- every second was fleeting, but this was time with her. It was important and in it's own way stretched on into forever.

Honestly they're like that hipster main stream Girlfriend Insta Photo right now. It's kinda gross but really cute I can't even handle it.

The air is crisp and twilight twinkles in the sky. If he could find peace anywhere, it would be here with her. As they make their way past the Lanai and up rocks and over grass he wants to express his gratitude again. ] I'll miss you.

[ Has he said it? He's not sure. Probably. But it's the best thing he can say beyond "I love you" to express what he wants. Its more important than an apology or their dumb fight over Nothing. He'll miss her, he wants her here by his side. He needs to learn to express this more than whatever else he thinks he has to say. ]

[ The Lanai, fortunately, have the good sense not to track them. Most appear to be giving them a wide berth, unsettled by Ben's nightmares, and the radiating fear that had been born from it. No, it isn't the caretakers interrupting them that has her pausing in mid-stride. It's the raw vulnerability of his confession, a sentiment that overshadows their earlier spat.

It all feels so meaningless, so petty, in the grand scheme. There is nothing like the threat of loss to put into perspective what is and isn't important.

More than that, it's everything she had wanted to hear. Everything she had wanted to know, assuaging the fear that he might move on without her. That he may not need her anymore once he was standing on his own. ]

I'll miss you. [ She retorts, brightness lighting up her expression. It isn't her intention to outdo him, but simply to remind him that he isn't alone in that sentiment. ] Every day.

[ The knowledge that he will remain from her, easy to reach from afar, is only a small balm. It will never be the same as sleeping beside him, awakening to the warm hold of his embrace, but it's close. Something to sustain her while she's gone.

Speaking of gone, she drops the blanket to the ground with little ceremony. They're barely at the shore's edge, but she doesn't have the patience to drag him further when he's sharing those sentiments. With her hands free, she grabs onto his forearms, trying to tug him into her. ]

Tell me again.

[ Honestly he could almost believe she was Ben Kenobi's kid based on that blanket drop. But she grabs him towards her and begs for his words. Nothing mattered. The whole of the universe didn't matter, His anger or fear-- Armitage Hux-- Luke Skywalker. None of it mattered.

He's brought into her space easily. He looks tired and a little wrecked, but for her he's standing here. He'll continue for her. ]

I'll miss you. Every day.

[ Every hour, every minute, every second. He gathers her closer. His arms enclosing around her, caging her in as if proximity could draw their time out. ] I missed you.

[ He was such an asshole. He shoved her away, he tried to kill her. Destroy her, force her hand and he had still missed her. Thought about her. Wanted her. What a wreck he was. ]

I know.

[ And that had been the point, to some extent; removing herself from his life to show that she couldn't support his choices, couldn't stand by his side, until he saw the error in his ways for himself. More selfishly, she had hoped — almost in vain — that he might miss her, might yearn for her.

It's enough to know that he has. It's enough to have him here now, blood and solid flesh. She's quiet for a moment, arms winding their way around his neck, and then she tips back to regard him. ]

Will you? [ Obviously. But for the sake of this, she's going to pretend his sincerity isn't glaringly obvious. ] I'm not sure I'm convinced.

[ He tilts his face into her neck, a place for him to hide-- to bury himself away from every other prying eye. He missed her already. Even their petty dumb disagreements, their awkward pauses, their silences as she let him rest his head against her shoulder and simply exist. With anyone else-- hell, by himself it would be maddening. Nothing to do, seperated from any form of civilization, only his mind to contemplate current events and the expectations about to be foisted upon him or maybe the past and every mistake he made... and the future. An arena he hadn't given much thought to.

But she made it all easy.

She pulls back and regards him-- did he really just need to exist? Could it be as simple as that?

He leans in to kiss her, it's simple but it lingers. Emotion bursts at the seams of it and how the hell will he keep sane with out her.

His lips don't quite leave hers as he speaks. ] Lay down on the blanket. I'll show you.

[ An eager quirk to her mouth disconnects her lips from his. Then, she shuffles back to regard him properly, scanning him for confirmation that she's heard him correctly. Interpreted him correctly.

Eventually, she decides kriff it, and kicks off her boots somewhere to the side. Her shirt follows next, leaving her unabashedly bare beneath the sky. He'd needed time to recuperate, they'd decided, but she's trusting that his instructions are a clear sign that they can move forward. Holding his gaze, she settles herself onto the blanket, strewn about as it is. First, she leans back on her elbows, and eventually wriggles down until she's fully sprawled across the expanse of fibers. ]

Come show me.

[ She doesn't imagine he needs permission to resume, some signal to move forward, but she gives it all the same — perhaps hoping that the invitation is enough to shake him out of his thoughts. ]

[ She's an eager thing and he nearly smiles. Any other sane person would probably stubbornly reject the idea of sex on a beach, but she offers herself up quickly and with out any hesitation. He decides on remaining fully clothed for the moment, taking the blanket he has in his hands and rolling it up quickly to settle it under his knees. He'd offer it for her head if he wasn't entirely sure she'd stubbornly refuse.

Settling on the ground in front of her, the breeze and the smell of salt air blowing past them as the stars light up in the sky one by one, this all feels like one really weird basterdization of her dream. But-- he supposes if her Force visions had anything to do with showing her this, it was somehow just the complete summary of his life so far. Somewhat surreal, mixed with cosmic powers, mixed with sex with Rey. He can get on board for his entire life leading up to sex with Rey.

Her legs are hitched on to his shoulders and he presses his lips to the skin on her inner thighs as his fingers travel up and down the muscle. He's slow and studious and wants to memorize the feel of her before she's gone for the next week or two-- but he's also impatient. And he knows she is as well and won't put up with slow teasing for long before she kicks him in the back of the head. So-- all things considered, she doesn't need to wait much longer before his mouth finds her cunt. A gentle and slow kiss at first, before he begins to kiss up and down her folds-- drawing pleasure from her slowly, right before he runs his tongue across all of her. ]

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Pretentious RP with Kylo page

i know nothing about CA geography as i have just revealed

Proof u need to come to CA and let me fly u around on a magic carpet

only when it's not on fire

We're always on fire

the CA lifestyle

Come be on fire w me

i set my a/c so low by accident that being on fire almost sounds nice

THEN CALIFORNIAAAAAAAAAAAA IS THE PLACE FOR UUUUU

and then i can steal horatio and athena

Can u really steal urself tho?