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the human embodiment of the arthur meme ([personal profile] vaderstan) wrote in [community profile] literaldumpsterfire2018-05-19 09:11 pm

Pretentious RP with Kylo page

Ben Solo
Kylo Ren
The protein shakes, where are they?
Prompts&Wishlists&Ships
GENERAL PROMPTS
  • Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)
  • Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation
  • Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity
  • Ben Solo Pre-First Order
  • Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek
  • Jedi Hippie camp with Luke
  • BEN AND HIS FAMILY
  • 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit
  • Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why
  • Becoming his father's son
  • Also being just like his mother
  • AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE
  • Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her
  • Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force
  • Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben
  • Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.
  • Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI
  • Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes
  • Rebuilding the Jedi Order
  • Post War Threads
  • Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later
  • Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious
  • Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise


  • SHIPPY PROMPTS
    SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
    Kylo/Rey hands down
  • If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME
  • Hand touching
  • I love you. I know.
  • Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)
  • Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo
  • Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT
  • FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT
  • Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans
  • REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL
  • CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE
  • Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.
  • Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.
  • Visiting Ahch'to together
  • Empress Rey
  • Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order
  • Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances
  • Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno
  • Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me
  • Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep
  • Public Sex
  • Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

  • SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
    Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
    Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
    So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation.
    Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.


    CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS
  • I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is
  • AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)
  • I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious
  • Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it
  • God I will add more later. Really just tag me.
  • Home
    YES / NO / MAYBE
    YES
  • text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.
  • ous/ au/ all us tbh
  • previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.
  • EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT
  • FLUFF
  • contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up
  • Angst
  • redemption arcs
  • intense emotionally heavy threads
  • Smut
  • general
  • hurt comfort
  • Kylo or Rey getting injured
  • Kylo being a huge fucking brat.
  • if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!


  • NO
  • Rape.
  • Dull RP.
  • Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.
  • Me doing the work of moving a scene along
  • rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)
  • scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.
  • gender/sexuality play.
  • degradation involving racism or ablism.
  • power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.
  • AUs with no information
  • OCs with no information

  • Maybe
  • Dub con
  • torture
  • killing
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    APPEARANCEINFOHERE
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    Trigger warnings important info
    Mental health
  • I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.
  • I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.
  • I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)


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    forcevisions: (this guy decides)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ He's locking her in with him. She watches him do it with a hawkish expression. Even if she understands the sentiment — and with the Force bond being what it is, it's impossible not to — she still doesn't quite like it. There's a lot to be said for choosing to occupy a locked room with someone. Rey hasn't had the luxury of that kind of trust in her life. ]

    She was kind.

    [ Rey delivers this easily. ]

    She got me these clothes, a shower, and took me to the medical bay. They gave me shots. [ She rolls up her sleeve to consider her arm. ]
    forcevisions: (cuz they got methods)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-06 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
    Should I be?

    [ Misinterpreting as hell. She opts to sit beside him instead of on his lap given that question — what exactly does he think is going to happen here? Has she gotten herself into — Oh. Are they going to ? ??? ? Like, she hadn't planned on that, but she doesn't necessarily have hang-ups about it. She was just kind of planning on fooling around and continuing where they were at instead of plummeting further into the evil hole since that was like

    this morning when they first kissed and first jerked each other off but you know.

    She looks suitably wide-eyed, eyebrows arched, wary but also curious.
    ]
    forcevisions: (baby i got mine)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-06 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
    I just didn't think it'd be happening already.

    [ Rey shifts then, feeling awkward about choosing the seat beside him deliberately in her uncertainty. She corrects it by shifting into his lap now, straddling his lap and caging his hips between her knees. It's not an aggressive act — rather, she seems to get comfortable there, like it's just another seat, settling into a sitting position way back near his knees rather than pressing their hips together.

    She, admittedly, doesn't know exactly how to initiate this. Nudging. Contact. That seems to be up the right alley, at least.
    ]

    And I want to be better than fine.
    forcevisions: (i don't want no scrub)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-06 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
    [ Sound advice. Rey searches his face in consideration of it, trying to decide if she agrees, if she's willing to plunge into the middle of it and figure it out as she goes. Ultimately, it's how she learned to do everything else in life. Fear tells her that he'll leave if it's truly awful, find someone else, but the connection they share cannot be replaced. That assurance insulates her from performance anxiety.

    And so she reaches behind her to take his hands at her waist and slide them down to cup the curve of her ass. The pants Rowana has loaned her are thin enough that they don't intrude. She's soft and supple and well-muscled beneath them, much curvier there than in her chest.

    Her hands glide up his arms to his shoulders then. Yes. This is better. This is how it's supposed to go. She leans in to kiss him.
    ]
    forcevisions: (you are my best i'll never know)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-06 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
    [ His use of 'think' tacitly accuses her of getting it wrong. Rey bristles at that, blood pooling in her cheeks and the tips of her ears. She draws back a little to look down at him, gaping, speechless. What else could they have been talking about?

    An undignified, half-formed syllable makes its way out of the back of her throat to punctuate that she has no valid answer. The lines creasing her forehead furrow deeper. Why did he have to make everything so confusing?
    ]
    forcevisions: (seems it never ends)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-06 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
    I never said I felt pressured. [ Delivered bluntly, as in most things with her. She realizes that for him this might not be blunt enough. ] I don't feel pressured.

    [ He's projecting that. He's projecting it because she's fourteen. She pulls her hands back. Annoyance sparks up behind her eyes. Of all the people who refuse to take her seriously, it only really stings coming from him. At least the rest are old enough that they don't try to act like they take her seriously in the first place; Ben puts on airs like she's his equal, then does this.

    No. The annoyance mounts enough that she gets off his lap to stand, folding her arms in front of her ribcage like she's hugging herself.
    ]

    I came to your bunk. You locked the door.

    [ All of these are signs !!! Signs that people are gonna fucking bang, Ben Solo!!! ]
    forcevisions: (never led back home)

    s-so unexpected

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-06 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
    [ He must be trying to protect her. Take it onto himself because she won't admit that she's not comfortable with it — which, if it weren't so patronizing, might be endearing. But it is patronizing.

    Reading his face, though, Rey falters. No. It's not that. He means it. In the Force, she can feel it.
    ]

    What was all that about then? [ Inviting her here, the door, soliciting her to join him on his bed ? ??? It seems like a lot of 'let's bang' messaging. On the bright side, she moves straight past whether or not it's weird for him to not be ready. That's his business. She's not here to tell him his business. She just wants to figure out the signal breakdown. ]
    forcevisions: (I just think about my baby)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-06 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
    [ Her arms drop back to her sides — slowly, measure by measure. Not too sudden. If it were too sudden, it'd look like she was just waiting for affirmation that he still wanted to touch her. It's not that. The fact that he provides explanation at all, and she can make sense of it, takes her off the defensive. Not the specific nature of that explanation.

    In fact, in the current context, the nature of that explanation seems out of reach.
    ]

    Sorry.

    [ She grapples for this lamely. At first it sounds moody and unapologetic, but then she sinks into it and realizes she really means it. So she follows it up with something more genuine, heartfelt. ]

    I shouldn't have assumed.
    forcevisions: (don't you know that)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-06 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
    [ She tries not to be high key about him grabbing her hand. But it's skin to skin contact and the Force crackles between them, the bond singing with it, primal and satisfied and purring for more. Warmth shoots up her arm. She squeezes his hand as though to cling onto it, but she doesn't step closer. Not yet. ]

    What did you mean when you said you aren't ready yet?

    [ 'No one ever gave me sexual hang-ups because I never had parents.' Does the concept of virginity even exist for Rey ?? Who knows. ]

    I know why I'd be nervous. [ Ben isn't even necessarily Large, but he's BIGGER THAN ANYTHING ELSE THAT'S GONE IN THERE, ALRIGHT. ] What are you worried about?

    [ As blunt as it is, it's her usual bluntness. The tone she adopts is soft and curious more than anything. ]
    forcevisions: (words)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-06 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ She searches him. It doesn't make sense to her — not entirely. He's been inside her mind, knows fears that she had only just realized, understands the shameful insistence with which she seeks the parents who'd left her. He's familiar with her. He knows her.

    But that's not for her to decide. She steps in closer to him and nods, a little numbly for her lack of understanding, but she nods anyway. It doesn't matter if she gets it. She just has to respect it.
    ]

    Okay.

    [ She brings her other hand up to his hip, her fingertips creeping up his side like a spider's legs, eventually settling around his back at the base of his shoulder blade so she can draw in and embrace him. ]
    forcevisions: (i'd do it all again)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-06 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
    You didn't. You aren't.

    [ She'd thought he was, genuinely, but this explanation at least shows that he has his own inscrutable reasons for not being ready to go to pound town. He'd just — He felt so good, and they both wanted it, right? Obviously he had other reasons to avoid it. She didn't understand them. That's fine. ]

    And you don't have to apologize.

    [ She draws back out of the embrace to look up at him, firm in that. No way in hell is she coming out of this as the one pressuring him. Even if he's 100% supposed to be the responsible party who resists that on account of BEING THE ADULT TO HER FOURTEEN YEAR-OLD ASS. ]

    Can we start over?

    [ She searches him, then leans up, kissing him softly. Chastely. ]
    forcevisions: (Here it is again)

    OH GOOD PORGS

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-06 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ His tugging spurs her on. Yes. Good. See, this is where she'd thought it was going before. This fits with the door locking. Luke can wait. She puts one hand on Ben's shoulder when they reach the bunk, pushing him down to sit on it, then straddles his lap as she had been.

    Not because she intends to ruin his boundaries, but because she wants to take her time here and just enjoy the closeness. The Force is purring like a contented cat in the sunlight right about now, nesting warmth in her chest as she gets her arms around his shoulders, diving into a hungrier, more open kiss. It's fumbling still — she isn't quite sure how much of anything is too much. She's too vigorous almost with her tongue. But she's committed.

    And that's when she takes his hand and instead of putting it on her ass, which worked out poorly last time, she helps him slide it up under her shirt to settle on her bare waist. Let him take the hint. Please let him take the hint.
    ]
    forcevisions: (with all the lies in the book)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-07 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
    [ The soft attention he gives to her breasts, the gentle suck of her tongue, has her moaning into his mouth, No one's ever been so careful with her before. No one else has been this intimate with her period, but Rey didn't even recognize that softness such as this could exist. He doesn't seize her for his own. He worships her, explores her, drinks up whatever she is willing to give.

    His hands are warm and huge, covering so much of her that she feels dwarfed. She may as well be wrapped up with some alien species, for the size difference between them.

    She breaks the kiss to urge him on.
    ] Yes. Like that. [ It's not quite perfunctory, but she doesn't mince her meaning. She wants to direct him properly, and she has no compunctions about doing so straightforwardly. ] You can pinch them if you want. Or your mouth— [ She curls one hand in his hair, fingers scraping against his scalp. ] Please, just — More.

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    I THOUGHT THIS WAS DEAD

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