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Kylo Ren
The protein shakes, where are they?
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GENERAL PROMPTS
Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)
Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation
Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity
Ben Solo Pre-First Order
Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek
Jedi Hippie camp with Luke
BEN AND HIS FAMILY
👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit
Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why
Becoming his father's son
Also being just like his mother
AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE
Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her
Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force
Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben
Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.
Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI
Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes
Rebuilding the Jedi Order
Post War Threads
Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later
Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious
Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise
SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down
If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME
Hand touching
I love you. I know.
Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)
Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo
Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT
FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT
Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans
REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL
CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE
Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.
Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.
Visiting Ahch'to together
Empress Rey
Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order
Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances
Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno
Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me
Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep
Public Sex
Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)
SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.
CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS
I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is
AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)
I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious
Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it
God I will add more later. Really just tag me.
YES / NO / MAYBE
YES
text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.
ous/ au/ all us tbh
previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.
EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT
FLUFF
contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up
Angst
redemption arcs
intense emotionally heavy threads
Smut
general
hurt comfort
Kylo or Rey getting injured
Kylo being a huge fucking brat.
if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!
NO
Rape.
Dull RP.
Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.
Me doing the work of moving a scene along
rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)
scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.
gender/sexuality play.
degradation involving racism or ablism.
power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.
AUs with no information
OCs with no information
Maybe
Dub con
torture
killing
Trigger warnings important info
Mental health
I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.
I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.
I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)
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She was kind.
[ Rey delivers this easily. ]
She got me these clothes, a shower, and took me to the medical bay. They gave me shots. [ She rolls up her sleeve to consider her arm. ]
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You don’t want to know what Rowana did with Chewie on his birthday. Someone nearly lost a hand.
Where she offers her arm he carefully approaches. Running his fingers over the skin and seeing slight irritation around the injection areas. Rowana wasn’t a gentle sort of woman. That was fine, Ben doesn’t think he’s known a gentle woman in his life. ]
It’s good that she likes you.
[ she’d been... more compassionate when Ben had suddenly joined the crew. Looking bewildered in Padawan wear and confused as to why his father had come to pick him up. He’d learned in the following months that being greeted with a hug and an assurance that “we’re gonna take care of you. Don’t worry” was... abnormal from Rowana.
Still, her acceptance of Rey hadn’t been cold, he’s starting to learn that means she has fondness for a person.
He lets Rey’s arm drop and moves to his bunk to set aside his datapad, making room for him to situate himself at the edge. There’s a moment he thought of Not sitting on his bed and either sitting on the one opposite his or even the stool in the corner, but he’s learned better in these few days. If he is existing somewhere, Rey is going to be at his side so. He holds a hand out for her, an invitation to sit next to him— on his lap if she wants to actually just. Dominate his space that much. Yikes. ]
Are you still nervous?
[ about Luke or just gobbling Bens dick. Who’s to say which one he means.
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[ Misinterpreting as hell. She opts to sit beside him instead of on his lap given that question — what exactly does he think is going to happen here? Has she gotten herself into — Oh. Are they going to ? ??? ? Like, she hadn't planned on that, but she doesn't necessarily have hang-ups about it. She was just kind of planning on fooling around and continuing where they were at instead of plummeting further into the evil hole since that was like
this morning when they first kissed and first jerked each other off but you know.
She looks suitably wide-eyed, eyebrows arched, wary but also curious. ]
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No-- I don't think you have reason to be. [ Honestly, given how quickly she was picking things up she seemed like a natural. ] I'm sure you'll be fine.
[ h o w long ]
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[ Rey shifts then, feeling awkward about choosing the seat beside him deliberately in her uncertainty. She corrects it by shifting into his lap now, straddling his lap and caging his hips between her knees. It's not an aggressive act — rather, she seems to get comfortable there, like it's just another seat, settling into a sitting position way back near his knees rather than pressing their hips together.
She, admittedly, doesn't know exactly how to initiate this. Nudging. Contact. That seems to be up the right alley, at least. ]
And I want to be better than fine.
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He's just got a whole lotta teenage ass in his lap.
Waist?? Maybe??? ]
It's hard to know if it will be better than fine until you're in the middle of it.
[ He says that like a question because he's Not sure what's happENING ANYMORE. ]
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And so she reaches behind her to take his hands at her waist and slide them down to cup the curve of her ass. The pants Rowana has loaned her are thin enough that they don't intrude. She's soft and supple and well-muscled beneath them, much curvier there than in her chest.
Her hands glide up his arms to his shoulders then. Yes. This is better. This is how it's supposed to go. She leans in to kiss him. ]
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He's realizing there may have been a miscommunication.
He was expecting chittering questions about Luke and where the hell they got food (They farmed it), and what time do you wake up and go to bed (too early on both), and what were the other students like. But definitely not kissing. And her kiss is hesitant and soft, but not... "chaste". It lingers and
yikes.
He kisses her back, just as soft and not probing, before pulling his mouth away from hers to kiss her cheek. ]
Rey-- what did you think we were talking about?
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An undignified, half-formed syllable makes its way out of the back of her throat to punctuate that she has no valid answer. The lines creasing her forehead furrow deeper. Why did he have to make everything so confusing? ]
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I thought we were talking about going to Luke's temple.
[ He actually nearly trips over those words himself because-- HE'S A BIT MORTIFIED THAT HE DIDN"T CLARIFY. Now he's seeing how things lined up for her and --
Oh my god he feels so creepy. Like probably as creepy as he should feel but again. This is some complicated shit. Don't judge me horatio i just fukkin fed you.
HOW DOES.
ComfORT
DOES ONE TOUCH//??/
He's blue screening a bit but manages to reach up and grab hold of where her hands are on his shoulders. ]
I don't-- [ ????????? saying he doesn't want to fuck her sounds like what he Should be saying right now but that would probably crush her so. Not going with that. Oh my god he's blushing. ] -- I'm sorry. You shouldn't feel pressured to give that to me.
[ He also feels like he may break her okay, she's tiny and she's fourteen anD YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN HAVING THESE THOUGHTS THIS MORNING BEN. ]
I should have realized-- [ THAT YOUR CHILD BRIDE IS A TEENAGER AND SO EVERY SECOND THOUGHT IS LITERALLY SEX. ]
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[ He's projecting that. He's projecting it because she's fourteen. She pulls her hands back. Annoyance sparks up behind her eyes. Of all the people who refuse to take her seriously, it only really stings coming from him. At least the rest are old enough that they don't try to act like they take her seriously in the first place; Ben puts on airs like she's his equal, then does this.
No. The annoyance mounts enough that she gets off his lap to stand, folding her arms in front of her ribcage like she's hugging herself. ]
I came to your bunk. You locked the door.
[ All of these are signs !!! Signs that people are gonna fucking bang, Ben Solo!!! ]
Be prepared for the most hilarious twist
He's sort of realizing something all at once. That he's reading this all wrong. Partially because he's read her initial hesitance as reluctance and he's-- Just sitting there. Kind of flustered and missing her touch but also-- ]
I'm not ready. [ AND EVEN AS HE SAYS IT HE CAN'T BELIEVE IT BECAUSE SHOULDNT HE BE READY????????????? HES A YOUNG MAN WHO HAS"T SHAGGED ANYONE YET HE SHOULD BE READY TO DICK ANY LIVING THING RIGHT???
This is called toxic masculinity folks. ] Yet.
[ He's... bracing for impact because suddenly it feels as though something may be terribly wrong with him.
Which i mean
There is.
But not being ready to have sex is not one of them calm down dude. ]
s-so unexpected
Reading his face, though, Rey falters. No. It's not that. He means it. In the Force, she can feel it. ]
What was all that about then? [ Inviting her here, the door, soliciting her to join him on his bed ? ??? It seems like a lot of 'let's bang' messaging. On the bright side, she moves straight past whether or not it's weird for him to not be ready. That's his business. She's not here to tell him his business. She just wants to figure out the signal breakdown. ]
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I didn't want anyone to walk in. [ One Day Rey will be a space jedi pirate and realize that's an actual Issue on smuggler ships like these tbh. ] And-- I'd still like to kiss and touch you.
[ LIKE HE DOESNT NEED TO USE HIS DICK IN YOUR VAGINA TO GET YOU OFF OR TO GET OFF HIMSELF OKAY REY???? ]
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In fact, in the current context, the nature of that explanation seems out of reach. ]
Sorry.
[ She grapples for this lamely. At first it sounds moody and unapologetic, but then she sinks into it and realizes she really means it. So she follows it up with something more genuine, heartfelt. ]
I shouldn't have assumed.
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His eyes skirt up to find hers and he just. Is feeling vunerable and messy and he wonders if they're feeding off of each other. ]
No, I should have been more aware as well. [ And again, it's just sorta assumed he'd be ready to get his dick wet.
Actually. FUck this awkward sitting hing he's got going on right now. He'll push himself to his feet. And just reach out to take one of her hands-- ] I'm sorry as well.
[ Yeah, y'all should be sorry about Something.
Rey: Isn't everything about sex?
Ben: waitWHAt. ]
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What did you mean when you said you aren't ready yet?
[ 'No one ever gave me sexual hang-ups because I never had parents.' Does the concept of virginity even exist for Rey ?? Who knows. ]
I know why I'd be nervous. [ Ben isn't even necessarily Large, but he's BIGGER THAN ANYTHING ELSE THAT'S GONE IN THERE, ALRIGHT. ] What are you worried about?
[ As blunt as it is, it's her usual bluntness. The tone she adopts is soft and curious more than anything. ]
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Again.
Toxic Masculinity. Ruining the party for everyone.
JUST SPEAK YOUR DAMN FEELINGS BEN. ]
I want to get more familiar with you -- [ He twines their fingers together and pulls her a bit closer to give her that permission. ] -- with this.
[ And it's just ... on his father's freighter just seems Weird and Wrong. Like. They should at least find some Naboo fukkin planet or some shit?? Or????
HE DOESNT KNOW???? FEELINGS??? ]
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But that's not for her to decide. She steps in closer to him and nods, a little numbly for her lack of understanding, but she nods anyway. It doesn't matter if she gets it. She just has to respect it. ]
Okay.
[ She brings her other hand up to his hip, her fingertips creeping up his side like a spider's legs, eventually settling around his back at the base of his shoulder blade so she can draw in and embrace him. ]
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But in all honesty this sort of hit him sideways. Spontaneous is hard for him to grapple with at this very moment. All of this is. Suddenly having intimacy and compansionship dropped into his lap is just. A trip.
He’s pulled in by her willingly. He’s not meek by any means, just taken off guard and feeling kinda bad for just — ruining that mood. A mood he hadn’t even known was being set tbh. Like. Give him a couple days, he’ll figure out he’s super ready To complete this circuit. ]
I’m sorry. [ for being a complete failure? ] I didn’t want to condescend you.
[ she had rightful indignation (EVEN IF SHE IS STILL A GODDAMN KID WHO HONESTLY SHOULDNT BE ALLOWED TO MAKE THESE SORTS OF DECISIONS WITH AN OLDER MAN?????? WHAT EVER). And he could feel it through the bond. ]
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[ She'd thought he was, genuinely, but this explanation at least shows that he has his own inscrutable reasons for not being ready to go to pound town. He'd just — He felt so good, and they both wanted it, right? Obviously he had other reasons to avoid it. She didn't understand them. That's fine. ]
And you don't have to apologize.
[ She draws back out of the embrace to look up at him, firm in that. No way in hell is she coming out of this as the one pressuring him. Even if he's 100% supposed to be the responsible party who resists that on account of BEING THE ADULT TO HER FOURTEEN YEAR-OLD ASS. ]
Can we start over?
[ She searches him, then leans up, kissing him softly. Chastely. ]
https://literaldumpsterfire.dreamwidth.org/927.html?thread=671#cmt671 For u as I get back to tags
Also man we’re gonna say he was leaning down because otherwise she’d have to climb his body to get to his mouth.
Ben leans into her kiss returning the sentiment fully. Ready to shuck off the awkwardness of that Entire exchange and unwind a bit. He’ll release his hold on her hand to find her back, run over the material of her new clothes and draw her close. The bond helps ease him back into this. No need for panic or worry. ] Sounds good.
[ that’s murmired against her mouth as he pulls her back to the bunk.
Just push him down and take the lead rey. Let’s all go to hell. ]
OH GOOD PORGS
Not because she intends to ruin his boundaries, but because she wants to take her time here and just enjoy the closeness. The Force is purring like a contented cat in the sunlight right about now, nesting warmth in her chest as she gets her arms around his shoulders, diving into a hungrier, more open kiss. It's fumbling still — she isn't quite sure how much of anything is too much. She's too vigorous almost with her tongue. But she's committed.
And that's when she takes his hand and instead of putting it on her ass, which worked out poorly last time, she helps him slide it up under her shirt to settle on her bare waist. Let him take the hint. Please let him take the hint. ]
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Yes he does.She opens her mouth to him and he meets her tongue with his own, tilting his head and wanting to steal the air from her lungs. When his hands hit her skin, she's warm and pliant and his hands skim up along her rib cage to cup and press into her breasts. Thumbs flick over her nipples as he draws her tongue into his mouth and slowly sucks on it.
It's as if the air around them is on fire. Their bond sings and chases away the dark, he wants to be locked in this with her for the rest of his life. ]
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His hands are warm and huge, covering so much of her that she feels dwarfed. She may as well be wrapped up with some alien species, for the size difference between them.
She breaks the kiss to urge him on. ] Yes. Like that. [ It's not quite perfunctory, but she doesn't mince her meaning. She wants to direct him properly, and she has no compunctions about doing so straightforwardly. ] You can pinch them if you want. Or your mouth— [ She curls one hand in his hair, fingers scraping against his scalp. ] Please, just — More.
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I had to get a full nights rest to enter back into this shit
understandable
Lets count how many tags it takes before I try to justify this shit in bracket text to ease my guilt
places my bets on 2 tags
I thought it would happen this tag, but it didn't.
me, this whole tag: yikes yikes yikes
SHIT YOU WERE RIGHT.
commits to hell with this tag i guess
someone save child bride rey
please anyone
ur not allowed to plead YOU ASKED FOR THIS.
puts face in hands as i go hard into the underage thing
you are complicit in this debauchery.
i'm going to hell
don't worry. Hell is run by cats. And considering all the ones i've saved we'll be vips
this is a compelling argument and i'm fine with it now
our rooms will be reylo themed tbqh. And we can have devil horns
my office already is reylo themed am i in hell
I had to go to church and confess and then pray for forgiveness
i should do that
God has already informed me we have left his light.
he right tho
Me with every tag:: What did i get myself into?
a big ol' mess
Luke is gonna say the exact same shit we know it.
i'm constantly like leans back from computer @ this thread, so same luke
This thread is testing me. I have to pause and just. Squint.
if you have an unhealthy codependent relationship and you know it clap your hands
EVERY REYLO VERSE CLAPS THEIR HANDS HARD
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So a priest threw holy water at me after he read this thread.
to ... ordain you? "welcome to the club?" i'm catholic i can make this joke
Man half my family was raised catholic I shoULD HAVE SEEN THAT JOKE.
shame
L--LOOK WHOS BACK. BACK AGAIN
I THOUGHT THIS WAS DEAD
IT HAS BEEN OPEN ON A TAB AND NOW MORE OF MY MENTAL ENERGY IS FREE OKAY DONT @ ME
WELL GOOD I'M GLAD
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