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Kylo Ren
The protein shakes, where are they?
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GENERAL PROMPTS
Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)
Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation
Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity
Ben Solo Pre-First Order
Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek
Jedi Hippie camp with Luke
BEN AND HIS FAMILY
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ good shit goเฑฆิ sHit๐ thats โ some good๐๐shit right๐๐there๐๐๐ rightโthere โโif i do ฦฝaาฏ so my self ๐ฏ i say so ๐ฏ thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: สณแถฆแตสฐแต แตสฐแตสณแต) mMMMMแทะ๐ฏ ๐๐ ๐ะO0ะเฌ OOOOOะเฌ เฌ Ooooแตแตแตแตแตแตแตแตแต๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฏ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐Good shit
Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why
Becoming his father's son
Also being just like his mother
AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE
Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her
Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force
Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben
Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.
Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI
Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes
Rebuilding the Jedi Order
Post War Threads
Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later
Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious
Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise
SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down
If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME
Hand touching
I love you. I know.
Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)
Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo
Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT
FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT
Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans
REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL
CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE
Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.
Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.
Visiting Ahch'to together
Empress Rey
Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order
Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances
Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno
Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me
Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep
Public Sex
Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)
SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.
CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS
I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is
AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)
I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious
Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it
God I will add more later. Really just tag me.
YES / NO / MAYBE
YES
text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.
ous/ au/ all us tbh
previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.
EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT
FLUFF
contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up
Angst
redemption arcs
intense emotionally heavy threads
Smut
general
hurt comfort
Kylo or Rey getting injured
Kylo being a huge fucking brat.
if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!
NO
Rape.
Dull RP.
Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.
Me doing the work of moving a scene along
rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)
scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.
gender/sexuality play.
degradation involving racism or ablism.
power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.
AUs with no information
OCs with no information
Maybe
Dub con
torture
killing
Trigger warnings important info
Mental health
I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.
I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.
I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)
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His expression twitches just slightly at the use of his old name. She'd been there-- he'd been hunting her after all, he'd felt her nearby. Of course she heard it and it sounds like a curse. It'd really always been one. He had run from that life, that name, and she didn't care to know. This wasn't curiosity on her end, but a weapon. He's not to keen on giving her that quite yet. It wasn't earned, not in his opinion. ] Delusion doesn't suit you scavenger.
[ He knows her name by now. It rings through his head loudly. Snoke still demands her brought to him in the back of his mind, but he isn't going to give her the pleasure of hearing her name from his lips yet. ]
Where did you get that-- [ He nods his head toward the hilts dangling from her belt. Specifically his grandfather's. ] It doesn't belong to you.
[ I'm so ready for the hilarious mix up of her thinking he's referring to his lightsaber. ]
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She shakes the thought away, vainly hoping it will take the feeling with it. It doesn't, stealing whatever satisfaction she might have derived from turning the tables upon him. ]
I'm not ashamed of what I am. [ He'll have to do better than 'scavenger.' It speaks to her survival, her endurance. In that, she is without shame. ] Not like you are, Ben Solo.
[ Ashamed enough to hide his face, take a new name, shape himself into something else. It's presumptuous, yes, but he has opened the floodgates by antagonizing her. She takes little issue in doing the same. ]
Your father gave it to me for safekeeping. It's mine now.
[ As in: bitch we both know you're never going to behave enough to earn it back. Scavenger, indeed. ]
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The other one. [ It was his, by right. With Luke running scared and in hiding, with his mother not daring to take up any mantle-- he had earned his grand father's light saber. Really, only the glass stops him from attempting to call either to his hand at this point. He's not worried about Rey holding on to either for very long. ] I don't recall you having it on your form when I took you.
[ He'd kept close guard on her after all, hadn't let anyone else touch her. Insert your metaphor of choice here. It is actually that creepy. ]
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None of your business. [ She spits with all of the vitriol of a sandcat. It hardly matters that the information she could give him likely can't be wielded against her. If it can, she won't take that slim chance; even if it is all useless in his hands, it still isn't his place to ask. She owes him nothing, answers included. ] It chose me.
[ There's a possessiveness there that she can't hide. There have been few things of value that have ever belonged to her. She won't give up one so easily to Kylo Ren. ]
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He will stand here. She has no advantage in this conversation, everything to lose. In his books, he's winning. She's wielded his name and his failures to his face, but he had nothing to lose. While she was tenuously gripping on to everything she'd been tossed in the past day or two at most. ]
It chose you? When exactly did that happen?
[ If it happened before he captured her, she hadn't accepted it. He'd felt her uncertainty and fear, she'd run from it (from him) then. And if it happened on this base??? There was hardly anyone here qualified enough to tell her that Anakin Skywalker's blade was choosing her. He steps closer to the glass-- there's no move to break through it, but there's an impression he could if he wanted to. Smash it to bits and challenge her head on-- ]
Is that another lie you're telling yourself? [ He doesn't actually believe that. Saying the weapon called for her is far too specific knowledge for a scavenger from Jakku. ] Or did someone else try to deceive you?
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[ She challenges, petulant. It's childish, certainly, but he had begun this by prodding at her like an adolescent. And though he parades himself as though he is some position of enlightenment, more knowledgeable than she, he is diligent in digging for answers.
In this, he is just as lost as she. Allowing the curiosity to eat away at him is more satisfying than reciting what she had seen, the voices curling around the shell of her ear, whispering to her as she'd come closer.
She stands, then, a sudden movement. It doesn't sit well with her that he is looming, pacing around his cage like a predator searching out a weakness in the structure of his cage. If he means to intimidate her, it won't work; every muscle she has tenses, prepping for a skirmish. ]
I already told you. I'm not telling you a kriffing thing.
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If he had that power, he would be ripping answers from her mind at this moment. The truth is much more interesting, quite frankly. ]
Fine. [ His response is curt. And honestly, there's no more good to be gained from this "conversation" they're having. He might as well get some rest away from this madness. (Honestly probably the longest conversation he's had with someone in a while?)
But, a parting present. To spite her and whatever the hell is going on with the Force. This connection, the electricity between them. He lifts his hand deliberately, eyes focused, clear, and dark upon her. It may seem as if he's going to grab for the hilts at her hips, for the chairs or her mind.
Instead she'll feel warmth on her cheek smell leather near her face-- and he can feel the softeness of it on his empty outstretched fingers. A circuit closed with very little effort on his part. He drags his fingers down-- a ghostly caress as he drags his thumb across her lower lip. ]
Good night, Rey.
[ With that he retracts the contact entirely, his hand pulled to his side as he turns and climbs back into the cot, curling on his side-- not even taking the time to enjoy her reaction.
No, he'll rely on the Force to relay it. ]
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Repulsion, she tells herself, and nothing else. She ignores the underlying notes of something she can't quite name entwined with it, and the electric current that continues to ripple through her skin. ]
You're disgusting.
[ His use of the Force to intimidate her with intimacy is revolting. But she has to reinforce for herself, and for the both of them, that she had felt nothing beyond that. She steps away once he's settled himself on the cot, fingers twitching and flexing at her sides, before she seats herself back on that metal bench.
Sleep eludes her. She doesn't trust that he won't rampage through the glass once she has captured it, and so the slips she does achieve are few and far between. When morning comes, she is jolted out of it — unsure of when she had given in — by the opening of the door. Finn. Her expression and body language soften immediately.
'Easy,' he tells her with levity. 'Brought you something.'
And then he slides the tray in his hands into her lap. Rey digs in eagerly as Finn assesses her. When she gives him a questioning look, crumbs clinging to her mouth, he reassures her that he had only been checking to make sure nothing had been done to her. ]
Nothing happened.
[ She means it two-fold. First, to affirm that it was nothing to her. Insignificant. Not worth mentioning to Finn, if Kylo believed he could unnerve her. Second, she isn't certain what had occurred. What is occurring. Guilt makes her stomach drop out from beneath her, obscuring the truth from Finn this way, but she doesn't know what he'd think of her if he knew she felt a draw toward that monster.
'General Organa called a meeting,' he tells her once Rey has done and Finn has filled her in on what he's been doing since they arrived. He has a bunk, he says, with Dameron. The Resistance is still trying to find a task for him, but they're good people in his eyes. Gathering the empty tray, he then stands. 'We've got the rest of the map. Poe will let us know what she decides.'
Chances are she will send Han after him, Rey thinks. They're family. She can only wish she was there with him rather than guarding their number one prisoner. But she nods, all the same, watching Finn leave. ]
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Kylo hasn't slept much-- he doesn't normally anyhow. He had other things to worry about, even when not captured by the enemy. (Some deep deep deep part of him notes how ridiculous it is that he is calling his family the enemy, but it's so deep at this point he's able to quash it with out really any effort on his part). But knowing he's connected to this girl isn't helping him get comfortable. He's not sure how easily the thoughts would flow, how much of his mind she could tap into and with how much effort. She already saw his desire to become the next Darth Vader, he isn't want for her to have access to his unconscious mind.
So he stays quietly awake for the most part, able to clear his mind and remain blank. Her own mind is intrusive, anxiety bursting in when she finds herself on the verge of a deeper sleep, the occasional sound or smell of an ocean-- that island she dreams of. And-- of course, the loneliness she fights. The last one isn't entirely unusual to him, she hasn't noted it yet, too afraid to examine anything beyond herself too closely.
And then there's the traitor. Finn now he supposes. He has to wonder where Phasma was and how annoyed she and General Hux must be about Finn. And honestly, Hux must be practically coming in his own pants over the fact that Kylo was captured. What kind of plan would he be brewing up to get Kylo back at Snoke's behest-- he knows that he had something new up his sleeve, but he hadn't been privy to the specifics.
It easier to think on that then deal with the bullshit of Rey's responses. Meant to rile him and assure herself that she had everything under control. And then they chatter incessantly and he wonders if he'd be allowed ear plugs or if this is their own form of torture. Maybe he could throw them both using the Force just to get away from the banal chat of how they are both so excited to be here now.
And then Luke's name comes up. Rather-- the implication of Luke's name. Something churns at the pit of his stomach, dark and ashamed-- he buries it, attempts to cover it up with anger and malice. Complete spite to use to fuel him---
And unfortunately that spike of emotion was enough for Snoke to feel, systems away. Attuned to the actions of his apprentice, to the flickers of intention and thought-- Kylo's never been strong enough to fight him off.
It's as if someone's stabbed him with a bright white hot butcher's knife-- tearing at him, pulling apart the strings of sinew and muscle that make up his mind. It's emotional, mental, physical, there is no place that Kylo exists that he doesn't feel Snoke at this moment. And Snoke had been used to Kylo's consent-- from the time he started to form himself in his mind, from the time there had been no Kylo Ren and only Ben Solo. But with out that consent, Snoke has no hesitations in taking from him violently.
'Where?'
The demand is incessant, loud, suffocating. Clawing into the depths of him, forcing him to recall any knowledge that may bring light to the location of the last jedi.
'Where is he?'
He tries to respond, he can't tell if he's speaking out loud or speaking to his master through the Force. Pleading, saying he knows nothing at this point. That he needs more time-- more guidance.
It's at this point he realizes that he'd been screaming out loud the entire time. He can only hope the door wasn't open when this started or Rey wouldn't be the only one witness to this.
Rey.
'Maybe the girl then?'
His eyes snap open, he's half off the bunk. He's torn through sheets, his hand is poised and outstretched (Nearly attempting to use the Force to protect him as a reflex, he stops himself. He still begs the Force to stop this, to protect him), he can feel he's tensed tightly-- as if he was a rubber band pulled taut between the fingers of a grade schooler, his mother's energy flickers around him in awareness in worry--
He shoves him out. Pushing with all of his strength. Pulling each nail from his being and--
Shaking, ashamed, confused-- he's left alone suddenly. Sharply. He feels it so wholly, he's nearly ready to beg for Snoke to come back.
'Do not disappoint me.'
An inky whisper as Kylo Ren is left gasping for breath-- pulling himself back on to the cot. ]
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Some of the pounding in his head flows into her, a dull ache at the back of her skull, but she pushes it away in her defensiveness. Every muscle in her body has tightened in preparation for a fight, lips pulled back around her teeth to add to the impression of a feral animal tapping into its fight-or-flight reflexes.
That's what it has to be. Believing Kylo Ren's outburst — and the extended fingers that call her back to a cold, sterile interrogation chamber — to be a result of an attempted escape is easier to process than his shrill screaming and the shaking of every limb. ]
What are you — [ The sentence never finishes. She grinds her teeth together, hand poised at her belt. Tellingly, she doesn't switch either saber on. ] — Stop.
[ But he doesn't. He hasn't. His screaming echoes in her head long after it's stopped and he is shaking on his cot. It nearly drowns out the sound of heavy footfalls and the hiss of the door as the guards stationed outside filter in, hands on their blasters. 'What happened?' one asks her, while never peeling his eyes away from Kylo Ren's form. She can nearly taste the guard's apprehension, and the way he's twitching for any excuse to leap into the fray. ]
I don't know.
[ It's the truth. He appears irritated by that, but her mind is spinning. 'Get General Organa,' he says the other. When his comrade hesitates, he insists 'now', and watches as they scurry away. ]
This tag is entitled: Kylo Ren is an actual immature bratty child
He feels her. Leia Organa. Her signature is distinct and frightened-- his mind is too muddled and he thinks, at first, she's scared of facing him again. He wonders if she's started to recognize him for what he is and that's when he realizes she's frightened for him.
It's too much.
His hand comes up and he grasps at the Force. It may seem as though he's ready to crash through the glass or force his way out-- but nothing happens. Nothing but a click until--
'What's going on?' Leia Organa comes in like a hurricane. Red-faced and out of breath, it seems as if the guards couldn't keep up wit her-- or perhaps were going for reinforcements. She doesn't give Rey much of a chance to respond before she grips at the door which leads into the cell and yanks at it. Cursing with the exact type of language you imagine Leia Organa would possess, but with a vigor that would probably surprise Rey.
Ah.
He's locked himself in. At least as long as he can keep his concentration up enough to keep the door firmly shut. ]
the brattiest bc of those solo genetics
[ She tells Leia, but the older women gives no indication that she has heard Rey. Instead, she has stubbornly absorbed herself in yanking mightily at the door, running on sheer determination. The guards and the reinforcements, for their part, file into the room and bring their bickering with them.
One of them — Dacken, she hears one of the others call him — earns a sharp look from General Organa when he suggests Force suppression. No, not just Force suppression. Force suppression collars to tame him. The allusion to slavery rankles Rey, casting him an offended scowl that has him drawing back in on himself.
They could drug him again, another says, but they lack any knowledge as to whether any medication on the market can tamper with the Force. 'Someone get this door open,' Leia snaps, interrupting them all as their spines go straight. They all look at each other before Dacken heads for the security console, trying uselessly to get the door to release.
It's no match for the Force. Rey's eyes narrow. She knows enough to imitate Kylo Ren, though it still startles her when she reaches out and imagines blasting the door open, expression pinched with focus, and finds that it complies by flying open a moment later. Leia pauses to look at her. Rey steps back, as though she has surprised even herself (undoubtedly, she has) and ignores the probing stares of the others in the room. ]
Be careful.
[ None of them move a muscle, intent on remaining. This time, General Organa does not order them out just yet, understanding the danger that is present. ]
Also the male skywalkers
His hand drops to his side, slowly. There's a flicker of intention, just for a moment, he could snatch his saber from Rey, wield it against her, against everyone in this room. Cut his way out and escape. Perhaps take someone with him and grab the map from their mind. Kill Skywalker, make his way back to Snoke.
But what would the look be like on his mother's face then?
His mind is a mess. He should fight. He should be fighting. Screaming and writhing.
But in all honesty, he doesn't know what he's even attempting to achieve right now.
The air in the room is oppressive, heavy, and dark. Even the guards with out any Force sensitivity can feel that. The more surprising fact being-- it's not from Kylo at all. Rey may not fully recognize it, but perhaps things (moments, memories, flickers of emotions in her mind) start to fall in place for Leia. It was Snoke, Snoke had done this. Snoke was here.
Snoke had her beautiful, strong, melancholy little
huge bitchboy shaking on his cot and turned away from her.What had happened at Luke's that made this seem preferable?
They won't meet any more resistance. If Rey thinks to pay attention to the Force, she'll feel that small "don't" right now from Kylo. ]
dumps this shit on u