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the human embodiment of the arthur meme ([personal profile] vaderstan) wrote in [community profile] literaldumpsterfire2018-05-19 09:11 pm

Pretentious RP with Kylo page

Ben Solo
Kylo Ren
The protein shakes, where are they?
Prompts&Wishlists&Ships
GENERAL PROMPTS
  • Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)
  • Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation
  • Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity
  • Ben Solo Pre-First Order
  • Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek
  • Jedi Hippie camp with Luke
  • BEN AND HIS FAMILY
  • 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit
  • Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why
  • Becoming his father's son
  • Also being just like his mother
  • AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE
  • Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her
  • Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force
  • Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben
  • Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.
  • Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI
  • Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes
  • Rebuilding the Jedi Order
  • Post War Threads
  • Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later
  • Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious
  • Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise


  • SHIPPY PROMPTS
    SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
    Kylo/Rey hands down
  • If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME
  • Hand touching
  • I love you. I know.
  • Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)
  • Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo
  • Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT
  • FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT
  • Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans
  • REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL
  • CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE
  • Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.
  • Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.
  • Visiting Ahch'to together
  • Empress Rey
  • Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order
  • Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances
  • Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno
  • Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me
  • Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep
  • Public Sex
  • Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

  • SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
    Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
    Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
    So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation.
    Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.


    CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS
  • I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is
  • AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)
  • I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious
  • Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it
  • God I will add more later. Really just tag me.
  • Home
    YES / NO / MAYBE
    YES
  • text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.
  • ous/ au/ all us tbh
  • previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.
  • EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT
  • FLUFF
  • contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up
  • Angst
  • redemption arcs
  • intense emotionally heavy threads
  • Smut
  • general
  • hurt comfort
  • Kylo or Rey getting injured
  • Kylo being a huge fucking brat.
  • if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!


  • NO
  • Rape.
  • Dull RP.
  • Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.
  • Me doing the work of moving a scene along
  • rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)
  • scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.
  • gender/sexuality play.
  • degradation involving racism or ablism.
  • power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.
  • AUs with no information
  • OCs with no information

  • Maybe
  • Dub con
  • torture
  • killing
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    Appearance
    APPEARANCEINFOHERE
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    Trigger warnings important info
    Mental health
  • I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.
  • I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.
  • I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)


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    forcevisions: (oh i hope you don't mind)

    oh man it's Old Old Sith planet too

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
    [ Rey looks between them and tries to picture Ben at eighteen. Nope. She's got nothing. It just won't come. He was birthed into the world at 25, poor Leia. ]

    I'm not a stray.

    [ This comes out bluntly as she moves down the ramp at Ben's side. She pulls her hands back from him as though the clinging somehow led Rowana to treat her like a child. The child that she is. That other people should treat her like. Instead of getting a handful of teenage ass. ]

    My name is Rey.

    [ Rowana the Fifth Black Human in the Star Wars galaxy (that's her full name) folds her arms over her chest looking like she might be offended for a moment by Rey's snappish reply. Then she looks up at Ben, a steady smirk building, and she nods. 'I like her.'

    There's an arch of her eyebrow in that before she nods her head.

    'Come on, kid. Why don't you let them clean up their own mess, and we'll find you a bunk?'

    Rey looks to Ben — something between a cry for help and a request for permission — but before it can go anywhere, she's heading off with Rowana and Chewie is coming down the ramp behind to unload some of what's packed into the Falcon. More stuff that Unkar Plutt was storing, probably. Fuck it. It's theirs now.
    ]
    forcevisions: (maul the world)

    a long tag

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
    [ Rowana is, honestly, Rey in 20 years. She's probably nearing forty, actually, judging by the thin gray hairs starting to work through the kinky, bouncy mass of hair that she has tied back behind a bandana. She starts in the medical bay.

    'Two things to know about this ship,' she says as the medical droid — a protocol droid that's NOT threepio — waddles over to start checking Rey over. Rey grimaces as the thing pokes at her. It becomes immediately clear that she should not complain, whatever happens, because Rowana obviously runs this ship. Not Han. So she bites down on her testy reply to the droid and settles for a glare as it jabs her with things.

    Like two shots ? ?? ? 'First: close quarters means everyone gets the Ardroxian Flu at some point. That'll protect you from it. Second: you can't trust a single one of these bastards as far as they can reach. How old are you?'
    ]

    Fourteen.

    [ 'Kriff.' Rowana shakes her head. ]

    What was the second shot?

    [ 'I'll tell you when you're older.' That didn't make a lot of sense to Rey, who furrowed her brow, but Rowana just keeps going while the droid completes his examination of her. He lifts up her arms and makes her take off her shirt and everything.

    Rowana goes down the crew roster during that time. They've got a Jayne, like any good Firefly crew. She warns Rey about that. All the good stuff. When Rey asks how long Rowana's been with the crew, Rowana recalls Endor, and Rey drops it. Good enough.

    After that they're off to the refresher — a communal affair, which she shoves Rey into freezing water for while getting a new set of clothes for Rey. She lets Rey keep the outerwear, but the underwear mysteriously disappear in the process of getting her new stuff. And for now, while the outerwear gets washed, she's in a tank, capris, and a vest and smelling lemon fresh.

    They stow Rey's stuff in a bunk where the Jayne of the crew tells her that the last guy died when they were loading rathtars. Rey is still confused about rathtars.

    Rowana leaves her here with a stern warning for Jayne. Then Rey sits on her bunk. Jayne is reading and doesn't want to be disturbed, and she's just … hanging out. Not sure where to go. And then she hears …

    Noise?

    Rey looks around, confused, and then spots lying on her bunk

    Ben Solo.

    There's a little holo-projection on his datapad sitting on his stomach as he scans through, clips of each autoplaying while he skims through. Her eyes wide and she yelps, leaping off her bed. Jayne now thinks she's insane.
    ]
    forcevisions: (that i probably shouldn't)

    ikr this is the character maeve's actress deserved

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
    [ Rey shakes her head. This is impossible. Ben can't be in her bed. He hadn't been there just a second ago! No one can karking teleport, not even a Jedi.

    Jayne gets up off the bed and looks pissed like, hell, if you wanted time alone just ask ? ?? ? And fucks off out the door muttering about crazy strays from Jakku. Rey looks after for a moment, then back at Ben.
    ]

    I hope you're happy, making Jayne think I'm out of my mind. How are you doing this?
    forcevisions: (i can't believe)

    enfys something something ??? yes

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
    No!

    [ Rey whips around, watching him circle her and essentially defeating the point. Now that he's disavowed responsibility, she looks even more wildly uncomfortable. This is some evil dark side shit. Obviously. Like all experiences with the Force so far. Even stealing from Han Solo had been ultimately tainted by Jedi Mind Tricking him. ]

    It's — I can feel you. Just you.
    forcevisions: (don't you know that)

    please nothing but ladies for ten solid years

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
    [ She lets her hackles lower a little bit. Though she doesn't fully calm down, she's evidently somewhat placated by the explanation. The panic begins to abate. It's just Ben. It's her and it's Ben. She steps towards him, reaches for him.

    He's solid under her hand. She exhales her relief.
    ]

    Have you called him yet? Luke.
    forcevisions: (Default)

    that's fine

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
    He's your uncle.

    [ She reasons, as though this were a totally logical choice. ]

    Your master.

    [ And then she folds her hand in his, twining their fingers. ]

    … I don't know what to say. I don't understand any of what's happening to us, and I don't know him.
    forcevisions: (Don't blame me)

    they'd probably still bitch about the women

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ This assures her. And makes it clear that he's picking up on what her consistent struggle is — valuing herself as his equal. It's easy to feel like nothing next to these larger than life people Ben Solo is surrounded with. Hell, he's one of them. And she's just a scavenger. A scrapper.

    She nods, slowly.
    ]

    Where are you?
    forcevisions: (in between being young)

    straight up fuck every star wars fuckboy and purity crusader

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
    Rowana has me rooming with Jayne.

    [ Rey explains this like it should somehow orient him to which bunk she is in because she's not going to just stuff her nose into every person's bunk calling for Ben Solo. That's some obvious bullshit and they're trying to be lowkey. ]

    Jayne's gone now, though.

    [ Bae come over my parents aren't home (because they dead). ]
    forcevisions: (i don't want none of your time)

    her everything was so pure why did ppl ruin it

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ Following a serious case of elevator eyes, Rey nods. Yeah. Privacy first, then Luke. That's gonna be the plan. The Force feels like it's singing between them right now, alive in full concert. It makes her skin buzz. She wants to touch him. ]

    Where do I go?

    [ She can track directions easy. Or maybe he'd stay in her head like this? Hard to say. ]
    forcevisions: (with all the lies in the book)

    tru

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ Rey spreads her fingers to make room for his between them, closing her hand in his, while their minds mimic the gesture. She can feel his memories butting up against hers, a cross-hatch of too-similar lives. Isolation. But in that, there's a sense of companionship. She leans into it.

    Her eyes drift shut. The shower wiped away all traces of dust and grime from her face, made more apparent when her eyes are closed and her head is tilting up towards him. She clears her mind, empties it out of all the distractions. Of anxieties about her parents on Jakku; of the mounting tension of finally, properly meeting Luke; of uncertainty about their future together.

    She focuses on an ocean that she has borrowed from a memory in his mind. Chandrila.
    ]
    forcevisions: (how you laugh when you lie)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ She opens her eyes and withdraws, nodding. There's some confusion there in her expression — the kind that notes that there's something odd about the fact that this is all so new to him too — but she doesn't say anything about it. It's none of her business, really, or he'd have said something. ]

    Yeah.

    [ She releases him entirely then, heading for the door. As it turns out, distance solves Force bond — walking away from him works to break whatever odd connection had started, and the strange sound of tunneling space fades out of her awareness by the time she makes it to his bunk. ]
    forcevisions: (but not me)

    [personal profile] forcevisions 2018-06-05 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
    Hi.

    [ Bluntly delivered. Whatever nervousness she had did not seem to carry over to this, or him. Not given what had happened before. She glances past him. ]

    Are you going to let me in?

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    s-so unexpected

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    OH GOOD PORGS

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    understandable

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    places my bets on 2 tags

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    please anyone

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    i'm going to hell

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    i should do that

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    he right tho

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    a big ol' mess

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    shame

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    I THOUGHT THIS WAS DEAD

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    WELL GOOD I'M GLAD

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