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~~Ben Solo~~
Kylo Ren

The protein shakes, where are they?

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GENERAL PROMPTS

Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)

Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation

Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity

Ben Solo Pre-First Order

Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek

Jedi Hippie camp with Luke

BEN AND HIS FAMILY

👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why

Becoming his father's son

Also being just like his mother

AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE

Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her

Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force

Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben

Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.

Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI

Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes

Rebuilding the Jedi Order

Post War Threads

Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later

Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious

Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise

SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down

If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME

Hand touching

I love you. I know.

Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)

Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo

Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)~~SMUT HUT~~

FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT

Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans

REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL

CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE

Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.

Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.

Visiting Ahch'to together

Empress Rey

Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order

Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances

Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno

Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me

Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep

Public Sex

Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.

CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS

I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is

AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)

I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious

Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it

God I will add more later. Really just tag me.

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YES

text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.

ous/ au/ all us tbh

previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.

EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT

FLUFF

contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up

Angst

redemption arcs

intense emotionally heavy threads

Smut

general

hurt comfort

Kylo or Rey getting injured

Kylo being a huge fucking brat.

if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!

Rape.

Dull RP.

Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.

Me doing the work of moving a scene along

rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)

scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.

gender/sexuality play.

degradation involving racism or ablism.

power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.

AUs with no information

OCs with no information

Maybe

Dub con

torture

killing

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APPEARANCEINFOHERE

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Mental health

I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.

I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.

I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)

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[ He feels her emotions settle and it helps settle something in his chest as well. Her disease is pooling into him and he’d rather not have them overflow into insecure messes. This relationship is a goddamn ride of being incredibly unhealthy and not right, but also what they kind of need and who knows man. ]

In my bunk.

[ like.. where else would he be???? He’s not going to debrief on his fathers personal glory mission. Pleeeeaase

Okay actually he could probably help inventory in the cargo bay, but Chewie already waved his grumpy ass off ]

Rowana has me rooming with Jayne.

[ Rey explains this like it should somehow orient him to which bunk she is in because she's not going to just stuff her nose into every person's bunk calling for Ben Solo. That's some obvious bullshit and they're trying to be lowkey. ]

Jayne's gone now, though.

[ Bae come over my parents aren't home (because they dead). ]

[ HEY. HE KNOWS HIS WAY AROUND THE FRIEGHTER.

Does he know everyone’s names????

Probably.

He’s recounting the layout of the ship in his head— where she is compared to him. And which obstacles are along the way (how many cock blocks are trying to make sure this child stays pure and how fruitless are they) ]

My bunk mate— [ whom Naima refuses to name ] is out.

[ a pause here like. The invitation to come to his room should be obvious in reasoning. But he’ll clarify. ] If you’d like more privacy.

[ like. Does she want hand holding or dick holding???? ]

I can help you find your way.

[ Bae come over my parents are alive but maybe realized they fucked up somethings so now I have issues which include wanting a fourteen year olds mouth on my dick. ]

[ Following a serious case of elevator eyes, Rey nods. Yeah. Privacy first, then Luke. That's gonna be the plan. The Force feels like it's singing between them right now, alive in full concert. It makes her skin buzz. She wants to touch him. ]

Where do I go?

[ She can track directions easy. Or maybe he'd stay in her head like this? Hard to say. ]

[ he finds her other freehand with his and laces those fingers together as well. It’s almost disconcerting how normal it is to feel their minds connect like this. Mesh together like threads in a tapestry. ]

Clear your mind. I’ll show you.

[ teaching her the force to get a booty call????? I guess??????

Jfc. ]

[ Rey spreads her fingers to make room for his between them, closing her hand in his, while their minds mimic the gesture. She can feel his memories butting up against hers, a cross-hatch of too-similar lives. Isolation. But in that, there's a sense of companionship. She leans into it.

Her eyes drift shut. The shower wiped away all traces of dust and grime from her face, made more apparent when her eyes are closed and her head is tilting up towards him. She clears her mind, empties it out of all the distractions. Of anxieties about her parents on Jakku; of the mounting tension of finally, properly meeting Luke; of uncertainty about their future together.

She focuses on an ocean that she has borrowed from a memory in his mind. Chandrila. ]

[ prepare ur brain Rey. It’s time for more Ben Solo Asmr in your head. His knowledge of this ship is now hers, she’ll probably feel the unintentional leak of a few snippets of memories. His first time walking around and the teasing he’d been subjected to at first (not bullying teasing mind you. Light hearted “THATS A HUGE BITCH” and “JESUS FUCK UR PRETTIER THAN MY DAUGHTERS” kinda teasing)— really the only notable thing is these memories only go back a few months. Strange that Ben Solo hasn’t been involved in his father’s business whatsoever before taking a break from his training.

But she isn’t too far away. Guys and gals are separated for practical reasons on this ship, but it’s just a matter of making your way down a ladder, across some hallways and back up into a different bunking area.

He pulls away from her mind, his hands still gripping hers within his own ]

Think you can find me?

[ She opens her eyes and withdraws, nodding. There's some confusion there in her expression — the kind that notes that there's something odd about the fact that this is all so new to him too — but she doesn't say anything about it. It's none of her business, really, or he'd have said something. ]

Yeah.

[ She releases him entirely then, heading for the door. As it turns out, distance solves Force bond — walking away from him works to break whatever odd connection had started, and the strange sound of tunneling space fades out of her awareness by the time she makes it to his bunk. ]

[ Sorry. No sultry lingerie greeting here. His room is already fairly sparse and kinda boring as it is, more of a consequence of being picked up straight from Luke’s and not being given anytime to settle or find any normalcy. Instead thrown into the hectic lifestyle of a smuggler. A large duffel bag filled with clothes his datapad and a calligraphy set— and a set of tools and an area on a small desk where it’s obvious he tinkers with shit from time to time. (Make ur goth ass lightsaber kylo u kno u wanna)

She doesn’t even need to knock, he can sense her energy outside. He opens the door and—

??? How do. People usually do this???

He’s not even sure what “this” is...]

Hey.

[ that will have to do ]

Hi.

[ Bluntly delivered. Whatever nervousness she had did not seem to carry over to this, or him. Not given what had happened before. She glances past him. ]

Are you going to let me in?

[ — yup. He’s slower on the uptake. ]

Of course.

[ He steps aside to let her walk in, then taps the button to close the door behind her. A pause as he considers how creepy this will seem?? But he hopes she understands the intent as he programs the door to lock from the outside. There’s hardly any privacy on this fucking ship and he doesn’t want to play with fire. ]

Rowana didn’t bother you too much, did she?

[ Honestly checking. He’s known her for a while (since she’s made up we’re gonna go with she probably saw him in person once around the age of 14-15 when han left— and then thru holos until he was dumped into her crew. I mean. Hans crew. Yeah. ), and he’s sure Rey could hold her own, but he’s heard of the shit she’s done when people don’t fall in line. ]

[ He's locking her in with him. She watches him do it with a hawkish expression. Even if she understands the sentiment — and with the Force bond being what it is, it's impossible not to — she still doesn't quite like it. There's a lot to be said for choosing to occupy a locked room with someone. Rey hasn't had the luxury of that kind of trust in her life. ]

She was kind.

[ Rey delivers this easily. ]

She got me these clothes, a shower, and took me to the medical bay. They gave me shots. [ She rolls up her sleeve to consider her arm. ]

[ in all honesty, he feels a little weird about the locked door as well. But on this ship literally anyone could come barging in at any time for any reason.

You don’t want to know what Rowana did with Chewie on his birthday. Someone nearly lost a hand.

Where she offers her arm he carefully approaches. Running his fingers over the skin and seeing slight irritation around the injection areas. Rowana wasn’t a gentle sort of woman. That was fine, Ben doesn’t think he’s known a gentle woman in his life. ]

It’s good that she likes you.

[ she’d been... more compassionate when Ben had suddenly joined the crew. Looking bewildered in Padawan wear and confused as to why his father had come to pick him up. He’d learned in the following months that being greeted with a hug and an assurance that “we’re gonna take care of you. Don’t worry” was... abnormal from Rowana.

Still, her acceptance of Rey hadn’t been cold, he’s starting to learn that means she has fondness for a person.

He lets Rey’s arm drop and moves to his bunk to set aside his datapad, making room for him to situate himself at the edge. There’s a moment he thought of Not sitting on his bed and either sitting on the one opposite his or even the stool in the corner, but he’s learned better in these few days. If he is existing somewhere, Rey is going to be at his side so. He holds a hand out for her, an invitation to sit next to him— on his lap if she wants to actually just. Dominate his space that much. Yikes. ]

Are you still nervous?

[ about Luke or just gobbling Bens dick. Who’s to say which one he means.

~~definitely luke. Feel free to misunderstand rey~~ ]

Should I be?

[ Misinterpreting as hell. She opts to sit beside him instead of on his lap given that question — what exactly does he think is going to happen here? Has she gotten herself into — Oh. Are they going to ? ??? ? Like, she hadn't planned on that, but she doesn't necessarily have hang-ups about it. She was just kind of planning on fooling around and continuing where they were at instead of plummeting further into the evil hole since that was like

this morning when they first kissed and first jerked each other off but you know.

She looks suitably wide-eyed, eyebrows arched, wary but also curious. ]

[ They are just on two different tracks right here. This is hilarious. Not sure how long it's gonna last because Ben's Definitely talking about Luke. ]

No-- I don't think you have reason to be. [ Honestly, given how quickly she was picking things up she seemed like a natural. ] I'm sure you'll be fine.

[ h o w long ]

I just didn't think it'd be happening already.

[ Rey shifts then, feeling awkward about choosing the seat beside him deliberately in her uncertainty. She corrects it by shifting into his lap now, straddling his lap and caging his hips between her knees. It's not an aggressive act — rather, she seems to get comfortable there, like it's just another seat, settling into a sitting position way back near his knees rather than pressing their hips together.

She, admittedly, doesn't know exactly how to initiate this. Nudging. Contact. That seems to be up the right alley, at least. ]

And I want to be better than fine.

[ ----????? Oh okay she's... On his lap now and he's just ??? Where does he put his hands?? They seem awkward at his sides and like, when she shifted to sit on his knees he'd held them out to balance her out of instinct and now

He's just got a whole lotta teenage ass in his lap.

Waist?? Maybe??? ]

It's hard to know if it will be better than fine until you're in the middle of it.

[ He says that like a question because he's Not sure what's happENING ANYMORE. ]

[ Sound advice. Rey searches his face in consideration of it, trying to decide if she agrees, if she's willing to plunge into the middle of it and figure it out as she goes. Ultimately, it's how she learned to do everything else in life. Fear tells her that he'll leave if it's truly awful, find someone else, but the connection they share cannot be replaced. That assurance insulates her from performance anxiety.

And so she reaches behind her to take his hands at her waist and slide them down to cup the curve of her ass. The pants Rowana has loaned her are thin enough that they don't intrude. She's soft and supple and well-muscled beneath them, much curvier there than in her chest.

Her hands glide up his arms to his shoulders then. Yes. This is better. This is how it's supposed to go. She leans in to kiss him. ]

[ --It's.... just around the time she shifts his hands to her ass and then kisses him that...

He's realizing there may have been a miscommunication.

He was expecting chittering questions about Luke and where the hell they got food (They farmed it), and what time do you wake up and go to bed (too early on both), and what were the other students like. But definitely not kissing. And her kiss is hesitant and soft, but not... "chaste". It lingers and

yikes.

He kisses her back, just as soft and not probing, before pulling his mouth away from hers to kiss her cheek. ]

Rey-- what did you think we were talking about?

[ His use of 'think' tacitly accuses her of getting it wrong. Rey bristles at that, blood pooling in her cheeks and the tips of her ears. She draws back a little to look down at him, gaping, speechless. What else could they have been talking about?

An undignified, half-formed syllable makes its way out of the back of her throat to punctuate that she has no valid answer. The lines creasing her forehead furrow deeper. Why did he have to make everything so confusing? ]

[ I mean he said think because--- Well. Shit. Wait. She's getting embarrassed. Shitshitshit. ]

I thought we were talking about going to Luke's temple.

[ He actually nearly trips over those words himself because-- HE'S A BIT MORTIFIED THAT HE DIDN"T CLARIFY. Now he's seeing how things lined up for her and --

Oh my god he feels so creepy. Like probably as creepy as he should feel but again. This is some complicated shit. Don't judge me horatio i just fukkin fed you.

HOW DOES.

ComfORT

DOES ONE TOUCH//??/

He's blue screening a bit but manages to reach up and grab hold of where her hands are on his shoulders. ]

I don't-- [ ????????? saying he doesn't want to fuck her sounds like what he Should be saying right now but that would probably crush her so. Not going with that. Oh my god he's blushing. ] -- I'm sorry. You shouldn't feel pressured to give that to me.

[ He also feels like he may break her okay, she's tiny and she's fourteen anD YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN HAVING THESE THOUGHTS THIS MORNING BEN. ]

I should have realized-- [ THAT YOUR CHILD BRIDE IS A TEENAGER AND SO EVERY SECOND THOUGHT IS LITERALLY SEX. ]

I never said I felt pressured. [ Delivered bluntly, as in most things with her. She realizes that for him this might not be blunt enough. ] I don't feel pressured.

[ He's projecting that. He's projecting it because she's fourteen. She pulls her hands back. Annoyance sparks up behind her eyes. Of all the people who refuse to take her seriously, it only really stings coming from him. At least the rest are old enough that they don't try to act like they take her seriously in the first place; Ben puts on airs like she's his equal, then does this.

No. The annoyance mounts enough that she gets off his lap to stand, folding her arms in front of her ribcage like she's hugging herself. ]

I came to your bunk. You locked the door.

[ All of these are signs !!! Signs that people are gonna fucking bang, Ben Solo!!! ]

[ --Oh no

He's sort of realizing something all at once. That he's reading this all wrong. Partially because he's read her initial hesitance as reluctance and he's-- Just sitting there. Kind of flustered and missing her touch but also-- ]

I'm not ready. [ AND EVEN AS HE SAYS IT HE CAN'T BELIEVE IT BECAUSE SHOULDNT HE BE READY????????????? HES A YOUNG MAN WHO HAS"T SHAGGED ANYONE YET HE SHOULD BE READY TO DICK ANY LIVING THING RIGHT???

This is called toxic masculinity folks. ] Yet.

[ He's... bracing for impact because suddenly it feels as though something may be terribly wrong with him.

Which i mean

There is.

But not being ready to have sex is not one of them calm down dude. ]

[ He must be trying to protect her. Take it onto himself because she won't admit that she's not comfortable with it — which, if it weren't so patronizing, might be endearing. But it is patronizing.

Reading his face, though, Rey falters. No. It's not that. He means it. In the Force, she can feel it. ]

What was all that about then? [ Inviting her here, the door, soliciting her to join him on his bed ? ??? It seems like a lot of 'let's bang' messaging. On the bright side, she moves straight past whether or not it's weird for him to not be ready. That's his business. She's not here to tell him his business. She just wants to figure out the signal breakdown. ]

[ His mind is still kinda. Reeling from being offered to pop his PinV card and just Turning it down like a fucking dumb ass. He needs several long moments to contemplate this and it's just a tough ride for him right now really. ]

I didn't want anyone to walk in. [ One Day Rey will be a space jedi pirate and realize that's an actual Issue on smuggler ships like these tbh. ] And-- I'd still like to kiss and touch you.

[ LIKE HE DOESNT NEED TO USE HIS DICK IN YOUR VAGINA TO GET YOU OFF OR TO GET OFF HIMSELF OKAY REY???? ]

KMT deleted her Instagram and I hate this world

straight up fuck every star wars fuckboy and purity crusader

:,( her dressed as a porg posts were so pure.

her everything was so pure why did ppl ruin it

because they are scared of vaginas

tru

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