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the human embodiment of the arthur meme ([personal profile] vaderstan) wrote in [community profile] literaldumpsterfire2018-05-19 09:11 pm

Pretentious RP with Kylo page

Ben Solo
Kylo Ren
The protein shakes, where are they?
Prompts&Wishlists&Ships
GENERAL PROMPTS
  • Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)
  • Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation
  • Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity
  • Ben Solo Pre-First Order
  • Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek
  • Jedi Hippie camp with Luke
  • BEN AND HIS FAMILY
  • ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘€ good shit goเฑฆิ sHit๐Ÿ‘Œ thats โœ” some good๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘Œshit right๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘Œthere๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘Œ rightโœ”there โœ”โœ”if i do ฦฝaาฏ so my self ๐Ÿ’ฏ i say so ๐Ÿ’ฏ thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: สณแถฆแตสฐแต— แต—สฐแต‰สณแต‰) mMMMMแŽทะœ๐Ÿ’ฏ ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘Œ ๐Ÿ‘ŒะO0ะžเฌ OOOOOะžเฌ เฌ Ooooแต’แต’แต’แต’แต’แต’แต’แต’แต’๐Ÿ‘Œ ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘Œ ๐Ÿ‘Œ ๐Ÿ’ฏ ๐Ÿ‘Œ ๐Ÿ‘€ ๐Ÿ‘€ ๐Ÿ‘€ ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘ŒGood shit
  • Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why
  • Becoming his father's son
  • Also being just like his mother
  • AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE
  • Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her
  • Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force
  • Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben
  • Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.
  • Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI
  • Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes
  • Rebuilding the Jedi Order
  • Post War Threads
  • Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later
  • Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious
  • Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise


  • SHIPPY PROMPTS
    SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
    Kylo/Rey hands down
  • If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME
  • Hand touching
  • I love you. I know.
  • Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)
  • Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo
  • Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT
  • FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT
  • Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans
  • REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL
  • CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE
  • Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.
  • Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.
  • Visiting Ahch'to together
  • Empress Rey
  • Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order
  • Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances
  • Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno
  • Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me
  • Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep
  • Public Sex
  • Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

  • SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
    Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
    Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
    So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation.
    Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.


    CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS
  • I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is
  • AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)
  • I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious
  • Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it
  • God I will add more later. Really just tag me.
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    YES
  • text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.
  • ous/ au/ all us tbh
  • previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.
  • EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT
  • FLUFF
  • contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up
  • Angst
  • redemption arcs
  • intense emotionally heavy threads
  • Smut
  • general
  • hurt comfort
  • Kylo or Rey getting injured
  • Kylo being a huge fucking brat.
  • if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!


  • NO
  • Rape.
  • Dull RP.
  • Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.
  • Me doing the work of moving a scene along
  • rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)
  • scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.
  • gender/sexuality play.
  • degradation involving racism or ablism.
  • power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.
  • AUs with no information
  • OCs with no information

  • Maybe
  • Dub con
  • torture
  • killing
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    APPEARANCEINFOHERE
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    Mental health
  • I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.
  • I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.
  • I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)


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    purpose: (( if you leave me to my own device. ))

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-20 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
    [ The vice his hands create on her hips restrict her from accomplishing much more than rocking to and fro, helping him to ride out his orgasm, wringing what last drops of pleasure she can from him. It's nearly enough to drag her over the edge with him. Nearly. She shakes and shivers against him in the aftermath, but she hasn't come. It's written in the tense, coiled lines of her body, but she doesn't demand more from him. This isn't about her, after all, and she has already derived an immense, perverse pleasure from watching him abandon his control and lose himself inside of her.

    Her face is as sticky with sweat as his own, flushed and glowing. Swiping through where it slicks his hair to his temple, her fingers push back strands, moving across his scalp to soothe him through the comedown period.
    ]

    Good?

    [ She asks when she can finally find her voice again, nuzzling into the side of his cheek. ]
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    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-20 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
    [ That no doesn't have time to hook into her and dredge up insecurity and disappointment in the area of her sexual performance. He ruts into her so quickly that she sways and squeaks with it, delayed in how she squeezes down on the arch of his shoulders to keep herself from being bucked off of him. ]

    Ben —

    [ What's meant to be an attempt at calming him dissipates instantly into a guttural groan, toes curling in her boots. He touches her like he has something to prove to her or to himself — assertive, demanding, wrenching the ecstasy from her. Dissuading him, even if she had the current composure for it, isn't viable — and she finds she doesn't want to as she should, no matter how tempted to reassure him that it isn't much of an issue. Instead, there's something damnably arousing in how he forces her body to succumb to him, bends it to his whim of seeing her undone.

    Uselessly, she claws at the fabric of his tunic, scratching against it as she lets him guide her completely. It alleviates some of the strain of exertion in her muscles from riding him — but, more than that, it feels fulfilling to let him take over. She melts against his chest with a series of high-pitched whimpers, giving herself over to it. Finally, ultimately, she comes with a cry muffled partially by his cheek, cunt clamping down around him as if she can somehow miraculously draw him over the edge with her.
    ]
    purpose: (rey07)

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-21 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
    [ She has no patience for comfortable positions. His future is going to be awkward, frantic limbs everywhere, all the time.

    Weak from exertion and satisfaction, now, she nearly teeters back to relax against the brace of his knees. He captures her before she can, pulling him into her, and she is loathe to resist it. Loathe to leave it, even, but she refuses to ruin the afterglow with the reminder that she'll have to set a course back to the Resistance soon enough.
    ]

    Better?

    [ She asks instead, with what is undeniably a hint of warm, fond amusement. Their mutual exchange of pleasure must have satiated some need inside of him if he's keen to melt into a puddle, now that her needs have been met. ]
    purpose: (( can't tame these lions inside. ))

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-21 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
    Slightly.

    [ Repeated completely flat and unimpressed. She'd like to think fucking her would warrant more than "slightly better" as an assessment from him. Half-cocked ( ... pun not originally intended) as her revenge plans are, she rocks against him sharply in retaliation. They're both respectively hypersensitive, but she ignores the slight sting in her clit. A worthy sacrifice, all things considered. ]

    Try again.
    purpose: (rey49)

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-21 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
    [ Honestly, the prospect of assaulting him and continuing is tempting, in spite of how frazzled and overwrought they've become. She's too insatiable not to take it into consideration, and the knowledge that she will have to part ways for him — however temporary — has exacerbated her greed. The drive to have this intimacy as frequently and extensively as she can before she is called back to the Resistance, before physical distance becomes an obstacle.

    Fortunately, she does take pity on his spent body, and her own nerve-endings that have been rubbed raw. With a smile, she stills her hips and presses her mouth to the corner of his.
    ]

    I don't mind. You made me come earlier.

    [ Surprisingly, it's the truth. She may have been left with an itch to scratch, but being able to watch him would have been worth it. Had been fulfilling, in its own way. Belatedly, she pulls back, and raises a pointed eyebrow. ]

    "For now"?
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    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-21 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
    [ The laughter that bubbles out of her has less to do with the words themselves and everything to do with his delivery. Leave it to Ben Solo to look so impassive even when he's expressing a desire to make her come until she likely won't be able to stand steadily on her own two legs. ]

    We could always start now.

    [ And it's here she wriggles, just for emphasis, in that way that is only half-joking and playful because she's certain he needs to recover before that's a possibility. She wouldn't complain if he did take her up on that offer — she is, as he now knows, overeager for sex at all times — but she doesn't suspect that he will, and settles for the more innocent variety of affection she can take from him by mouthing lazily at his jaw. ]
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    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-21 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
    [ Despite the turn of his head, she doesn't pursue mapping every available inch of skin once his question is out in the open. ]

    In a day. [ On second thought: ] Maybe two.

    [ If she really pushes her limits, but setting out sooner is the shrewder strategy. Their supplies are running thin, the Resistance doesn't have the resources or manpower to spare her, and the power vacuum created by both Hux's demise and Kylo Ren's disappearance has left the galaxy in an even worse state as all sides scramble for leverage. Selfishly, she has no desire to return to the war they've become entrenched in, but neither can she abandon what family she does have. The same faction that took her in, and now needs her possibly more than ever.

    Sugarcoating it would only make it worse for Ben, and so she doesn't mince words by offering a vague answer like "soon" or "not yet". They knew she would inevitably have to reunite with the Resistance, after all; better they're both prepared for it, and planning for it, rather than pretending nothing is amiss.
    ]

    I'll be back. [ She offers this with the hope it'll make up for her absence, somehow. Right now, that's the only promise she can keep. ] And I'll be able to contact you now.

    [ Now that he has a datapad, that is, for those times their connection can't make contact. ]
    purpose: (T9govr7)

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-21 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
    [ Oh. That. If possible, she sits up even straighter in his hold, suddenly attentive. ]

    I did. [ And already he has broken that rule by announcing his love for her repeatedly. Enjoying the sound of it prevents her from pointing that out to him, however; instead, she leaves her reaffirmation as it is. She had promised that, and she isn't reneging on that deal. ] But it hasn't been a week yet.

    [ As she's said, they still have a day or two — keeping track of time has been difficult on this remote little island, though she is certain it's more the former than the latter — before they'll reach a week. Maybe the extra day will give her time to consider how to answer, beyond "I know". ]

    You can tell me tomorrow.

    [ She makes that concession with a press of her lips to his cheek, tilting her forehead against his temple. ]
    purpose: (rey67)

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-21 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ Truthfully, she doesn't believe him. Not entirely. If anything, she fears it's a hollow sentiment to absolve her of the guilt she feels in leaving him behind, even as she tries to assuage it with reaffirmations that it's only temporary.

    Still, she cracks a smile, however faint, at that horrible joke. Selfishly, she enjoys hearing it, knowing that they have this little corner of the galaxy reserved for themselves. That he can't very well take off and abandon her without somehow finagling his way into possessing a ship. More than that, she can comfort herself with the reminder that they are too remote to risk any visitors.

    He's safe. And no matter how long she's gone, he'll continue to be safe. Lifting a hand, she strokes it through the disheveled mop his hair has become during their aggressive sex session.
    ]

    I know. [ Her lips quirk, and then fall. ] But I'm still going to miss you.
    purpose: (rey46)

    omg i didn't even notice until i looked again

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-22 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
    [ That's practically invitation to harass him multiple times a day. She doesn't need the encouragement, really, but it still soothes something inside of her knowing that he welcomes it. Knowing that he wants it. With a nod of her head, she promises herself she'll set aside time to contact him whenever the opportunity presents itself. The Resistance will need her, yes, but so does she, and she can spare herself a few minutes each day to assure him she hasn't forgotten.

    In the meantime, however —
    ]

    No. [ Honestly, this is what he gets for falling in love with a brat. Moving means separating themselves from each other, after all. Stubbornly, she drapes herself against him, chest to chest. As if that may weigh him down, somehow. Spoilers: there is not nearly enough weight on her bones to achieve that. ] I'm already comfortable.
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    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-22 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
    [ She manages a whine of protest, but not much more than that, as he moves and his dick slips out of her with a squelch. Oddly, she feels empty without that connection — in a nonsexual manner, even — but recovers quickly enough when he arranges them on that bench.

    It's cold, though no colder than the floor had been against her knees. On the other hand, this is her whole body pressed against a frigid surface now; predictably, she shivers and presses into him to leech warmth, resuming her trend of purposefully, playfully irritating him as she reaches to undo his fly.

    And pauses, suddenly. His panic is so strong that she can nearly taste it in her mouth, bitter and anxious. Comically, her fingers stay at his zipper while she lifts her head to blink up at him, at a loss.
    ]

    Am I what?

    [ ?????? What's your malfunction, bro. ]
    purpose: (( cause we all have wings. ))

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-22 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
    Ow.

    [ What is with Skywalker men swatting at her hand? Understandably, she glowers and yanks her head back, holding it protectively against his chest. Like a cat whose tail has been stepped on and refuses to trust again. To make that similarity even more fitting, she rolls away from him.

    As far as she can roll, anyway, which isn't very far. The bench's width doesn't allow for that, and so she ends up with a leg dangling over the edge and an elbow awkwardly positioned on his chest.
    ]

    It's not a big deal.

    [ This should be the part where she mentions she's protected. She doesn't. ]
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    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-22 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
    Neither do I.

    [ She gives him a look that translates roughly to "???? obviously" as she turns her head to side-eye him. After a moment of putting the pieces together, however, it finally clicks.

    This isn't some prudish panic about coming inside of her, as she had originally suspected. That hadn't been a big deal, given her liking for feeling him spend himself inside of her; knowing he has claimed her in that way is an added bonus. This is about threat of pregnancy, and she isn't cruel enough to drag his panic out and make him believe there's any risk of that occurring.

    It isn't. She makes a pointed grab for his hand and places it over her bicep. His thumb presses into the implant inserted beneath her skin, a precaution against infections and unwanted pregnancies. Standard Resistance procedure, at this point. Fraternization isn't discouraged, and no one wants to bring a newborn into the heart of this war.
    ]
    Edited 2018-06-22 03:32 (UTC)

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