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Kylo Ren
The protein shakes, where are they?
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GENERAL PROMPTS
Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)
Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation
Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity
Ben Solo Pre-First Order
Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek
Jedi Hippie camp with Luke
BEN AND HIS FAMILY
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ good shit goเฑฆิ sHit๐ thats โ some good๐๐shit right๐๐there๐๐๐ rightโthere โโif i do ฦฝaาฏ so my self ๐ฏ i say so ๐ฏ thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: สณแถฆแตสฐแต แตสฐแตสณแต) mMMMMแทะ๐ฏ ๐๐ ๐ะO0ะเฌ OOOOOะเฌ เฌ Ooooแตแตแตแตแตแตแตแตแต๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฏ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐Good shit
Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why
Becoming his father's son
Also being just like his mother
AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE
Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her
Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force
Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben
Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.
Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI
Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes
Rebuilding the Jedi Order
Post War Threads
Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later
Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious
Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise
SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down
If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME
Hand touching
I love you. I know.
Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)
Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo
Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT
FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT
Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans
REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL
CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE
Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.
Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.
Visiting Ahch'to together
Empress Rey
Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order
Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances
Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno
Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me
Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep
Public Sex
Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)
SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.
CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS
I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is
AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)
I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious
Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it
God I will add more later. Really just tag me.
YES / NO / MAYBE
YES
text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.
ous/ au/ all us tbh
previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.
EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT
FLUFF
contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up
Angst
redemption arcs
intense emotionally heavy threads
Smut
general
hurt comfort
Kylo or Rey getting injured
Kylo being a huge fucking brat.
if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!
NO
Rape.
Dull RP.
Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.
Me doing the work of moving a scene along
rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)
scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.
gender/sexuality play.
degradation involving racism or ablism.
power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.
AUs with no information
OCs with no information
Maybe
Dub con
torture
killing
Trigger warnings important info
Mental health
I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.
I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.
I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)
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Her face is as sticky with sweat as his own, flushed and glowing. Swiping through where it slicks his hair to his temple, her fingers push back strands, moving across his scalp to soothe him through the comedown period. ]
Good?
[ She asks when she can finally find her voice again, nuzzling into the side of his cheek. ]
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Until he realizes she didn't get all the way and he's just-- ] No.
[ It's ragged and hoarse and his feet press into the floor to jut his hips into her-- one of his hands grips her hip again and grinds her against him. He's sensitive and this is just doing shit to his cock. Screw refractory periods, his dick is just "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING WELL IG UESS WE ARENT DONE YET??/??" and his other hand jams between their bodies to find her clit.
This isn't gentle or a plea. He's aggressive about this, nearly violent. He's determined to get her off. ]
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Ben —
[ What's meant to be an attempt at calming him dissipates instantly into a guttural groan, toes curling in her boots. He touches her like he has something to prove to her or to himself — assertive, demanding, wrenching the ecstasy from her. Dissuading him, even if she had the current composure for it, isn't viable — and she finds she doesn't want to as she should, no matter how tempted to reassure him that it isn't much of an issue. Instead, there's something damnably arousing in how he forces her body to succumb to him, bends it to his whim of seeing her undone.
Uselessly, she claws at the fabric of his tunic, scratching against it as she lets him guide her completely. It alleviates some of the strain of exertion in her muscles from riding him — but, more than that, it feels fulfilling to let him take over. She melts against his chest with a series of high-pitched whimpers, giving herself over to it. Finally, ultimately, she comes with a cry muffled partially by his cheek, cunt clamping down around him as if she can somehow miraculously draw him over the edge with her. ]
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Once he's certain she's come and he lets her down he lays back and just-- breathes. Deep and slow. Like he's just gone through a series of exercises and not just fucked the living daylights out of Rey. Jesus lord someone get her space karma sutra so she'll find more comfortable positions next time.
He hasn't really got much to say, at this point, he'll draw his hand away from her hip and wiggle the other out from between their bodies to wind them around her torso and just hold her there as he rides this afterglow. ]
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Weak from exertion and satisfaction, now, she nearly teeters back to relax against the brace of his knees. He captures her before she can, pulling him into her, and she is loathe to resist it. Loathe to leave it, even, but she refuses to ruin the afterglow with the reminder that she'll have to set a course back to the Resistance soon enough. ]
Better?
[ She asks instead, with what is undeniably a hint of warm, fond amusement. Their mutual exchange of pleasure must have satiated some need inside of him if he's keen to melt into a puddle, now that her needs have been met. ]
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He feels that thread of regret she has and opts not to tug at it. Reality was going to call soon-- and he wasn't about to force the matter. ]
Slightly.
[ Somewhat sarcastic. But-- this wasn't how he thought this morning was gonna go so he DESERVES A BREAK ON HIS BAD HUMOR. ]
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[ Repeated completely flat and unimpressed. She'd like to think fucking her would warrant more than "slightly better" as an assessment from him. Half-cocked ( ... pun not originally intended) as her revenge plans are, she rocks against him sharply in retaliation. They're both respectively hypersensitive, but she ignores the slight sting in her clit. A worthy sacrifice, all things considered. ]
Try again.
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He'll revise his previous statement then ]
Ideally, I would have managed to make you come at the same time I did.
[ THE SLIGHTLY WAS FOR HIM NOT HER. ]
But for now, I'm good.
[ He'll mirror her words only because he's afraid she may all out ASSAULT HIM OTHERWISE ]
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Fortunately, she does take pity on his spent body, and her own nerve-endings that have been rubbed raw. With a smile, she stills her hips and presses her mouth to the corner of his. ]
I don't mind. You made me come earlier.
[ Surprisingly, it's the truth. She may have been left with an itch to scratch, but being able to watch him would have been worth it. Had been fulfilling, in its own way. Belatedly, she pulls back, and raises a pointed eyebrow. ]
"For now"?
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I'll have to make you come several times before I'm satisfied.
[ Like that will make it any easier for her to Not assault him further at this moment. ]
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We could always start now.
[ And it's here she wriggles, just for emphasis, in that way that is only half-joking and playful because she's certain he needs to recover before that's a possibility. She wouldn't complain if he did take her up on that offer — she is, as he now knows, overeager for sex at all times — but she doesn't suspect that he will, and settles for the more innocent variety of affection she can take from him by mouthing lazily at his jaw. ]
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He will tilt his head to the side to give her more access, let her claim every bit of touch and affection from him while she can. Looking around, even in this portion of the hallway he can see the Falcon isn't stocked. She'd have to leave very soon if she wanted to leave him with enough rations to get by on ( He could fish himself, but that would be a funny and sad site, given he wasn't used to living off the land in anyway way shape or form close to Luke or Rey) until she got back.
He tries not to think about it-- her leaving is one anxiety to be sure. But returning to civilization at all has his teeth set on edge as well. There are people who justifiably want his head on a pike, they want him chained up and marched down a street while people scream obscenities at him.
He doesn't begrudge anyone that-- but as of now-- the thought of other people still makes him jumpy. Suspicious. He's not sure how long that will take to go away.
He doesn't linger on those thoughts, instead he focuses on her. ]
Has it been a week yet?
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In a day. [ On second thought: ] Maybe two.
[ If she really pushes her limits, but setting out sooner is the shrewder strategy. Their supplies are running thin, the Resistance doesn't have the resources or manpower to spare her, and the power vacuum created by both Hux's demise and Kylo Ren's disappearance has left the galaxy in an even worse state as all sides scramble for leverage. Selfishly, she has no desire to return to the war they've become entrenched in, but neither can she abandon what family she does have. The same faction that took her in, and now needs her possibly more than ever.
Sugarcoating it would only make it worse for Ben, and so she doesn't mince words by offering a vague answer like "soon" or "not yet". They knew she would inevitably have to reunite with the Resistance, after all; better they're both prepared for it, and planning for it, rather than pretending nothing is amiss. ]
I'll be back. [ She offers this with the hope it'll make up for her absence, somehow. Right now, that's the only promise she can keep. ] And I'll be able to contact you now.
[ Now that he has a datapad, that is, for those times their connection can't make contact. ]
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While he believes she'll come back for him, that it won't be that long and that he's safe here. It is nice to have her repeat the sentiment.
He keeps his arms tucked around her. Tight and warm-- he wonders if the smell of leather will cling to her skin like it does with his own-- ]
You said if I felt the same in a week I could tell you again.
[ That's where his head is at. Duh, Rey. ]
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I did. [ And already he has broken that rule by announcing his love for her repeatedly. Enjoying the sound of it prevents her from pointing that out to him, however; instead, she leaves her reaffirmation as it is. She had promised that, and she isn't reneging on that deal. ] But it hasn't been a week yet.
[ As she's said, they still have a day or two — keeping track of time has been difficult on this remote little island, though she is certain it's more the former than the latter — before they'll reach a week. Maybe the extra day will give her time to consider how to answer, beyond "I know". ]
You can tell me tomorrow.
[ She makes that concession with a press of her lips to his cheek, tilting her forehead against his temple. ]
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I'll be fine. [ That's said definitely to assure her. She's tense about leaving him alone and-- part of him doesn't want her to leave. Part of him would rather her stay here... or maybe they could just take the Falcon and fly away from all of this. Never have to deal with this war ever again.
But he's not foolish enough to ask her to leave her duties. Even if she may attempt it if he asked-- maybe that's entirely the reason he doesn't suggest it. ] I can't go anywhere.
[ He'll just sit here and be Judged by Nuns. ]
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Still, she cracks a smile, however faint, at that horrible joke. Selfishly, she enjoys hearing it, knowing that they have this little corner of the galaxy reserved for themselves. That he can't very well take off and abandon her without somehow finagling his way into possessing a ship. More than that, she can comfort herself with the reminder that they are too remote to risk any visitors.
He's safe. And no matter how long she's gone, he'll continue to be safe. Lifting a hand, she strokes it through the disheveled mop his hair has become during their aggressive sex session. ]
I know. [ Her lips quirk, and then fall. ] But I'm still going to miss you.
I like that our icons side eyed RIGHT AT EACH OTHER
You can contact me whenever you like. [ Not like he has much else to do but sit around and--- stare at Fish Nuns????
He'll figure it out.
Okay but really. He's stretching out his feet and toes even in his Full Kylo Get Up and he's starting to feel a krick developing. He is Certified Old man right now and he's just gonna abuse the right. ] Come on. We should at least find some place more comfortable.
[ IF HES GONNA BE SLEEPING ON ROCKS FOR THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE HE WANTS TO SLEEP ON COMFORTABLE ROCKS. ]
omg i didn't even notice until i looked again
In the meantime, however — ]
No. [ Honestly, this is what he gets for falling in love with a brat. Moving means separating themselves from each other, after all. Stubbornly, she drapes herself against him, chest to chest. As if that may weigh him down, somehow. Spoilers: there is not nearly enough weight on her bones to achieve that. ] I'm already comfortable.
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Cuddling. With Support. (also trying to get his dick back in his pants and do up his fly, thanks Rey.)
And no nuns for the moment. ]
Now I'm comfortable.
[ Give him a minute.
Suddenly he's having
The pregnancy scaRE REALIZATION--
SHIT-- ] Rey-- are you--
[ ON SPACE BIRTH CONTROL OH NO HES SUDDENLY FLASHING BACK TO EVERY LESSON HE SHOULD HAVE LEARNED BACK WITH HIS FATHER BUT HE WAS ROLLING HIS EYES AND TRYING TO ESCAPE. ]
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It's cold, though no colder than the floor had been against her knees. On the other hand, this is her whole body pressed against a frigid surface now; predictably, she shivers and presses into him to leech warmth, resuming her trend of purposefully, playfully irritating him as she reaches to undo his fly.
And pauses, suddenly. His panic is so strong that she can nearly taste it in her mouth, bitter and anxious. Comically, her fingers stay at his zipper while she lifts her head to blink up at him, at a loss. ]
Am I what?
[ ?????? What's your malfunction, bro. ]
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I didn't use protection.
[ EITHER TIME AND HES FEELING LIKE THE DAMN FOOL HE IS. AND HE HAS NO CREDITS ON HIM CURRENTLY FOR HER TO RUN OUT AND GET PLAN B...
M A J O R PLAN B GIVEN ITS BEEN A WEEK SINCE THEIR FIRST TIME. ]
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[ What is with Skywalker men swatting at her hand? Understandably, she glowers and yanks her head back, holding it protectively against his chest. Like a cat whose tail has been stepped on and refuses to trust again. To make that similarity even more fitting, she rolls away from him.
As far as she can roll, anyway, which isn't very far. The bench's width doesn't allow for that, and so she ends up with a leg dangling over the edge and an elbow awkwardly positioned on his chest. ]
It's not a big deal.
[ This should be the part where she mentions she's protected. She doesn't. ]
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ALSO IN WHAT WORLD ARE CHILDREN NOT A BIG DEAL. Honestly Kylo's internal freak out being completely at odds with his external facade of RBF is pretty hilarious???? ]
I don't plan on -- [ ???????????????? WHAT DO YOU EVEN CALL IT??? FAMILY?? PROGENY???? ] -- children any time soon.
[ He's working on sounding like a normal person.
working on it. Not very hard but cool. okay. ]
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[ She gives him a look that translates roughly to "???? obviously" as she turns her head to side-eye him. After a moment of putting the pieces together, however, it finally clicks.
This isn't some prudish panic about coming inside of her, as she had originally suspected. That hadn't been a big deal, given her liking for feeling him spend himself inside of her; knowing he has claimed her in that way is an added bonus. This is about threat of pregnancy, and she isn't cruel enough to drag his panic out and make him believe there's any risk of that occurring.
It isn't. She makes a pointed grab for his hand and places it over her bicep. His thumb presses into the implant inserted beneath her skin, a precaution against infections and unwanted pregnancies. Standard Resistance procedure, at this point. Fraternization isn't discouraged, and no one wants to bring a newborn into the heart of this war. ]
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Sees how long i can last with 15 icons.
i was going to say a day LOOKS LIKE I WAS WRONG
I NEEDED ACTUAL NEUTRAL/IMPASSIVE ICONS
that's ben solo's permanent expression
Hence I need all 250 of them
250 resting bitchfaces
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bird like. skinny. feet.
la Nai has bird like skinny feet
Wow excuse u. I am not a basketball player
"avian-like aliens"
IM NOT AN AVIAN ALIEN. HORATIO IS
horatio is just a demon lbr
edits this ten times.
edits YOU ten times
edits horatio ten times
it still wouldn't fix him........... poor malfunctioning horatio
Gets caught in a tire swing and just Does Not
if i ever come to ca for comic con i'm gonna make a pit stop to shove my face into horatio
no come for fanime, or just san fran j town. Or jsut to play with my dolls.
why not all of the above
COMICCON IS IN SAN DIEGO WHICH I S FAR FROM THE BAY AREA.
i know nothing about CA geography as i have just revealed
Proof u need to come to CA and let me fly u around on a magic carpet
only when it's not on fire
We're always on fire
the CA lifestyle
Come be on fire w me
i set my a/c so low by accident that being on fire almost sounds nice
THEN CALIFORNIAAAAAAAAAAAA IS THE PLACE FOR UUUUU
and then i can steal horatio and athena
Can u really steal urself tho?