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the human embodiment of the arthur meme ([personal profile] vaderstan) wrote in [community profile] literaldumpsterfire2018-05-19 09:11 pm

Pretentious RP with Kylo page

Ben Solo
Kylo Ren
The protein shakes, where are they?
Prompts&Wishlists&Ships
GENERAL PROMPTS
  • Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)
  • Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation
  • Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity
  • Ben Solo Pre-First Order
  • Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek
  • Jedi Hippie camp with Luke
  • BEN AND HIS FAMILY
  • 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit
  • Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why
  • Becoming his father's son
  • Also being just like his mother
  • AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE
  • Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her
  • Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force
  • Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben
  • Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.
  • Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI
  • Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes
  • Rebuilding the Jedi Order
  • Post War Threads
  • Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later
  • Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious
  • Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise


  • SHIPPY PROMPTS
    SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
    Kylo/Rey hands down
  • If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME
  • Hand touching
  • I love you. I know.
  • Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)
  • Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo
  • Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT
  • FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT
  • Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans
  • REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL
  • CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE
  • Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.
  • Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.
  • Visiting Ahch'to together
  • Empress Rey
  • Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order
  • Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances
  • Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno
  • Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me
  • Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep
  • Public Sex
  • Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

  • SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
    Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
    Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
    So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation.
    Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.


    CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS
  • I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is
  • AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)
  • I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious
  • Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it
  • God I will add more later. Really just tag me.
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    YES
  • text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.
  • ous/ au/ all us tbh
  • previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.
  • EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT
  • FLUFF
  • contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up
  • Angst
  • redemption arcs
  • intense emotionally heavy threads
  • Smut
  • general
  • hurt comfort
  • Kylo or Rey getting injured
  • Kylo being a huge fucking brat.
  • if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!


  • NO
  • Rape.
  • Dull RP.
  • Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.
  • Me doing the work of moving a scene along
  • rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)
  • scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.
  • gender/sexuality play.
  • degradation involving racism or ablism.
  • power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.
  • AUs with no information
  • OCs with no information

  • Maybe
  • Dub con
  • torture
  • killing
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    APPEARANCEINFOHERE
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    Mental health
  • I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.
  • I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.
  • I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)


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    purpose: (( let them through the storm. ))

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-23 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
    [ He could balance the scales, redeem himself through good deeds. The galaxy would have no choice but to acknowledge his contributions. It's what she wants to say, a pragmatic proposal, but she stills her tongue. He isn't ready. He's admitted as much, and the additional pressure... it isn't what he needs. ]

    I'm the last Jedi, Ben. You and I — we're the only two Force-users left. [ She offers this as factual rather than haughty arrogance. ] I could put you under my authority. They would have no say in it.

    [ Selfish, yes. Above all else, it's a form of desperation and a refusal to lose him. She won't allow him to be taken from her in that way. ]
    purpose: (rey49)

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-23 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
    [ If the mood were lighter, she would echo "may" for no other reason than to give him cheek. As it stands, the mood isn't one that allows for levity. It's too solemn, bogged down by the weight of who they are and who they may become when this is all over. ]

    I hope so.

    [ If nothing else, Ben believes in her. He's one of the few that ever has. Warmth bursts in her chest, suddenly overwrought with that realization, and the resulting fondness spreads across her expression. Her mouth softens in time with the tenderness to her eyes, nearing a smile. ]

    I'll have you to balance me.

    [ Should he stay with her, choose this life with her, but she doesn't want to imagine that he might decide to walk a separate path without her once again. ]
    purpose: (rey43)

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-24 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
    And to consort with.

    [ She confirms that with a smile that borders on conspiratorial, though it does raise a tangential concern. Taking him into her authority would look — questionable, if the specific nature of their relationship were to be revealed. Reason to doubt her, unfortunately, and bring her bias into the equation. It's a worry for another time, however, and though they've discussed it, it's still a hypothetical. There could still be another route for him to take, another chance for his redemption elsewhere. That's his choice. ]

    I think we can do away with that rule.

    [ Those that condemn emotional attachment, she means. She has suffered years of isolation; imposing that same fate on anyone else doesn't sit right with her. ]
    Edited 2018-06-24 05:02 (UTC)
    purpose: (( the fire. ))

    i was going to say a day LOOKS LIKE I WAS WRONG

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-25 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
    [ She doesn't know what to make of that information. In some ways, it reminds her that Luke hadn't been so wizened and misguided, once upon a time. In others, it's a testament to how defeated he had been. She won't end up like him, she tells herself. As she had said, there are lessons to be learned from the past; carrying forward without repeating the same mistakes as Luke, as the fallen Jedi Order, can bring them the harmony that had been so unreachable to others.

    But she can't do it alone. Pulling herself from those thoughts, she's contemplatively quiet for a moment. Her lips press together when she looks up at him.
    ]

    Then why didn't he?

    [ Look, it feels like a warranted question. ]
    purpose: (( tear us apart. ))

    that's ben solo's permanent expression

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-25 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
    After you had graduated.

    [ She repeats, clearly disapproving. It sounds like it's mostly conjecture on Ben's part, that Luke had taken no strong position either way, but it's the context that perturbs her the most. After they had graduated. ]

    That could have taken years.

    [ Not only for Ben himself, but the other students involved. It hardly seems fair to her that they would be denied that, expected to set aside all emotional attachments until they were truly prepared. She is too steeped in the connections she has found to think they could be more of a disadvantage than the benefit they have been in all that they've given her. A place where she is, for the most part, accepted. A place where she can do good, and the purpose that comes with it. Reason to fight, when she has only ever served herself, when survival has demanded she be selfish. ]
    purpose: (( what makes you so special special. ))

    250 resting bitchfaces

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-25 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
    That's stupid.

    [ Welcome to Rey's super helpful advisement on the subject. ]

    You would still have to focus on the Force after you finished training. [ Like ??? It's not like fucking has forced her to forget where her loyalties lie. She can't imagine it would be any different for Luke's students. ] I don't see what difference it makes.

    [ If anything, it sounds to her like expecting everyone to abandon all other aspects of their life if they don't somehow benefit the Force. Deprivation for the sake of one's training. ]
    purpose: (( gotta make it mine. ))

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-25 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
    [ She gives him a blank look. Evidently, he isn't going to convince her to change her stance on this matter. ]

    If someone can't handle something like another person not returning their feelings, then they shouldn't be a Jedi to begin with.

    [ On the other hand, they are discussing teenagers, but Rey has no frame of reference for that. She's never had the childhood that he has, and solitude had been her only truly loyal friend for a number of years. Every relationship she had built beyond that, until recently, had been founded on bartering and trade-offs. Alliances to benefit one another. Relationship fallout and all it involves isn't terribly familiar, understandably.

    More than that, she can't help but to feel he's lecturing her, speaking to her like she's a child just because of her limited experience with normal occurrences like relationships and studies.
    ]

    I'm in the middle of my studies. Fucking you doesn't mean I've lost focus.

    [ She says, pointed and sharp, in case he's forgotten. ]
    purpose: (( can't tame these lions inside. ))

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-25 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
    That isn't what I said.

    [ Defensiveness has made her snappish. Jumpy, even, in that she has reached the conclusion that he's inserting words like weakness and suffering in her mouth.

    By this point, it feels like he has agreed with her decision, encouraged it by bolstering it with what Luke had once considered, and then immediately begun to criticize her for it. They're not going to agree, she realizes, and she's already tired of hearing him tear down her points so methodically. To Rey, it feels an awful lot like lacking faith in her own vision of what the Jedi could be. Lacking faith in her to do right by it.
    ]

    Restricting what someone is allowed to feel isn't right, Jedi or not. [ She says, finally, and rolls off of him to be able to stretch her legs off of the side of the couch. ] You obviously see it differently.
    purpose: (rey01)

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-25 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
    [ Arguing over Jedi principles isn't how she wants to spend her time when she's set to head out in the near future. It isn't how she imagined these moments, either, but that's precisely what they're doing. ]

    I'm feeling like I don't want to talk about the Jedi anymore.

    [ In this, like she is in most things, she's bluntly straightforward. She lacks the social finesse to say "I don't want to talk about this, let's change the subject" but, at the very least, she's purposefully spared his feelings. It isn't sugarcoated, no, but it's far better than admitting she's rankled and irate. ]
    purpose: (( these lions inside. ))

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-25 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
    [ He'll be back in the village, but she won't be returning to it now. Rather than rub salt into the wound, take to hurting him in retaliation for fucking her and then leaving the moment she gives him the honesty he'd asked for, she does what any maladjusted nineteen year old might do, and —

    Ignores it. Refuses to grant him any sort of response, any sort of acknowledgement. Moisture prickles in her eyes, courtesy of a frustrated anger, as she gathers her shirt from the floor and storms past him. Deeper, into the bowels of the Falcon, where she intends to stay for the rest of the evening as unhealthy coping mechanisms dictate.
    ]
    purpose: (rey75)

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-26 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
    [ She doesn't return.

    It isn't a decision made out of resentment or spite. Her avoidance is too steeped in hurt, in defensiveness, for anything less to be a motivating factor. As far as she is concerned, he has made it clear he no longer wants to be around her — has reacted to her honesty, her wish to change the subject to one less rife with disagreement — and she adapts accordingly.

    Ironically, it brings with it the same fate she had been hoping to avoid in shutting down that conversation: tension between them and injured feelings. She isn't equipped to sort it out, and his evasion of her eliminates most of her desire to chase him down and rectify it, no matter the empty loneliness and the longing that results from it.

    To distract herself, she throws on that ratty shirt and ignores the cum that wants to cling to her thighs. Her underwear still lay discarded in that hut, courtesy of squabbling Lanai, but the tackiness of her skin doesn't bother her. Only reminds her that he isn't here as she sets to work on tinkering with the Falcon, heading down to adjust the propulsion tank, which seems to only serve as a further reminder that she'll be leaving him soon enough.

    Still, there's work to be done. Work that provides a decent distraction every time her mind threatens to wander.
    ]
    purpose: (rey11)

    la Nai has bird like skinny feet

    [personal profile] purpose 2018-06-29 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ The distance wedged between them, for the most part, keeps their consciousnesses separate. Two different entities, not quite closed off to one another but made distinct by how she has instinctively narrowed the connection so that she may concentrate elsewhere. Without projecting and broadcasting her own emotions so blatantly, more importantly.

    Busying herself unfortunately means she isn't prepared for any company, and doesn't sense it as anything more than a nagging pull. When she recognizes a new presence in the Falcon for what it is, it's already too late. The Lanai have swarmed their way into the engineering bay to squawk and titter. Understandably, she can't translate any of it, and her experiences with the caretakers in the past is — unpleasant, at best.

    She hasn't forgotten their earlier judgement today. The morning is still fresh in her mind, as is their tendency to invade the hut whenever they please. In this equation, Rey is the grouchy one.
    ]

    You need to leave.

    [ First they've barged into the hut she's taken up, and now the Falcon. That piece of junk is too important for her not to feel irate. ]

    "avian-like aliens"

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    horatio is just a demon lbr

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    edits YOU ten times

    [personal profile] purpose - 2018-08-07 08:44 (UTC) - Expand

    why not all of the above

    [personal profile] purpose - 2018-08-08 03:35 (UTC) - Expand

    only when it's not on fire

    [personal profile] purpose - 2018-08-08 06:02 (UTC) - Expand

    the CA lifestyle

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