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[vaderstan]

Ben Solo
Kylo Ren

The protein shakes, where are they?

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GENERAL PROMPTS

Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)

Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation

Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity

Ben Solo Pre-First Order

Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek

Jedi Hippie camp with Luke

BEN AND HIS FAMILY

👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why

Becoming his father's son

Also being just like his mother

AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE

Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her

Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force

Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben

Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.

Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI

Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes

Rebuilding the Jedi Order

Post War Threads

Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later

Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious

Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise

SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down

If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME

Hand touching

I love you. I know.

Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)

Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo

Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT

FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT

Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans

REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL

CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE

Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.

Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.

Visiting Ahch'to together

Empress Rey

Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order

Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances

Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno

Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me

Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep

Public Sex

Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.

CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS

I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is

AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)

I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious

Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it

God I will add more later. Really just tag me.

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YES

text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.

ous/ au/ all us tbh

previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.

EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT

FLUFF

contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up

Angst

redemption arcs

intense emotionally heavy threads

Smut

general

hurt comfort

Kylo or Rey getting injured

Kylo being a huge fucking brat.

if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!

NO

Rape.

Dull RP.

Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.

Me doing the work of moving a scene along

rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)

scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.

gender/sexuality play.

degradation involving racism or ablism.

power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.

AUs with no information

OCs with no information

Maybe

Dub con

torture

killing

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APPEARANCEINFOHERE

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Mental health

I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.

I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.

I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)

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[vaderstan]

[ He cracks a half smile at her reassurance because-- he really shouldn't be looking for that from someone so young. But it helps despite all of the weird social standards he imposes on himself. Like, it's not his fault he wants to be glued to her side. Gosh. ]

If he thought I was pushing you naked into the shower he'd probably want us on separate ships to Luke's temple. [ ---actually worse yet. ] And then tell both my mother and Luke about it.

[ They were skirting a delicate line of right now this stays between everyone on this ship.


Naked shower pushing would not.

And... now that he is hugging her. He finds he doesn't want to let go. Which is... Probably gonna be an issue. Given her state of dress... but... ]

Have you been out of atmo before?

[forcevisions]

Never.

[ A flicker of a smile touches her lips, shy still, shaken by what had just happened. She's not ready to go back to normalcy and ease quite yet. There's so much there. ]

What would happen if your mother or Skywalker found out?

[ Something furrows in her brow. She recalls the sense that was coming across the bond, from his mind, just before Han interrupted them. It's … puzzling. In general, Ben's feelings aren't quite adding up for her. She doesn't know what to make of him, so she just says — ]

Couldn't you just correct them? You don't ... [ feel that way. ] It's not like that.

[vaderstan]

[ How to dance this delicate line of "I know you don't have parents so you wouldn't understand" because he's not gonna phrase it like that. She'll figure it out soon enough. ]

Luke will understand more than my mother. Her feelings on the Force are a bit more complicated. [ Hello, my name is Leia Organa and my father tortured me. And watched my home planet and my Actual father blown to an asteroid field. I have some issues with the Force. ] Either way, the story my father would relay wouldn't put a great spin on it.

[ 'AND SHE WAS ABOUT TO KISS HIM STRAIGHT ON THE LIPS. IN MY SHIP. I'M NOT READY TO BE A GRANDFATHER.' ]

[forcevisions]

But you can just tell them he misunderstood.

[ She's riding that line hard now, feeling oddly like she is cornering him with it when in actuality she is just searching for the truth. So far, he has given her an inconsistent impression. He has corrected his father, but wanted to be close to her. He has whispered about kissing her, then gone cold and accepted without complaint her separation from him for the night. ]

[vaderstan]

[ REY YOU ARENT EVEN FUCKING YET AND YOU ARE HOLDING HIS FEET TO THE FIRE. And really THE MORE THEY STAY LIKE THIS THE MORE HES REALIZING


MAYBE....


HIS DAD IS A LITTLE JUSTIFIED. ]

My family kept the fact that my grandfather was Darth Vader from me for 24 years of my life. They're... protective. [ And now he's realizing she could misinterpret that as Her being an issue. Which it's not about her really. ] And they'll over react because I haven't-- [ ?????????????????? Now he's feeling even more lame. And... also realizing that- saying this kind of... makes it ... a Thing Thing?????????? Oh no. ] -- been involved with anyone. So they blow things out of proportion.

[ Like-- he's not sure if this is a thing. Or if she wants it to be a thing... or if HE wants it to be a thing. But. Like. He doesn't want to be apart from her. and he almost let her kiss him and


This is really. Hard. He thought he was smarter than this tbh. ]

[forcevisions]

[ He hasn't? But the kissing and the dating. She searches his expression, pulling back slightly to look up at him in case he forgot that her shoulders are completely bare and the blanket is slipping down the curve of her smooth if unremarkable breasts. In case he forgot that her cheeks were slightly flushed still with her efforts at alone time. ]

Right.

[ That still feels like a non-answer. Obviously he doesn't want to get into it, for whatever reason. ]

I'm sorry about before. I didn't know that you'd … feel that.

[vaderstan]

[ HEY HE DIDNT SYA HE HASNT KISSED AND DATED, JUST HE HASNT BEEN SERIOUS ENOUGH TO TALK TO HIS PARENTS ABOUT IT





but yeah no he's a big virgin. Watch out rey. He's gotta kill you to keep his streak going.

He just-- NOW SHE'S LOOKING AT HIM AND TALKING ABOUT IT- No Ben. No. You can't just take her in the refresher and solve this issue quickly. NO. Like. Especially because she didn't actually Confirm this was a thing. She just Acknowledged that this arrangement is awkward for them




I fucking hate you. DIE A VIRGIN. ]

It's fine. Now we know. [ And knowledge isn't even a quarter of this battle. JusT KISS HER YOU DUMBSHIT. ] You should get dressed and come to the cock pit.

[ Or change subjects so you stop thinking about fucking her in the shower. that works too. ]

[forcevisions]

It's not fine.

[ Her brow furrows, dissatisfied with this reply. She's not letting him slip out of it that quickly. ]

At least, I don't know about you, but I'm not fine with it. [ 'It' here being the implied vow of celibacy they should both obviously take where they don't touch themselves for risk of putting the other in a compromising position OR making the other realize that they are having some private time alone. ]

What should we ... do? It can't just be fine that that happens all the time. I mean, should we warn each other?

[vaderstan]

[ REY HE IS STILL STRUGGLING TO DEAL WITH THIS GODDAMMIT HES TRYING TO GIVE YOU A GRACEFUL EXIT. HE WAS EVEN HALF TURNED TO LEAVE AND NOW HE JUST HAS to turn back around and face her. ]

You can narrow the connection so your thoughts and feelings don't transmit as easily. [ He won't add that he had to start learning how to do that more and more around her age for.



The same(ish) reasons. (Thank gOD??? Leia couldn't feel it as vividly as he just had but....) ] It's the same as everything else I've taught you. Quieting your mind and imagining yourself closing it off.

[ Or just grab his dick Rey. Or sit on his face. ]

the world's shortest tag for emphasis

[forcevisions]

Is that what you do?

[ Rey's just a girl standing in front of a boy asking how he masturbates. ]

can you hear ben solo screaming internally from galaxies away?

[vaderstan]

[ -------- shorter tag for better emphasis. ]

What did you think was going on in my head a minute ago?

yes

[forcevisions]

Embarrassment.

[ She identifies that clearly enough. ]

Panic. Confusion.

[ Impressions, mostly. She doesn't want to point out what little she picked up on beyond that. She's afraid that it's her own projection, not something genuinely of his mind. Not with certainty, at least. ]

Dear Rey. U r still naked.

[vaderstan]

[ Well one thing is for certain.

He's not gonna show the filthy shit that was in his head to her right now cause that leads to Chris Hansen. ]

You didn't see all of it because I cut you off from part of it.

[ The filthy, explicit, pushing his fingers into her and making out with her as water drenched his clothes and hair part of his mind. ]

she sure is

[forcevisions]

[ Part of it. Which means that maybe it was him, and part of it had leaked through. Those impressions. The desire. The imagined wet sounds, the feeling of skin on skin, the hot breath. She searches his face, a flutter in her chest as she asks — ]

What did you cut me off from?

[ It's putting her back where she was in bed earlier, undoing the interruption, the figurative cold bucket of water dumped by Han.

He's made it clear, almost explicitly, that this can't happen. Not on Han's ship, not under his nose. But that doesn't mean she can't ask the question. ]

DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT

[vaderstan]

[ --She keeps doing this. She keeps doing this and he keeps trying to put up signs like NO THIS IS A BAD IDEA AND THEN SHE JUST BOWLS THEM DOWN AND KEEPS DOING IT HARDER. ]

If I show you, will you get into clothes? [ AND END THIS MADNESS. HOW LONG HAS SHE BEEN NOT DRESSED WITH HER AROUSAL COVERED FINGERS ON HIM??????????













also this is not the way to handle this situation but he's a desperate man right now ]

there are many things she could do about it be careful what u wish 4

[forcevisions]

That depends what you show me.

[ There's something savage and wild in the expression she wears when she tells him this. Her eyes dart around his face, tracing every twitch of muscle. She is getting the feeling, now, that he does not want her in clothes. And that is the trouble, isn't it? But she's still not sure — not completely sure.

So she is still invested in him showing her. Something indisputable. Proof, maybe. She adjusts her grip on the blanket. ]

If I don't get into clothes, I'll lock myself in the refresher or the crew's quarters until I'm ready to put some on. You won't have to look at me. [ But he might have to feel her. Already her thighs clench with anticipation. ]

DO. SOMETHING. ABOUT IT. (FYI My mom called me in the middle of this tag to talk about saving money)

[vaderstan]

[ This is the dumbest shit. this is the dumbest shit he's gotten involved in so far. His lips press together and he's sure this fire she's trying to touch is going to burn them both. But it's waaaaaaay too late for that now. Far too late for reasonable action.

He reaches to grasp the hand still at his waist, tracing the arm to the fingers and links their fingers. Yes. The fingers she was about to stuff inside of her. The arousal slick fingers.

Those fingers. ]

Okay.

[ And this will be the moment he sends the image over. Her pressed against the wall of the refresher as water drips over them. His body practically shielding hers as he crowds her entirely. Two fingers are pressed inside of her as his thumb works over her clit. And she would be making noise-- but his mouth is firmly sealed over hers. Devouring any whimpering moan that comes out.

Once he pulls it back, his fingers are clenched around hers tight and cheeks are flushed bright. ]

Good?

[ BEN SOLO. NO. ]

you asked for this

[forcevisions]

[ It's a vivid picture. The details are wrong. In part because it's his image, and she is not herself in it, but him. Broad shoulders and lumbering over her own form, which is too filled out in some places and too thin in others.

Her eyes are wide, her lips parted and wet and her breath heavy as she stares up at him, hungering for more of it as he snatches it away. The hand in hers tells her that his fingers are bigger than hers, will better satisfy. The picture he paints tells her that he knows his way around her body despite his professed lack of experience. ]

Good.

[ Her voice is a rasp, scratching over her throat. Thick with desire. She wants it. The slick of her arousal sticks to her thighs, pooling out of her. It's never been so overwhelming, so distracting. Her fingers twitch in his, ready to succumb to the desire to pull him closer, to —

She lets go instead. Of his hand. Of one side of her sheet.

It exposes her body to him, tanned and freckled and smooth, but for the hair that blankets her legs and forms a patch that makes an imitation of modesty by obscuring the apex of her thighs like it's just some shadowed area. The rosy peaks of her nipples have hardened — from cold or from arousal, it's not quite clear. She would have to take a guess, herself.

She doesn't linger. She pulls the sheet over one arm and brushes past him towards the crew quarters, heading inside, as she had promised. Either to clothe herself again or to take care of the problem he has created for her — unclear which, just now. ]

I did. It's wonderful.

[vaderstan]

[ His brain just. Stops. Like He wasn't asking for full frontal nudity and yet there it was. Underage and just. Skin.

So much of it.

His mouth is dry and Like He's been holding back hormones and boners but his dick is like

"Please. Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease?????" And so he does the smart thing and sort of just. Steps behind her. Because oh god there's so much teenage ass there but if he has to see full frontal nudity again he's losing it. Let's not even talk about touching her right now. ]

I can help.

[ This has gone from sorta maybe a thing to "oh my god this is a Lot of a thing" ]

they made it so long

[forcevisions]

You showed me.

[ The fact that he follows her honestly comes as a surprise. She turns around once she's in the crew quarters. She's never been stark fucking naked in front of someone before, surprise, so she's having a hard time not reaching to cover herself up. But she's committed to this. Her cheeks and ears are slightly pink with the effort of maintaining it. It's just a body. They've seen each other's minds. This is nothing. ]

I thought you wanted me to put on clothes.

[ She doesn't sit down on the bunk, not just yet. The door is still open and some part of her mind is screaming in a panic, telling her to get him inside to close the door lest Han and Chewie come back and all those terrible consequences he had mentioned come to pass. But she bites down on it.

No. They wouldn't push her out. No, they wouldn't put her on another ship. ]

Only because Ben Solo was being an actual good boy but the force and rey got him fucked up

[vaderstan]

[ Yeah he's not concerned about chewie or his dad.

Chewie knows exactly what's going on and is like "yeah like we're stopping that. And he's not That concerned about the age difference. Wookiees are more relaxed about this shit (I'm making this up but i mean plz). Han........................... was just mind controlled and still thinks his son is being Decent but is fooling himself.

Ben is just-- taking a breath and finally taking those last few steps into the room and the door swishes shut behind him and-- ]

What do you want?

he MIND CONTROLLED HIS DAD

[forcevisions]

[ Her shoulders heave with the effort of her breath as soon as the door shuts behind him. It feels final, that hydraulic click, like they have made some kind of secret deal. She wets her lips, looking him over. She hardly has the vocabulary for what she wants, couldn't even imagine it properly as he had. What she understood in feelings and instincts, he had fully actualized.

He's older, of course. And he hasn't been isolated on a desert planet. Probably she could have bartered for holoporn. Probably it would have been a waste of portions when she got by just fine without. ]

Help.

[ She affirms this despite her fears. He's thinking of those things, surely. He's considering it.

At this point Rey crawls onto the bunk. She sits with her knees extended to one side at first, as though lounging on top of the bunk, then resettles to sit up straight and properly with her knees bent over the edge of it and her heels together on the floor. Yeah, that's better.

Or worse? Not attractive, surely. Her breasts aren't anything much to look at, and what else can he see like this? But she can't just get started. ]

How — [ She looks him over, hungry and nervous. It takes another attempt to frame what she really wants to ask. ] Should I sit like this? I usually lay back.

I said **WAS** BEING A GOOD BOY

[vaderstan]

[ He's going to Jedi hell. Surely. Definitely.

Oh well. If he's going he might as well enjoy the ride down. And this is just all so perverse and weird-- what ever. THIS IS FINE. He steps forward, making his way past the clothes she's strewn on the floor and all of his inhibitions. ]

First thing's first. [ That's murmured softly before he leans over her and cups her face in his hands and presses his mouth to hers. Rey may sex it up in a moment but he's gentle but firm and HE'S NOT ABOUT TO DIDDLE HER WITHOUT GIVING HER A FIRST KISS OKAY. ]

WELL IT DIDN'T LAST LONG ENOUGH

[forcevisions]

[ She doesn't expect it. Somehow, she should have, but she hadn't expected it. It's soft and enveloping and it's a dangerous path to go down because this intimacy is different than the offer of a service rooted in arousal. This is … affection.

A soft, approving noise comes from the back of her throat, lost against his mouth. She wants more but doesn't know what to reach for, and so the kiss remains chaste, but harder. Firmer. Her hand slides up around to the back of his neck to pull him into it. ]

HOW LONG WOULD LONG ENOUGH HAVE BEEN (4-5 years)

[vaderstan]

[ One day she'll note that carnal intimacy is completely wrapped up in affection for him. He's he one getting turned on by her smiles and hand touching. He really feels like the weirdo at this point, but it's devoured by the feeling of their lips brushing together. Like they're completing a circuit.

He pulls back to breathe-- just for a moment before he kisses her again and again and eventually those chaste kisses dissolve to something else. He nudges her to lean back on to the bunk just as his teeth nip lightly at her lower lip and he runs his tongue across the seam of her mouth. Asking for entrance as he pulls both of his legs up on the bed to kneel over her, but not straddle her. Once he gets up there his hand will dare to touch her body and skim lower over her skin. There'd be more attention paid to the process but he's just-- distracted by her mouth right now. His fingers, however, will manage to find that wiry patch of hair and slowly start to press between her legs. ]