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[vaderstan]

Ben Solo
Kylo Ren

The protein shakes, where are they?

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GENERAL PROMPTS

Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)

Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation

Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity

Ben Solo Pre-First Order

Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek

Jedi Hippie camp with Luke

BEN AND HIS FAMILY

👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why

Becoming his father's son

Also being just like his mother

AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE

Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her

Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force

Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben

Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.

Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI

Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes

Rebuilding the Jedi Order

Post War Threads

Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later

Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious

Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise

SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down

If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME

Hand touching

I love you. I know.

Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)

Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo

Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT

FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT

Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans

REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL

CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE

Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.

Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.

Visiting Ahch'to together

Empress Rey

Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order

Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances

Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno

Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me

Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep

Public Sex

Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.

CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS

I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is

AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)

I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious

Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it

God I will add more later. Really just tag me.

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YES

text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.

ous/ au/ all us tbh

previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.

EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT

FLUFF

contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up

Angst

redemption arcs

intense emotionally heavy threads

Smut

general

hurt comfort

Kylo or Rey getting injured

Kylo being a huge fucking brat.

if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!

NO

Rape.

Dull RP.

Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.

Me doing the work of moving a scene along

rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)

scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.

gender/sexuality play.

degradation involving racism or ablism.

power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.

AUs with no information

OCs with no information

Maybe

Dub con

torture

killing

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APPEARANCEINFOHERE

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Mental health

I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.

I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.

I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)

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literally fucked kylo so hard he turned into a woman ig

[purpose]

[ Why would she be asking if she didn't hope there would be a second time? In Rey's mind, it's a stupidly illogical question, and she has no qualms about that judgment appearing on her expression. Her nose scrunches as she reels back by an inch, gawping at him as though he's sprouted a second head. ]

I asked you first.

[ Above all else, she doesn't want to be involved with him if he plans to go along with it only because of her desires, and that's precisely how he's made it sound to her. Someone help these two idiots. ]

No she just made a man out of him

[vaderstan]

[ ???????????????????????????? HES GETTING THIS MISUNDERSTANDING FIRST AND--


ITS KIND OF HILARIOUS. HE'S AVOIDING A LITANY OF ASSHOLE COMMENTS THAT COME TO MIND. THERE'S JUST. TONS THERE. MANY OF THEM. He won't pick any of them because he's smart and tuckered out from... well. Not just the fucking but everything. Ignore the slight grin on his face. ]

Yes, if you enjoyed fucking me then I will gladly fuck you again.

w all the strength of a great typhoon

[purpose]

[ "Gladly". She should be focusing on the relief that pours through her now that she knows with undeniable clarity that he means to have her more than once rather than toss her aside like a used rag, but it falls temporarily to the wayside in the face of his smug, irritating grin. What an asshole.

She sniffs, indignant and prideful, and begins to lift herself fully from his cock. It's difficult to look affronted when his come is leaking down legs that still seem to shake when she stands, but she doesn't let that deter her from trying. ]

I'll think about it.

[ At the very least, she can pretend he has to work for it, that she doesn't immediately want to jump his bones again. She aims for nonchalance as she turns her back to him, hobbling her way over to her satchel to begin pulling out the rations she'd stowed away. ]

man if the most beautiful and rare blossoms come from adversity then kylos advanced level pretty

[vaderstan]

[ That grin softens into something else as she walks.... hobbles away. He feels it bloom in his chest and clamps down on anything that wants to tumble from his mouth. Now isn't the time. She still seems a little spooked and rightfully so-- this was an insane turn around. There's no promise that this won't turn sour for her in an instant and-- quite honestly he isn't ready to promise that. Not because of what he wants, but because of the very fact he's not sure how to process what happened.

He sits up on their pile of blankets and roots around a near by bag of supplies she brought, the same one which contained their clothes and-- ah good. A few towels. Old and mostly useless, but he can at least mop up the mess from his mouth and dick before he rights his pants again. He sets it aside for Rey to use as he just-- bundles himself in blankets. Burrowing. The chill is hitting him now that Rey's not on top of him.

Whenever she starts back he'll open up the blanket cocoon he's made for her to come nestle in and also gesture to the designated Cum Rag.

He has questions. Questions that do need answers, but-- right now he doesn't want to ask them. This is a temporary spell, he's sure. He doesn't want to break it. ]

the biggest rarity

[purpose]

[ The thoughts tumbling through his mind elude her. Their connection is still tenuous at best — a repercussion from the drug that had been circulating his system, no doubt — for her to skim the surface, assess and read him, whether it's intentional or unconscious prodding. She comes away with the vague sense that they're there, rattling around his skull, but doesn't make any attempt to intrude further.

Maybe her moment away from him will prove beneficial. She assumes it should, slow to return as if the seconds away from him will grant some illusion of privacy for his musings. When she does, it's with one ration pack in tow — for Ben and Ben alone. She's already eaten her share for the day; if they want their supplies to last them, they'll have to conserve what they can. ]

Here.

[ Unceremoniously, she plants it on his bare chest. In her movements, the rag catches her attention. Oh. Rey looks vaguely embarrassed as she snatches it up, running up the length of her thigh to wipe it away, and holding it between her legs for a few moments. ]

There's no point, [ she decides, uncaring if she's vulgar when she adds: ] It's just going to keep leaking out, anyway.

[vaderstan]

[ He's not too bothered when she slides back in, grabbing the ration from her and starting to tear into it. Not a five-star meal but he won't complain. ]

You can set it under you.

[ Or just grab your undies, but he's not entirely sure which she's more comfortable with? He just knows she doesn't want to sit on crusty cum blankets. No one wants that. Whenever she makes her decision and gets in range he'll tug her closer to him before starting on a calorie bar.


Ugh. He forgot how bad these were. ]

[purpose]

[ She has no idea where her underwear has landed in the chaos, let alone the motivation to wriggle out from beneath the blankets and brave the cold chill. The rag will have to suffice. ]

It's not that bad, [ she mumbles into the meat of his bicep as his disgust fills the room, and then shifts to press her cheek to his chest, blatantly stealing his body heat. While she lacks the energy for a roll of her eyes, her tone is the vocal equivalent. She's never met anyone so — dainty as Ben Solo, a man who turns his nose up at rations that taste far better than bland portions. The very notion is boggling to Rey; struggling to earn what meager meals she could has given her an appreciation for whatever scrap of edible food she can find. ] And it's all we have for now. Get used to it.

[ If nothing else, the island has resources Skywalker had capitalized on. Maybe they can do the same once they've learned the land for themselves. ]

[vaderstan]

[ JFC He's getting lectured and he hasn't even said anything, just made a vague look of not entirely enjoying the thing. ]

It's fine. [ Which is just such a Woman thing to say. STOP BEN SOLO. ] I wasn't expecting gourmet food.

[ Really the biggest advantage of being Snoke's apprentice and then the Supreme Leader was that you had first dibs on meals. And even the rations he was served were far superior to anything that the storm troopers or the Resistance would have on hand.

But yeah. He didn't come with her for the food. lbr. ]

[purpose]

[ "It's fine", he says, after pulling faces at his calorie bar. Unconvinced, she cracks open an eye and tilts her head back in order to confront him with a pointed look. Ben Solo, prissiest ever. ]

If it's fine, then stop looking at it like that.

[ She nudges him with her elbow, but it's a harmless little jab before she settles back in. Please stop interrupting her attempts to melt into brainless mush. ]

[vaderstan]

[ He makes a noise that approximates to "I'll look how ever the fuck I want" before resuming chewing the slightly upgraded cardboard. He kinda wonders how she could be comfortable laying right there against his chest as he just sat there chewing. Sounds like hell for someone with misophonia, but he's not complaining. Well, about her being close like this. About the rations. Yes. We've established that.

That said, he'll grab another from the pack and start on that one as well. Truthfully, his appetite's shut down a bit. He still doesn't entirely feel like eating, at this point it's more because he knows he needs to eat.

Chewing and swallowing and-- you know... ] We probably should get dressed. The caretakers don't seem to care for us much already.

[ He's like... wondering if they just hate humans. When really it's more Rey and Luke in particular who they are Against. ]

[purpose]

[ She still has his come running out of her, and he's already talking about dressing. With reasoning that sounds like a shoddy excuse to her, no less. Maybe she'd misunderstood what fucking her must have meant for him if he's so hasty about shaking her from his side so the both of them can right themselves and... return back to where they had been before this had happened. Or so she's assuming, anyway.

Whatever the case, it feels like avoidance. Avoidance of her, specifically, and the lingering intimacy of post-sex contact. Her face falls into a frown, dejected, as she moves to sit up. One hand clutches the blanket to her chest not for modesty's sake, but a lacking desire to be naked and vulnerable in his presence now. ]

Fine.

[ It's as flat as she can make it as she rolls away and stands to start gathering her clothing where they've flung it around the hut. ]

[vaderstan]

[ ???? HES CONFUSED SHE GOT UP SO QUICKLY. AND IS NOW ANNOYED. ANd- well as it turns out sex does not resolve all insecurities, conflicts, and issues immediately (not that he thought that), but---

When she rolls away he will reach out to grab at her hand or fingers or whatever he can reach and if she turns and looks at him



It's full on kicked puppy look. I'm sorry, Rey. You brought this on yourself. Just like he's brought everything on himself. ]

What am I doing wrong?

[ He's rly trying and this is a hard time for him esp because his mental and emotional facilities are understandably fried and at their limit atm ]

[purpose]

[ His hand snags on the very ends of her fingertips, but it has the desired effect of halting her. She's slow to turn to him, and even slower in meeting his eyes. ]

You're not doing anything wrong.

[ No deceit exists in those words. It's hardly his fault that he isn't interested in more than a physical connection. Or — not strictly a physical connection, she supposes, but one that doesn't go beyond amicable terms. ]

If this was only about fucking, you should have told me.

[ That would have been better than indirect cues, at least. Still, there's no anger there, only a gaping disappointment she can't control. ]

[vaderstan]

[ ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????













look at this man.















he is so confused.

Kicked puppy look is still in effect. ]

I didn't want anyone to walk in on you naked. [ Which sounds kinda weird and preachy on it's own but--- ] I want this-- [ Gestures to her cum-filled well-fucked state-- ] for myself.

[ Also he is not aware of said Fish Bird Nuns squawking at them to get up, but he is aware of the squawking that happened at other hours and that just


Doesn't seem like a great way to wake up.


With nuns. Screaming at your naked form. With cum dripping down your thighs. ]

[purpose]

[ Because you're ashamed? she nearly accuses, but that — doesn't make sense with the image she has of him. If he was ashamed of what they've shared, he wouldn't have held himself to the promise of next time, wouldn't have looked her in the eye while he was inside of her.

No, that isn't it. The only other plausible explanations verge on needless worry, or a possessive greed, neither of which make sense to her when they're surrounded by the caretakers of an ancient Jedi village. He isn't the only one in this equation that's tremendously puzzled. ]

They're not going to see anything with a blanket in the way.

[ ??? Obviously. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Rey




When has kylo not been a possessive little shit???

Also we are both still so confused about why you think this would just be about sex only I'm dyin tbh.

And like. He's a little like: You realize the Jedi were supposed to be Celibate and Maybe they'd have issue with us fucking in their huts and MAYBE I'M ALSO WORRIED ABOUT THEM KICKING YOU OUT WHEN YOU DONT DESERVE IT?????????

But that just involves a whole lot of Jedi literature and belief systems and different sects and the fact that Luke was attempting to break from those traditions which just sounds like an obnoxious history lesson no one is asking for. ]

I'm worried about your comfort. Not your nudity.

[ If you are fine with angry fish nuns. He will be fine as well.





but probably put on more clothes because he'll get cold otherwise. ]

[purpose]

[ In due time, she'll realize how deep the well of his possessiveness is. For now, it's nothing more than a construct, an idea that she dismisses once he clarifies. Her comfort ??? She doesn't see the correlation between her comfort and her current nudity, no matter how she strives to mentally make sense of it.

— No. It still isn't making an iota of sense to her, though that may have something to do with how uncaring she is if they happen to see a slip of a naked shoulder and deduce what's confirmed. What reasons does she have to feel shame? ]

Why wouldn't I be comfortable?

[ No, honestly. This isn't computing for her. ]

[vaderstan]

[ This confirms that Rey was raised by wolves. Dear god. Seriously lady. When trying to be thoughtful backfires tbh. ]

I know others who wouldn't be.

[ many. many. others. But he's not here to make her feel as though she's strange. ]

It was a bad assumption on my part. I'm sorry.

[ Gently. Tugging her back. He's sorry okay rey??? :C ]

[purpose]

[ Don't insult her parents — sand and more sand, respectively — like that. Why? is on her tongue again as she stumbles from his tug, but once seated on the edge next to him, something else he's implied catches her attention. ]

There have been others?

[ Her eyebrows shoot up toward her hairline. She had assumed as much of his sexual history, but... she still doesn't want to hear it, and yet can't stop herself from pressing on that bruise. ]

[vaderstan]

[ REY YOU ARE TRIPPING INTO A LOT OF HAIRY SUBJECTS RIGHT NOW. ]

I've lived with other people. [ Can you imagine Leia or Han being cool with wandering around openly naked? No.

Luke and Lando were other stories and dear god he probably has stories to tell about THAT.

But you know



Not before Rey Realizes What Mistake She's Made-- Because he sort of diverts his gaze and- ]

There hasn'-- wasn't--

[ Shit. This is harder than he thought it should be. Like. He's not sure how one should explain that they lost their virginity to Hux??? And Hux taking it from him.


jesus rey. Jesus-- ]

[purpose]

Oh.

[ So she's the strange one, then. Unsure what to do with that information, she falls silent.

We don't have to talk about that, [ she interrupts when he continues, stuttering through his incomplete sentences. She isn't equipped for that subject, nor the suffocating discomfort radiating from him, and his meaning is easy to interpret without requesting clarification.

There haven't been others. That much has been made clear to her without prying unnecessarily. She spreads herself back out beneath the blanket, absently picking lint off of its corner to give her idle hands something to occupy themselves with. ]

[vaderstan]

[ REYS FEELING AWKWARD AND KYLOS FEELING LIKE A HEAPING PILE OF TRASH RIGHT NOW. THIS IS FINE. I'll just come in with the deep cleaner and try to get out those stains. Y I K E S.

But honestly, he's still feeling like he's done something wrong. Like she wanted to know and he tried to explain and then she got Jumpy about it. HE'S REALLY TRYING. And now he just is sorta sitting there with her unsure of what to do and feeling a little unbalanced????????????

This is a very complicated time in Kylo Ren's life I'm giving him a break for not understanding how to handle this. SLEEP???? CRY???? GO GET YELLED AT BY NUNS????


This is the most frustrating shit. just talk you two dumbshits. ]

[purpose]

[ Exhibit A of two socially stunted individuals trying to navigate rocky conversations. She had presumed digging no deeper would ease his discomfort, but — he's still perturbed. Openly acknowledging it to him would entail touching on the very topic she has avoided for his sake, though; at a crossroads, she presses her lips together and lapses into uncomfortable, uncertain quiet. ]

The storm should pass by morning.

[ ... Is what she's chosen to say, instead. If she were accustomed to physical affectionate, she might be more skilled at employing it to console another being. But she isn't, and diverting his attention seems like the only reasonable strategy as she rolls over onto her side to face him. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Two socially stunted humans and one who also has a major heaping of Very Recent Trauma which just is Not helping matters. It's doing very much the opposite of helping him right now.

And she's reading him as perturbed which is-- safe to say-- the opposite of what he's feeling. This is what you get for having the greatest resting bitch face in the universe.

So you know. Give him a few long quiet moments before his neediness right now overrides everything else. He'll reach out a hand to tug at hers and quietly: ]

I need you.

[ He's feeling really really Not Great right now and it's hard to identify exactly why and he's not entirely in the right mind to deal with it properly.


I mean not like he could before. but.



Right now it's even Worse. ]

[purpose]

[ Contrary to any belief he has, she knows that he doesn't truly need her. In time, he may come to understand the resilience she has witnessed within him. That's her hope for him, at the very least, though she doesn't give voice to that thought now. His scars are still too fresh for it to be heard with any clarity, and she has no desire to undermine his request.

She obliges, molding herself to his side like a clingy barnacle. ]

You have me. [ And, while she had thought it was implied, she adds in a low murmur: ] I'm not going anywhere.