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[vaderstan]

Ben Solo
Kylo Ren

The protein shakes, where are they?

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GENERAL PROMPTS

Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)

Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation

Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity

Ben Solo Pre-First Order

Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek

Jedi Hippie camp with Luke

BEN AND HIS FAMILY

👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why

Becoming his father's son

Also being just like his mother

AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE

Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her

Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force

Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben

Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.

Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI

Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes

Rebuilding the Jedi Order

Post War Threads

Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later

Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious

Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise

SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down

If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME

Hand touching

I love you. I know.

Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)

Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo

Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT

FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT

Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans

REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL

CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE

Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.

Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.

Visiting Ahch'to together

Empress Rey

Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order

Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances

Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno

Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me

Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep

Public Sex

Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.

CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS

I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is

AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)

I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious

Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it

God I will add more later. Really just tag me.

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YES

text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.

ous/ au/ all us tbh

previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.

EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT

FLUFF

contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up

Angst

redemption arcs

intense emotionally heavy threads

Smut

general

hurt comfort

Kylo or Rey getting injured

Kylo being a huge fucking brat.

if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!

NO

Rape.

Dull RP.

Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.

Me doing the work of moving a scene along

rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)

scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.

gender/sexuality play.

degradation involving racism or ablism.

power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.

AUs with no information

OCs with no information

Maybe

Dub con

torture

killing

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APPEARANCEINFOHERE

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Mental health

I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.

I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.

I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)

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athena always think she is being bullied when she is the truest bully

[vaderstan]

[ He sucks at the slick evidence of her arousal, it's tangy and salty and honestly he doesn't give a fuck what it tastes like because it's her. It's all her and her reaction to him????


Still not sure if he believes it or not but

Whatever. He isn't thinking on that too hard right now. Especially not with her heel at his back and-- if she squints hard enough she'll catch the smile he gives. It's barely there and brief, but it's clear he's endeared by her absolute inability to contain herself around him.

Well, he doesn't want to keep her waiting, okay that's a lie, but he doesn't want to make her wait so long that she implodes. He presses his mouth to her gently at first, a soft exploratory kiss before he runs his tongue across her cunt. He's not slow to be infuriating, but wanting to know her reactions. Dark eyes study her as his hands come to rest on her thighs, holding her in place as he learns her. Only after a few slow kisses and licks will he find her clit-- running the warm muscle of his tongue across it before slowly sucking at the sensitive nub. ]

i fell asleep and woke up to screaming cowboys

[purpose]

[ His tongue dips into her with all of the deliberate thoroughness she's reserved for examining equipment, teaching herself via trial and error. He's learning her, she's noticed, tracing each detail with broad strokes of his tongue. With an eager studiousness she wouldn't have expected anyone to apply to her, no less, like he's determined to educate himself on what pleases her — what earns the most visceral, unconstrained reaction.

She knows the most efficient approach approach for getting herself off — two fingers shoved carelessly inside of her and a frantic thumb rubbing over her clit, determined to achieve release simply so she can sleep — but she doesn't know where to lead his mouth, either, when she's never experienced anything like it. In the end, it's a mutual lesson, a moment of discovery that spurs on surprised gasps and jerking jolts of her legs.

But nothing so extreme as the full-bodied shudder that accompanies the warm suction at her clit, swollen and sensitive and throbbing against the slippery roll of his tongue across its hood. The moan that erupts from her is indecent, drowning out the hissing crackle of the fire. ]

There, [ she gasps, awestruck, and snags his curls around her knuckles to award him an impassioned pull that can only mean more. Her whole cunt clenches, hard, against nothing in response. She whimpers at the emptiness of it and twists her hips up, sounding impossibly, pathetically needier when she discovers her thighs are locked into position. ] Do that again.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

[vaderstan]

[ An impatient beasty for sure-- but he doesn't mind. Tugging at his hair is ConFusing? BuT Still A Kink. So. He'll just have to work through that shit right now. Also you better play with it later Rey. Gosh.

He works diligently and continues to press his lips and tongue to her clit, a passionate assault on her senses and thank fucking god the storm is loud outside. The noise she makes is dampened by it and the fish nuns will probably not hate them for this Specifically. But you know. Everything else. But he's able to tap into her thoughts and-- Okay cool. He can try that.

A slow careful movement of his hands and one finger will breech her entrance, he doesn't want to hurt her but bring her to her edge. A few steady pumps to test how she stretches and writhes in response and he'll add a second finger, slowly stretching them inside of her, curling them and looking to find the spot inside of her. ]

i can hear it in my head every time you write "AHHHHH" now

[purpose]

[ His fingers are a tight fit, but she's slick enough that one slides in without resistance — and then the next, making her hiss as she feels herself spread apart and his knuckles sink further. The wet sound it makes should turn her flush from shame, but it only entices her arousal to hear how soaked she is around his fingers, leaking out onto his palm and dripping onto the makeshift duvet under her. ]

So good. [ She exhales, back arching as high as it can go to strain toward his thrusting hand, the brush of his tongue. She sounds drunk on her arousal, dazed and delirious, but she's too struck with the urge to tell him how it feels, how good he is for her. ] It's so good. You're so good.

[ But her rambling praise is punctuated by the shrillness of a whimper, legs going tight with tension even as her eyes widen. Oh. Oh, that's new, but she shouldn't be surprised that Ben has taught her something about herself she hadn't known herself. Her body shakes like she's going to tremble out of her skin, out of her bones, like it doesn't know how to compute the feeling. ]

Ben —

[ It's meant to warn him that she's so precariously close to coming (and so prematurely, at that), but it's too late for that. Color bursts behind her eyelids, white-hot, and her hands fly up to bunch the sheets around her to prevent herself from ripping his hair from his scalp in too far gone ecstasy. And then she's crying out choked noises not even a moment later, the muscles in her cunt pulsing around his fingers like they're trying to pull them deeper, keep them inside to fill her up. ]

Its the only thing you should hear ever. especially when it comes to dolls

[vaderstan]

[ She's beautiful and falling apart for him. Quivering and keening for him. Almos completely beside herself in pleasure. He curls his fingers in a 'come hither' motion inside of her, continues to kiss at her clit until she's peaked-- clenching around his fingers and trembling so delicately. And once her climax hits her, he'll work her through it pulling away to kiss at her thighs as he slowly removes his fingers. Giving her a moment to breathe before hefting her legs off of his shoulders and down around his hips-- here he'll lean in to kiss her briefly. ]

Are you okay?

especially with the dolls you take apart like a serial killer

[purpose]

[ Orgasm has dulled the edge of her arousal, but she whines at the loss, regardless. Insatiable even still, she debates grabbing his wrist to encourage him to continue. Before she can wrap her fingers around the bone, he's climbed the length of her body, mouth glistening in a way that's entirely too distracting.

Mouth glistening with her. Something primal and possessive growls in triumph deep in her chest, prompts her to raise herself to her elbows and flick her tongue along the seam of his lips, cleaning up the mess she's made of him. ]

Mm. [ That's what amounts to a "yes" from a freshly fucked Rey. She trails her palms along his clothed chest, skimming down toward his ribs, like she can't quite decide where she wants to touch him. ] Why did you stop?

[ He has clearly underestimated her newly discovered sexual appetite. Rookie mistake. ]

I WONT DO THAT TO MULAN.

[vaderstan]

[ There's a huff of air that leaves him, something close to a laugh. Just. Wow okay, you've defeated him again. Cool. He's actually good with it this time. ]

Because I don't want to completely tire you out.

[ He says. Like a complete brat.


But also completely confident that he could completely tire her out if he wanted to. He thinks he's proven himself more than capable given how fast he got her to unwind.

His hands go to the hem of his top and.... he can't help but think why did they even get changed in the first fucking place? Like wow. He coulda just stayed naked-- she coulda stayed naked. but. whatever. Top is off. Enjoy the sight, Rey. Especially as one of his hands skims down through course hair and between her legs and starts gently pressing along her folds and along her cunt. ] Do you want me to keep going?

YOU SAY THAT NOW

[purpose]

You couldn't.

[ She says, equally a brat in the utter confidence she exudes. If he chooses to interpret as a challenge, he won't be wrong, but it isn't simply misplaced arrogance that drives her to issue that test of her stamina. He'll be hard-pressed to exhaust her when he's reinvigorated her by revealing that pale expanse of skin, dotted with constellations of moles. Her fingers flit from one to the next, curbing her reflex to just paw at him like a creature possessed.

Deep breaths, Rey. Don't frighten him with too much enthusiasm, even if she aches to grab at the sharp cut to his hips and grind him into the apex of her thighs. She resigns herself to nipping lightly at his jawline instead, gripping onto his biceps to stay upright rather than flopping onto her back the moment his fingers lightly skim her oversensitive cunt.

"Do you want me to keep going", like she wasn't just whinging about him stopping. What an asshole. If that's the game he wants to play — ]

I want you to stretch me out for your cock. So yes, I want you to keep going.

[ From anyone else, that may have been sultry, a provocative purr. From Rey, it's just her usual brand of rough bluntness. ]

IF I CAN MANAGE TO GET MULTIPLES THEN YES FREE GAME

[vaderstan]

[ A chuckle as he starts to work on her. Thumb finding her clit and sliding two fingers in her again, a slow and steady rhythm. ]

You're giving my cock a lot of credit.

[ Awkwardly dancing around the subject that he's fairly sure she hasn't seen him at full mast since she had kept her eyes on his face that night but


You know.

With the Force Bond its possible she's peeked it somewhere else. Who The Fuck knows.

For the record, not bothered by her touching his chest, but she's right to hold back we know where that road leads. But she does get access to the galaxywide. And you know. Honestly to keep her distracted from all that and give her that stretching she is just Demanding right now-- he'll add a third finger to the mix.

頑張てレイさん。 ]

omg leave mulan alone

[purpose]

[ Is she? She can't say with any certainty. Shame hadn't been a common theme for Jakku, but witnessing lewd public acts is a far cry from measuring erect cocks or examining them personally. Understandably, she isn't going to cup him through his pants to satisfy her curiosity about his size, though she does tease her fingers through the thin, dark trail of hair leading from his navel and into his trousers. ]

That's not — [ Her jaw clenches, an exhale hissing sharply through her teeth. The stretch of a third finger verges on painful, stuffing her more full than her small fingers have ever managed, but the burn subsides as her muscles begin to accommodate him. She pulls in a gulp of air, and tries her hand at speaking once more. ] That's not how I meant it.

[ Is he aware of that? Is he just mocking her? Is he that oblivious to her virginity?? ?? ???? She can't discern which is the truth, but if she had to hazard a guess, she would assume he's laughing at her. ]

what if i make her more beautiful tho

[vaderstan]

I know.

[ He's shitting you Rey. He's fairly sure you're a virgin given-- how in each other's minds you both were. And he recognized that bone deep loneliness in many many ways.

He slows his fingers as she catches her breath, he's in no hurry to rush this. She relaxes around him and-- well he's still gonna give her a little more time to make sure she's ready. Especially because he can feel everything through the bond. Especially because... he's sure she felt what he felt and he can feel what she's feeling so


He would like to avoid pain if possible.

Though he feels her hesitancy and he's a v understanding boy. He's jumpy too, he's proven it. He'll lean forward to try and kiss her softly. ]

You can touch me. [ "JUst be careful" goes unspoken, but he is sure is understood. ]

i forgot the subject line again but is anyone surprised by that

[purpose]

[ Of course he knew. Indignant, she glowers up at him, made easier now that his fingers have slowed to a deliberate, patient rhythm. When she decides she can take more, when she feels herself adjusting to the thickness of his fingers inside of her, she pushes her hips down until each of them slide in past the knuckle.

With her head thrown back into the mass of blankets, his lips miss their mark and land on her chin. Rey has to strain her neck to the side to chase after his mouth, capturing it with a succession of sipping, sloppy kisses. And at his mouth is where she lingers, aiming to distract him from the trajectory of her seeking hands. It's the first step to a careful process of easing him into her touch and — most importantly — keeping thoughts of Hux at bay when she palms his cock through his pants.

The pressure is fleeting, fingers brushing over him as a calculated tease. Just as he's learned her, this is her opening to learn him, no matter her divided attention span. Her cunt squeezes around his fingers when her thumb brushes the ridged head of his cock, as if to remind her of its selfish needs — or maybe it's a result of feeling the length of him, imagining how he'll fit inside of her tightness. Whatever it is, she ignores it to peer at him through the fan of her eyelashes, inquisitive and questing for his approval. ]

Like this?

its okay you were distracted by mulan i forgive you

[vaderstan]

[ His breath slows as she explores him. It's gentle and honestly kinda perfect right now. No rough grab or tearing at his clothes which-- he would have been fine with if it had been Rey before, but he's struggling with that now.

So this is good. ]

Perfect.

[ It's deep and low on a breath. Entirely true. He continues solid pumps of his fingers into her, he's able to work them more deeply now. And for this moment he feels safe with her, there's no good way to express that verbally. Not with the jelly of their vocabulary of this moment so-- instead he kisses her. Firmly. It's still sloppy and their mouths bump against each other indelicately, but through it and their bond he tries to express how taken care of he feels. How she's protecting him and he knows and he just


Really Appreciates that right now. ]

she's distracting w her beauty it's true

[purpose]

[ It's the kind of kiss that knocks all of the air from her lungs, all-consuming and edged with desperation. The kind she continues long after her chest is burning with a need for oxygen and her head has gone light and hazy, a little like floating and a lot like — melting, like pouring every ounce of herself into him until it's been scorched away and there's nothing left for her to give. She draws back to heave in a quick breath, an anguished gasp, before her mouth seals itself back against his own with the same ardent passion that suggests she might implode into scattered pieces if she doesn't get to taste him again. ]

I like the way you sound, [ she murmurs with no shortage of sincerity, fingers sliding his zipper open without any rush, sure to brush her thumb along his shaft on its way down.

Maybe it isn't the deep baritone to his breathy praises. Maybe it's the glowing pride in knowing that she's caused them. Maybe it's the overwhelming realization that she's affected him so profoundly with just a few caresses of her fingertips. Maybe it's some combination of all of the above, but Rey doesn't stop to analyze herself. She's too interested in investigating him the same way she's examined sandy blueprints and scattered shipwrecks — keen, narrow-focused and determined. It's better because it's Ben, because she isn't calculating values in her head — how many portions a piece of equipment will net her, what's salvageable and what isn't. She's only interested in what makes his breath hitch the most, the smooth but rigid texture of his hard flesh, how it twitches against her palm.

Her thumb drags through the pre-cum at his head and spreads it across the underside, traveling along the vein until she's reached the base. It's there that her fingers wrap around him and lazily stroke upward, eyes dipping to watch the way her hand fits and squeezes around his shaft, flushed red and hard against his stomach when she releases his cock to still his wrist where it's wedged between her legs. ]

Show me how you do it. [ Her tongue darts out, wetting dry lips. ] How you touch yourself.

Well. She is a girl who has a brain and always speaks her mind

[vaderstan]

[ He's a little surprised because he's been, admittedly, a little quiet, but the encouragement is enough to bolster him for the time being. Especially with the way her cunt spreads open for him and he's fingers aren't meeting the same amount of resistance.

And her touch is so gentle and exploratory-- he has to inhale slowly and quietly once she spreads his precum over his tip and starts to dart along him to learn him. He's just getting into it when she stops his fingers from where they're fucking her and--

Oh well.

A bit of a warm and almost bashful look as he pulls away enough to get a good look at her. ]

I don't do it very often. [ What a thing to admit at a time like this, but he only says it to prep her for the fact that it's-- super boring and there's not a ton of ways she could fuck it up.

He will, carefully, draw his fingers from her (With so much regret) but fortunately, she's soaked him enough that once he wraps his fingers around his shaft and starts to slide it up and down he meets little resistance. And, surprise, this is so much easier with her here considering.............. well you know. Everything. She was the ghost who haunted his masturbatory day dreams. It's an easy and slick glide, with a twitch of his wrist to just get it right where he needs it, occasionally he runs his thumb across the tip but there's not much finesse or grace. It's never really been about that. ]

and beats the shit out of ppl like a badass. aesthetic

[purpose]

It's okay, [ she cajoles. And she means it; after all, she's only ever placed a hand between her legs for the purpose of stress relief, a method to exhaust her into sleeping. Slowly, she lowers herself to the floor so she can observe him tug at his cock above her. She can almost convince her mind to fall into a fantasy, persuade it into believing he's so impatient to slide into her that he has to grip himself to alleviate the ache. ] I want to watch you.

[ Because it's an educational demonstration, yes, but she's fascinated by the twist of his strokes and how his cock glistens where he's coated his shaft in her arousal. She groans aloud at the sight, unabashed by the roaming path her fingers outline along her collarbone and toward her chest. Her fingers roll and pinch the tightened bud of a nipple without mercy, refusing to look away from the filthy sight he's granted her. ]

Do you think about me? [ She tugs harder, whining at her own roughness. Abruptly, her hands slide downward, tracing gentle circles at her abdomen. They seem to drift lower and lower, and lower still, until she has a thumb just barely brushing her clit. It's the alternative to what she truly wants to do, compelled to take him in her mouth and revel in how he tastes of her. ] Do you think about me when you touch yourself?

and is swift as the coursing river

[vaderstan]

[ Let's be real, Rey.. We all know that the impatient one here is your ass, at this point we are all along for the ride.

He snags his lower lip into his mouth once she starts to touch and play with herself, still holding back on the noises his mouth wants to produce. It's an unconscious foothold of control in the situation currently.

A bursting inhale of breath before he answers her ]

Sometimes. [ Again, he never did the deed all that often in the first place and he hardly ever thought of her lewdly. Just the impression of her, of who she was and how she was.

He takes a good long look at her, eyes drifting from where she's touching herself and finally catching her eyes. Mouth parted with soft breaths ]

What about you?

[purpose]

A few times.

[ In the weeks they had been separated by war, by the barrier she had erected between them, the rare times she had allowed herself to give in and cram her hand between her legs. Waking from dreams, flushed and drenched in sweat, hadn't helped — but neither had mauling her clit just to get back to sleep, an empty satisfaction that never lasted.

Her fingers slow to a halt and drift away to the juncture between her hip and inner thigh. ]

I don't do it often.

[ Not so dissimilar from his methods, then. Every other time, it's been a quick venture done without thinking, focused entirely on sensation rather than any stimulating fantasy. Like scratching an itch, truthfully. There isn't anything thrilling about it, she knows, and so she leaves the specifics of it unsaid.

Raising to her elbows, she has to stretch out an arm to reach him, laying her palm over the back of his hand as she joins in his movements. Trying to coax him into allowing her to control his hand, sliding his fingers along his shaft. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Well, you know. It's not like he thought she was whacking it to the thought of him torturing her.



....He'll have a great time figuring out later that Maybe... She's kinda into it.

Yikes tbh.

But once her hand reaches up to cover his, he'll relax his arm and let her glide his hand across his length. He's keeping a controlled facade but this is slowly chipping away at him. the biggest tell being how he leans down over her, eventually his damp hair will brush along her forehead and it becomes more obvious how slow and controlled his breathing is. This all testament to the fact that he's holding back. A lot right now. ]

[purpose]

[ His hair tickles where it grazes her temples, but it's the combination of his steady breathing and controlled stature that motivates her to push it back from his forehead and expose the entirety of his expression to her. Even without the curtain of dark strands barring her view of him, she can't discern if it's too much or too little, if she should stop or continue. Fingers clasping the edge of his jaw, she tries to guide his gaze to her, eyebrows creased in consternation as she scans him for any telltale signs. ]

Are you okay?

[ Welcome to Rey "never holds anything back, ever" of Jakku. It doesn't occur to her that anyone else might have reservations about making their pleasure known, especially when they're alone as they can be in the galaxy. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Ohhh he's fine Rey. Just about to whine because bY gOD juSt KEEP toUCHIng HIm?

Another huffing breath and his eyes close for a moment. Gathering his thoughts and wits together which is really hard when you were just three fingers deep in the object of your desires so plz someone give him a medal. ]

Yeah. [ He nods against her hand and his voice is hoarse as hell. Rough around the edges and she should be getting an idea of how good he is. ] I'm fine.

[ He turns his head so he can press his lips to her palm. An affectionate display of appreciation, he can feel her brimming with energy and want and the fact that she wants to take this at lightspeed and is slowing herself down for him. So here you go. Here's a gift, Rey. ]

I just want you to touch me.

[purpose]

[ Oh. The wrecked quality to his voice shoots heat directly through her, but much as she revels in the rough, overwhelmed scrape to it, it's in direct contrast to how quiet he's been. Naturally, she has to wonder if she's making a fool of herself, clumsily fumbling through the motions, if he's still capable of such astounding self-restraint. Maybe he's only tolerating her exploratory attempts at getting him off, in that case. Determined to improve, she makes a sound of assent and drops her eyes to what she can see of her hand leading his, mimicking the twist to his wrist she'd witnessed earlier. ]

I am touching you.

[ She isn't even hiding the fact that she's being a brat, lips quirking at the technicality. From her position, she can only reach his chin and the underside of his jaw, nipping at it in concession to his want. A touch of a different kind, so to speak. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Oh my god what a brat. If he wasn't already on top he'd be flipping her over on her back right now, what a bratty comment. Excuse him as he juts his chin up and gives her access to his neck and murmurs: ]

How about we trade? [ He's still sounding like pure sex rn but he's managing full sentences. ] Your hand on my cock and my fingers in your cunt?

[ Seems fair tbh. ]

[purpose]

[ Where Ben has avoided marking her, Rey has no such compunctions. The moment his neck arches, she drags her mouth across his pulse point and sucks it into her mouth, painting a trail of purple-red splotches to his shoulder. It isn't a conscious decision, but one driven by instinct and enthusiasm, like a teenager with raging hormones leaving her first hickey. ]

My hand is on your cock.

[ Or her hand is on his hand which is on his cock, to be more precise. Not bothering to hide her amusement, her laughter openly vibrates against the base of his throat. It's suffice to say she's enjoying bartering and bantering with him entirely too much. ]

You'll have to do better than that.

[vaderstan]

[ ??????????????HE THOUGHT HE WAS DOING PRETTY GOOD REY. Then again like. She wants banter but she's also already come and he's officially reaching blue balls territory given how he's had to deliberately slow down his hand and lessen the pressure just to Not bust a nut right now. He's just. HoW dO i PlEaSe ReY???

Shit. He's had enough words. Remember that thought about flipping her over? It's happening. A hand braced around her waist and on her back as he adjusts both of their positions until he's the one with his back flat on the... blanket ridden ground and she's poised over him, hips spread across his thighs.

TAKE FUCKING CHARGE REY. END HIM. HE'S LOOKING LIKE HE NEEDS TO BE ENDED. SPLAYED ACROSS THE FLOOR HAIR TOSSED ABOUT LOOKIN LIKE A SNACK NOW YOU KNOW HOW HE FELT LOOKING AT YOU PLEASE. ]

Better?

[ Breathless, maybe even playful. There's a hint of a rogueish grin there. ]