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[vaderstan]

Ben Solo
Kylo Ren

The protein shakes, where are they?

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GENERAL PROMPTS

Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)

Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation

Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity

Ben Solo Pre-First Order

Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek

Jedi Hippie camp with Luke

BEN AND HIS FAMILY

👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why

Becoming his father's son

Also being just like his mother

AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE

Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her

Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force

Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben

Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.

Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI

Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes

Rebuilding the Jedi Order

Post War Threads

Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later

Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious

Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise

SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down

If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME

Hand touching

I love you. I know.

Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)

Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo

Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT

FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT

Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans

REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL

CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE

Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.

Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.

Visiting Ahch'to together

Empress Rey

Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order

Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances

Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno

Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me

Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep

Public Sex

Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.

CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS

I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is

AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)

I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious

Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it

God I will add more later. Really just tag me.

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YES

text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.

ous/ au/ all us tbh

previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.

EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT

FLUFF

contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up

Angst

redemption arcs

intense emotionally heavy threads

Smut

general

hurt comfort

Kylo or Rey getting injured

Kylo being a huge fucking brat.

if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!

NO

Rape.

Dull RP.

Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.

Me doing the work of moving a scene along

rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)

scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.

gender/sexuality play.

degradation involving racism or ablism.

power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.

AUs with no information

OCs with no information

Maybe

Dub con

torture

killing

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Mental health

I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.

I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.

I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)

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[vaderstan]

[ Oh I semi lied because his hair is gonna drip down on his shirt so.


Also did you pick out one of those damnable space Henleys?

Congrats Rey. ]

Yeah. I'm done.

[ He'll turn and..... Well he can only see her back but he can tell this is going to be super dangerzone already. Holy shit dangerzone Especially with her hair dripping wet and just gonna pick up that thread bare blanket for her and put it over her shoulders before she gets a chance to turn around.

COME UP WITH AN EXCUSE KYLO. ]

You'll catch a cold.

[ NO SHE WILL NOT But i guess that's code for if I see an areola I cannot be held responsible for my need to touch it. ]

[purpose]

[ Did he just???? Throw a blanket on her?? For a split second, she looks as taken aback as she feels — but then she's breathing out a laugh, light and airy. ]

I don't think that's going to be necessary.

[ And, just like that, she's thwarted his half-assed plan to protect modesty she doesn't even possess. The blanket drops from her shoulders as she balls it up in her hands and tosses it toward him. Which is probably shrewd of her, because she's already caught herself trying to stare at his shirt and the way it stretches taut along the broad expanse of his chest. Yup. Here she is, completely in control of her confusing hormones. ]

You're being ridiculous. There's a perfectly good fire right there.

[ That's her way of saying it's a sweet but needless, dumb gesture. If she wants to keep warm, all she has to do is drift closer to the fire pit like she is now, completely oblivious to his dilemma. ]

[vaderstan]

[ ???????????? Oh no oh no this is dangerzone. She's not doing this intentionally but he can see those nips and the curve of her tiny titties and this is?????????

He's feeling bad that he wants them. He's feeling really bad that he wants them so much after what just happened. Like, he was able to control himself before what is wrong with him now is he broKEN?

Cool. coolcoolcool. This is cool. He is cool.

Doesnt know what the fuck to do with this blanket of betrayal besides drop it to the cot. ]

Your hands were cold.

[ SHIT WAIT NO THATS TALKING ABOUT HER TOUCHING HIS CHEST. ]

[purpose]

[ She can pinpoint his distress where it flares in the Force, but she can't trace it to a source. He must be genuinely invested in her health, she decides, if his worry is so palpable it stirs the air. Again: sweet, but needless. ]

I'll be fine, [ she insists, placing stress on the syllables as though he needs the exaggeration to understand what she's communicating to him. ] You're worrying over nothing. They'll warm up soon enough.

[ To say "see?", she looks to him from the corner of her eye and lifts her hands to the fire, palms flat and outstretched to greet the brunt of the heat radiating from the pit. Too bad the warmth tingling along her fingers can't reach her chest and the tight points of her nipples, but she's cold and still damp from rainfall. That's a very natural reaction to the elements she hasn't yet noticed.

And probably won't, honestly. Ignorance is bliss. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Why are there no bras in space? Rey wouldn't wear one but

He's just

considering walking out into the rain right now. And laying in a puddle for a few hours. He's getting so many signals to his brain right now it's-- freaking him out a little. He feels like maybe he's objectifying her, but also that he'd satisfy something bone deep just to cup her breasts and kiss her cheek and neck and-- ]

Alright.

[ Stopping. Boner time. Stopping it. Think of the fish nuns. He'll just go ahead and find a seat to park his ass and enjoy the fire. From a distance. With out a view of tits. ]

[purpose]

[ Misreading his footsteps toward the fire, the muscles in her thighs tense in preparation to slide over and create a space for him, but he never comes more than a foot closer. The smile slips off of her face, replaced by a pit of disappointment that leaves her looking a bit like a kicked puppy.

Well, if that's what he wants. She had thought his inclination toward close proximity would last beyond a handful of hours, but that clearly isn't the case. It's her fault for misinterpreting, she tells herself. She doesn't have a right to wallow. ]

Do you want to sit with me?

[ This way, he has a say in where he sits without feeling obligated. This way, she doesn't have to find a way to ask why he's so distant. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Rey I don't like to victim blame. BUt I am victim blaming right now. You are bringing this on yourself

Because he cannot resist those puppy eyes and... kinda sad voice and request and.

Just listen to the rain, don't look down. Do not look down.


Crossing the room to sit in the spot she's created and--- oh god he got a full view down her shirt.


But he is next to her. So. That's v v good honestly. And there's a slight lean here but not completely leaning on her because. Again. Right down that shirt. ]

[purpose]

[ Listen she is a sweet summer child who is a big dumbass. Let her live.

For Rey's part, she beams — sincere with an effervescent brightness to it, the kind of smile that could be measured in wattage. Now that he's fed her appetite for touch, she has a reason to miss it when it's absent. Before, she could survive without it, could sustain herself on dreams of faraway oceans, but she can't forget what it feels like to have it. Not now, not after he's given that to her.

Unfortunately for Ben, however, he doesn't need to lean into her. She does it for the both of them, taking his slight shift toward her as an invitation to press against his side without reservation. Doubly unfortunate, considering the consequence for that action means she's getting the both of them even more wet with her dripping hair and damp skin. ]

You could have stayed on the cot last night. It's yours now.

[ It might be a statement, but his reasons for joining her on the floor have been a mystery weighing on her all through the afternoon, and her confusion in that regard gives it a questioning lilt. Surely that couldn't have been comfortable for a soft boy that hasn't known the hardship of Jakku. Maybe he just feels supremely guilty?? Or something. Ben Solo continues to be an enigma to her. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Glances down and. There are her tits. Right there. Paired with a smile and her being so... Excited about touching him.

This is a test. ]

It was cold.

[ And he really really doesn't want to be asleep alone or... alone at all really right now. ]

[purpose]

[ "The Force is testing me", an autobiography by Ben Solo. On the plus side, she does shift her chest away from where her breasts had been practically rubbing up against his ribs. Mostly because she's beginning to realize that they, too, have realized how frigid the hut has become, and she doesn't need the fabric of her shirt scratching uncomfortably against them. She's too sensitive for that, and it's... Yikes.

Yikes. ] We have a fire this time. [ She doesn't apologize for the bitter cold; that would be silly, given the elements are out of her control. On the other hand, she can try to provide a solution. ] You can have one of my blankets if you want.

[ That's a Big Deal for a survivalist who has had to survive by being selfish, but she's willing to make that small sacrifice. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Ah Rey.


Completely missing the point.

Well he is too blunt and wrecked for this shit and tits rubbed against his ribs and he hates and loves everything-- ]

I prefer you. [ Rey is better than any blanket tbh ] I thought we talked about that.

[ It's meant as a playful jab SINCE THEY REALLY JUST DID COVER THAT HE WANTS HER TO TOUCH HIM ]

Did it bother you?

[ Even if she seemed super delirious drunk happy last night when she realized what was going on ]

[purpose]

You said it was cold.

[ The expression she's giving him loosely translates to "why didn't you just say that to begin with?", like ??? Inventing an excuse seems like wasted effort when he could be as straightforward as — well, this. ]

I don't mind it. [ Though she's beginning to sense there might be obstacles to that, privacy being one of them. How is she meant to masturbate and covertly get rid of her sexual frustration if he's sleeping in the same hut, let alone the same bed? Are they constantly going to have to change in front of one another? What if he holds her hostage again and refuses to relent despite her full bladder? Asking the hard-hitting questions here. ] But I've never slept with anyone before.

[ He should know that, she thinks, warning him ahead of time. She might move too much for his liking, or kick in her sleep, or any other number of things that would make her a shoddy choice in a bed partner. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Rey ur doin that dumb thing that anxious ppl do which is they have the answer to the question they want validation on but instead of accepting it they continue to question for more validation and thus force the other person to make up weird excuses for something WHICH WAS ALREADY DISCUSSED.


But sure yeah. cool. whatever. ]

And it's been a while for me. [ And last tie he did that he was kicking his father in the face. So be prepared ig. gg. And just---


His brain won't shut up, his body won't shut up. He's hoping if he leans into her warmth more right now that it will solve his ever increasing desire to Magnet hands and Magnet mouth. This is totally gonna help. Leaning on her. Yes. ] I don't mind.

[purpose]

[ Please refer back to clause A: "listen she is a sweet summer child who is a big dumbass, let her live". ]

Do you think it could fit the both of us?

[ The cot, she means. She can endure a hard surface at her back, has adjusted and grown accustomed to cramped spaces and uncomfortable hammocks, but she can't imagine Leia Organa's son ever having to sleep on the floor. To top it all off, she can hazard a guess that he's sore and stiff in all of his joints and doesn't deserve treatment that will exacerbate that further.

They're going to have to cramp themselves into it, aren't they.

She ignores that nagging thought for now as he distracts her by leaning, and leaning, and leaning. That's invitation to do the same, winding her arms around his neck to just. Koala onto him to steal his body heat. This is his life now. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Her arms.

Are around his neck and his plan is falling apart at the seams. ]

It barely fit me so probably not.

[ A short glance to the floor and... comparing it to that cot and just-- ]

They both were about the same amount of comfortable.

[ .... So... Honestly. No big difference Rey. Floor. Cot. Its all hard and minimal padding and Why Are these Huts So Uncomfortable. Did they make you more at peace with the Force??? This all seems like a huge conspiracy ]

[purpose]

They both get the job done.

[ Said like that's the crux of the matter here. A place to sleep is a place to sleep; Rey isn't fickle in that regard, so long as it's safe, and she can think of nowhere safer than the same island that had been calling her to its shores for as long as she can remember.

Reclining back at him, she follows his stare from the floor to the cot in the corner, gauging the both of them.

We can make it work, [ she decides, with all of the gravity that suggests it's set in stone. Really, she's just assuming he's being dramatic about the cot being comparable to the floor in terms of comfort when the former looks like the clear winner in that scenario. ] But we'll need to push it closer to the fire if we don't want to freeze tonight.

[vaderstan]

[ ---He's just


No rey.


None of this is comfortable. Honestly she'll get the most comfortable spot because-- ]

You'll be sleeping on top of me then.

[ Seriously the cot is tiny. ]

[purpose]

I won't take up much space.

[ Ben should be the one most concerned about what position she's going to be splayed out in if he's worried about tiny tits right up in his face. In the meantime, Rey is adamantly in denial and will continue to repeat to herself that they'll make it work. Yup. She won't have to sleep uncomfortably on top of his sculpted shoulders or have to press herself against every crevice of him. This is fine. This is all fine. ]

Does it bother you? I thought you said it didn't.

[ Someone please get her a manual to figure this shit out, preferably ASAP. ]

[vaderstan]

[ ---- Well. She hasn't had experience sleeping on top of people has she? He supposes not. And it's not as if he's done it in a while-- the last time was before his father left and he was still... very very small.


But he's done it enough to get the concept of what she's in for. Which is just a Lot of Galaxywide. ]

It doesn't. [ He states that simply because it-- should be pretty apparent from him molding himself to her back last night that it doesn't bother him in the slightest. ] But--

[ Excuse him, he's just-- going to pluck her up into his arms and then put her in his lap so she can get a Semi Galaxywide experience. There's just shoulders and pecs and arms and hahaha don't look too hard at the collar of his shirt and he still smells like the leather of his armor and now you can see those moles and scars you've been wanting to see up close right in your face. ] Is this okay?

[purpose]

[ There's a whole lot of manhandling going on without any warning. Rey doesn't have time to register it. At most, there's a split second where she grunts out a guttural noise of surprise, and then she's being confronted with her fluctuating, rampant hormones. Arms. Chest. Shoulders. It's probably better for the both of them that her brain is shorting out; otherwise, he might have inadvertently startled her into clawing and spitting at him like some stray desert cat being picked up for the first time. ]

Yes. [ She says once she locates her voice, pretending to overlook the rough scrape it has become. She wouldn't have suggested it if it wasn't fine, she wants to impatiently snipe. Instead, she curbs the urge by clamping her teeth down onto her tongue and wriggles around experimentally. Yes, this is fine. Her ass is too bony for it to be comfortable without squirming, but she eventually settles into her new position. ] Why wouldn't it be?

[ Aside from the staring contest she's engaging in with his chin, lest her eyes start to wander where they shouldn't. ]

[vaderstan]

[ --squirming is a thing that happened and he is just dealing. JUST FINE.

But she's hilariously stiff and notably staring at his chin and you know.



She's not getting the full effect.

There's a bit of shuffling and his arms tuck around her more tightly as he lays back on their tiny bench which is hardly any bigger than the cot and just: ]

And now?

[ Full. Galaxywide ]

[purpose]

[ The new distribution of his weight makes her careen forward, but she catches herself with a reflexive grab for his shoulders — a move that's undoubtedly an error in judgement. She's regained her balance, but only at the cost of her sanity. Towering above him like this, straddling him like this, brings to mind a series of filthy images she has to actively work to repress. Time to adamantly not envision what this would be like without clothing acting as a barrier.

Her fidgeting only worsens the matter, exacerbates her dilemma with the slight friction she mistakenly generates. Correcting herself, she slides her pelvis up and away from his, and plants her fingers on either side of the bench. ]

Yes. [ Repeatedly a little more firmly this time, a little more vexed. Sexual frustration is becoming a prime factor in her mounting impatience. ] You didn't answer me. Why wouldn't it be?

[ Probably because of that aforementioned sexual frustration. Just an idea. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Rey this is everything he warned about. And why do you fit so nicely on his chest??? Not to mention the friction.

This is some really dumb feeling out right here because he's still Not Sure about if he could kiss her and


This is a confusing time for both of them.


But her more because he's enjoying how hilariously determined she seems to be at proving this is Fine. ]

You said you aren't used to sleeping in the same space as someone. You should know what you're getting into.

[purpose]

[ This is fine. This is very fine. If she sticks her head in the sand, she won't have to acknowledge that she's grappling with herself and her conscience, not to mention the copious amounts of sexual confusion this encounter is invoking.

The floor wouldn't be much better, now that she reconsiders it. Not when her ass was pressed flush against his crotch while he slept behind her, where he could easily lift her leg and slide into her in one smooth stroke.

— No. No, she's not going to think back on that, either. Someone help her. ]

I knew what I was getting into when you crushed me in your sleep last night.

[ Pointedly, she fixes him with an accusatory look. He hadn't, not really, but the levity is a distraction from... everything. ]

[vaderstan]

[ She's growing frustrated and he can't quite pin why. Because like


Isn't it more weird that she's super okay with being this close to him than the other way around. Like yeah he'd seek reassurance he's kylo fucking ren no one should be okay cuddling him

And I swear he's gonna do something really dumb soon but not before sitting back up with her and quipping ]

And what if I wanted to be on top?

[ I hate the both of you, I hope you die virgins ]