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[vaderstan]

Ben Solo
Kylo Ren

The protein shakes, where are they?

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GENERAL PROMPTS

Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)

Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation

Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity

Ben Solo Pre-First Order

Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek

Jedi Hippie camp with Luke

BEN AND HIS FAMILY

👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why

Becoming his father's son

Also being just like his mother

AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE

Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her

Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force

Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben

Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.

Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI

Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes

Rebuilding the Jedi Order

Post War Threads

Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later

Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious

Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise

SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down

If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME

Hand touching

I love you. I know.

Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)

Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo

Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)SMUT HUT

FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT

Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans

REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL

CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE

Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.

Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.

Visiting Ahch'to together

Empress Rey

Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order

Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances

Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno

Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me

Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep

Public Sex

Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.

CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS

I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is

AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)

I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious

Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it

God I will add more later. Really just tag me.

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YES

text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.

ous/ au/ all us tbh

previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.

EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT

FLUFF

contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up

Angst

redemption arcs

intense emotionally heavy threads

Smut

general

hurt comfort

Kylo or Rey getting injured

Kylo being a huge fucking brat.

if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!

NO

Rape.

Dull RP.

Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.

Me doing the work of moving a scene along

rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)

scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.

gender/sexuality play.

degradation involving racism or ablism.

power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.

AUs with no information

OCs with no information

Maybe

Dub con

torture

killing

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Mental health

I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.

I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.

I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)

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[purpose]

[ In this episode of Super Cling: "Rey adopted a stray cat".

Let it never be said that he isn't proactive in wheedling close to her. She... doesn't know what to do with that. She doesn't know what to do with any of it, really, like the feral desert child she is. Touch on Jakku had so frequently preceded an all out brawl, but Ben's is — something else entirely. Enthusiastic, and without ulterior, to contradict what she thought had been a hazy, sleep-deprived mistake of his.

Evidently, he'd meant to curl around her on the floor, despite having a perfectly good cot inches away. ]

You were hurt.

[ And broken, drugged, understandably jumpy. It's clear now that it hadn't crossed her mind that he may have wanted contact of some sort. ]

You want me to touch you. Is that what you're saying?

[ Yes, Rey, that's precisely what he's saying. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Fortunately for the both of them, he's lacking a big dose of shame about wanting to be close to her. It helps that they are on a island by themselves with fish nuns, because even he's not sure how he'd feel in a place with people around.

Like on one hand, maybe he'd be fine but-- he's still not feeling great and there's no good way to explain "hey so Kylo Ren defected because General Hux raped him so please go easy on him for a while?? Okay??? PLease????" Not a conversation that would end well. ]

Yes. [ Said quietly and he just glances over to her and................



Trying to keep his eyes focused on hers and not her lips. ] Is that a problem?

[ Is he too dirty, broken, evil, gross otherwise rn? He will probably cry if you say yes Rey but he'd get over it---

No he wouldn't but no pressure. ]

[purpose]

No.

[ She says, swift and steady to prevent any thoughts to the contrary from poisoning him. True to her word, there isn't any reluctance to be found in that affirmation. No, it isn't a problem, and she hadn't meant to give him the impression that she would take issue with it. ]

No, it isn't. [ Rey repeats, as if echoing herself will properly convey that steely conviction. ] I'm just not used to it. That's all.

[ Whatever she means by it. The prospect of someone craving her touch, maybe, or the process itself. ]

[vaderstan]

Me either.

[ A soft murmur and-- as lame as this conversation is, he's happy for it right now. Setting down empty canteen and wrapping arms around her and being v v horatio kinda happy. by god helpme horatio is crushin my arm. SITS UP TO AVOID HORATIO

Anyway, not lying. Kylo wraps his arms around her even under this dumb sparse blanket and sets his chin on her shoulder and-- maybe it's dumb but he feels protected like this. The smell of her hair, the freckles on her cheeks and shoulders and the rhythm of her breath. It grounds him in this moment.

He's so clueless about physical contact but right now this puts him more at ease to be locked on to someone physical and real. ]

[purpose]

[ Oh. Okay, then.

The sudden embrace doesn't catch her off-guard — his question had been warning of what was to come, in that regard — but there's the matter of where to place her limbs. In the end, she opts for a different approach and freezes, as though terrified a minor shift in her musculature will unseat him where he's lounging against her.

Eventually, her arm unwinds itself from his waist to drop into his hair, swiping it away from where it persistently tickles her nose when she tilts her head to the side. That — that proves to be a poor idea for the racing thoughts it inspires, and Rey has to hold her breath when she notices their nearness. She may have no firsthand account of kissing, but he's unmistakably close enough that she could press forward and feel the ghost of his breath. That's dangerous for her self-control and her surplus of sexual confusion, and so she abruptly returns to looking straight ahead at the dispersing group of caretakers waddling back to their village. ]

Are you alright?

[ Of course he isn't, idiot, her voice chimes in, but it's too late to recall the question. Nevertheless, she's extended the invitation if he wants to unburden himself. If not, she won't make another allusion to it. ]

[vaderstan]

[ What a fucking question really. He has to think on it, he hasn't noticed her nervous little fluster with his face so close to hers or the way she shifts to face away from him. He's more concentrated on her breathing and the sound of the ocean-- ]

I don't know.

[ It's an honest answer. He's vibrating between feeling nothing and then suddenly feeling everything and having to lock down on it. Being close to her just means a pleasant warm nothing. And... he doesn't have the tools to know if that's okay or not.

He's honestly not sure if he was affected by the assault that much and if that means he's more broken??? Or???


It's a big pile of "I don't know". ]

But he's dead-- and I'm with you. [ So that makes him a little more okay. Better than if they had ran and hadn't had the chance to kill him (Because there was no way he'd face justice if he was left alive lbr) and better if he had been left alone on that ship.

Which no one is thinking about. ] So that's okay.

[ A very very small okay and-- Hey, since this shit is canon. Guess the fuck what guys.


Storm clouds are gonna sneak up on the horizon and fish nuns are gonna start squawking at you. THEY HAVE BUILT YOU DESTRUCTIVE NAKED APE CREATURES A FIRE IN THE HUT. USE IT. ]

[purpose]

[ But he's dead. She wonders if she should be disgusted that she feels no guilt in knowing that she had struck an unarmed man down — when his back had been turned, no less. It isn't an act she could ever come to regret, and she won't mourn for a man who had taken countless lives and tormented the galaxy, but — maybe she's a monster for having enjoyed giving Hux his comeuppance.

Ben's relief is a balm to her moral quandary, drags her forcefully out of her self-loathing and allows her to examine the good it's done. Right or wrong, it's brought Ben his own form of peace. She can live with that, even if it means coping with the cold, hard truth of how she had leaned into the darkness and allowed it to drive her. ]

I —

[ Whatever she had hoped to say, it's drowned out by the indignant ruckus the Lanai are creating. She withdraws from Ben to their judgmental stares and frantic pointing at the roiling thunder clouds above, just a minute too late to brace herself against the sudden downpour. She sucks in a sharp breath between her teeth as the first droplets hit the bare skin of her cheek, frigid and unforgiving, and unrolls the blanket across their laps in order to raise it above them.

As a shield, it doesn't absorb most of the impact. Rain trickles through the openings the holes in it have created, soaking her to the bone as she leaps to her feet and makes a grab for her rucksack. With her bag in one hand and Ben's wrist in the other, she begins to drag him into the hut at breakneck speed, though she still looks like she's been dropped into the ocean when she gets them to the safety of the indoors and starts trying to futilely wring water from the hem of her top. ]

[vaderstan]

[ For a moment he actually just... Kinda looks at the rain falling around them. Like you can tell he's still a bit knocked out of sorts because hiS HAIR GETS WET AND HE'S NOT FRETTING OVER IT. But -- really it's more because.. This had been the downpour he'd experienced during their second connection through the Force. Really, the more his connection to the Force is opened back up, the more this place kinda freaks him out. Just a bit. Like on a "I've been connected to the Force my entire life and trying to master it and learn about it and now i am on an ancient island and surrounded by ancient forces and it's kinda weird" level.

Rey snatches his wrist and brings him inside before he can make too much of that mistake, however-- and really his clothes are better suited for this sort of thing hers are... Soaked. He's not about to make a fuss over it, however he's seen her soaking wet before in front...



Of a fire.


Like this one.





........ Okay he gets this is the island where Luke was. Where they held their conversations and all of that but--- he's eyeballing the fire and the structure, rebuilt but familiar. And now he realizes the Force is swirling around them and again.


This is their lagoon. ]

Is this where we touched?

[ He says that as he pushes hair from his face and starts to peel off his gloves. ]

[purpose]

[ Paired with the question, she finds her gaze subconsciously drifting toward the slick leather of his gloves as they're pulled away to reveal pale skin. It all feels too eerily reminiscent for her to shake herself from wistful nostalgia — though that could just as likely be attributed to the Force's intervention, winding itself around them like a warm layer of protection. ]

Yes. [ On second thought: ] No. It's the same, but different.

[ She can sense what's amiss too acutely: the newness of the bricks, the color of the blanket hanging over the edge of the cot, the placement of the fire pit. It's the same, but it isn't, familiar and new all at once — not unlike their new beginning, whatever it might entail. ]

I didn't think they'd rebuild it. Not after Luke — [ Her speech halts, thinking better of it. That's a sore subject, and with all that's happened, it's best not to touch on it for now. ] It doesn't matter.

[ No amount of wrenching her fingers around the fabric will dry her shirt. She gives up on that as soon as she realizes it's a fruitless endeavor, and slips the bag off of her shoulder to hold it out toward him. ]

You'll want to change.

[ He doesn't look nearly as drenched as she does, but the point still stands. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Luke who is just chillin out as a force ghost right out side like. you both are fucking idiots i hate you so much right now. but yeah. Avoiding that subject. She doesn't know he kinda already went out and scoped the place out a bit. And-- He's holding back on Luke right now. A ton.

There's just a lot and then she's shoving. A bag at him????

Clothes?? Like nothing that fits her is gonna fit him and he's just wondering what the hell she means and-- oh. It's his father's clothes.

Just give him a minute to stare at them hard, like that will light them on fire and dry his own outfit but. This is all a confusing time and place for them right now. Okay cool. He'll change because Rey will Worry otherwise and he doesn't want her to worry more. Because she's gonna worry more anyway, but she won't worry as much if he just changes.

And right now, what's more problematic for him-- wearing clothes from his dead father? Or clothes that are similar to the ones he was raped in?

There's no winning in this game.

He'll glance up to her as the wind whips and howls outside and the light bouncing around from the sun in the clouds. He can hear the sound of porgs fleeing from the down pour. And one by one the huts outside light up like little beacons in the growing dark and--

This moment is kind of beautiful. She's beautiful.

And he's really confused about everything right now and not gonna push shit-- just appreciate she's here with him. ]

Can you help me? [ He's mostly physically recovered, but still sore and stiff also needy. ] Just with the top.

[ He can deal with his bottom bits its cool. She does not have to face the Cock she wants but is Denying herself because she is Dumb. (AND CONSIDERATE. but v v dumb) ]

[purpose]

[ 'Can you' is all she has to hear to automatically gravitate toward him. She comes to a complete stop in front of him — a purposeful move on her part; reminding him of Hux at his back would be a poor idea, and this way he has a view of who's undressing him — and tries to ignore the implications inherent in disrobing him. Approaching it as a mechanical task, she begins to pluck at the buttons of his tunic, blessedly avoiding snaring the collar on his mess of hair this time. As it's stripped away to expose bare, pallid flesh, she averts her attention the span of his arm-guards, unlatching them with a simple press of her thumb.

Don't stare. She's not staring. She is very much not staring as they, too, clatter to the ground. Swallowing thickly, she looks away and into the contents of the bag, snatching the first garment she can see. ]

Lift your arms for me.

[ That came out far huskier than she'd prefer it to be, but she's valiantly ignoring that as well as she waits for him to heed her and stretch out his arms in order to slide the fabric over his head. ]

[vaderstan]

[ He's plucked off his belt by the time she starts working at his tunic and tossed it to the ground with the bag of clothing. Her fingers (cold now) brush against his skin occasionally and he tries to not give it too much thought. Shrugging when she needs him to and stretching out an arm or ducking his head when she needs him to.

Strangely intimate, but also comfortably familiar. She's probably struggling with being so close to his skin more than he is.

And then she gives a request for him to lift his arms and it's heeded immediately. Shirt is on and-- unfortunately for Rey he isn't all that wet under the heavy weight of his tunic so she won't get semi sheer shirt Ben Swolo. Sorry babe. ] Thank you.

[ Murmured quietly and he ducks away quick so:

A) She can change with out the pressure of him looking and
B) He doesn't need to think about the urge he just had to kiss her again. Shit. Fuck him.

Cool, he'll just wait until he hears her starting to strip so he can bend over and get to his boots and get those off and then.... work at his pants so he can get the new ones on. ]

[purpose]

[ Semi-sheer shirts would be the bane of her existence. Permanently refusing to so much as glance in his direction might prove suspicious if those were involved.

Her mouth suddenly feels entirely too dry. Wetting her lips, she steps back and offers him a short nod. At the moment, she doesn't trust her voice to work, doesn't trust that it can string together any coherent sentences.

With that out of the way, she gives him a wide berth as she changes in the corner. It isn't that she has any misgivings about modesty — or any modesty herself, as befits a child raised by sand. She's more comfortable peeling herself out of her saturated clothing than she had been stripping him, but she doesn't want to unnerve him by giving him a surprise front row seat to her nudity. Ordinarily, it wouldn't cross her mind, but these are different circumstances.

The process takes significantly longer than his own, if only due to the fabric's insistence on stubbornly sticking to her wherever it can. She wipes herself down as best as she can with her discarded shirt, running it along her legs and shoulders to soak up some of the moisture that's seeped through and onto her skin. It's a clumsy effort that barely dries her, but an effort was made. That counts for something.

The pants are her own, but the shirt that hangs off of her — one that doesn't look like it's seen much use for quite some time — is all Han's, loose and comfortable. When she's finished adjusting it, plucking it from where it wants to cling to her ribs, she turns to glance over her shoulder — and then promptly thinks better of it, and jerks her head to stare directly at the wall. Sharing a hut was a horrible idea just asking for them to accidentally infringe on one another's privacy. ]

Are you done?

[vaderstan]

[ Oh I semi lied because his hair is gonna drip down on his shirt so.


Also did you pick out one of those damnable space Henleys?

Congrats Rey. ]

Yeah. I'm done.

[ He'll turn and..... Well he can only see her back but he can tell this is going to be super dangerzone already. Holy shit dangerzone Especially with her hair dripping wet and just gonna pick up that thread bare blanket for her and put it over her shoulders before she gets a chance to turn around.

COME UP WITH AN EXCUSE KYLO. ]

You'll catch a cold.

[ NO SHE WILL NOT But i guess that's code for if I see an areola I cannot be held responsible for my need to touch it. ]

[purpose]

[ Did he just???? Throw a blanket on her?? For a split second, she looks as taken aback as she feels — but then she's breathing out a laugh, light and airy. ]

I don't think that's going to be necessary.

[ And, just like that, she's thwarted his half-assed plan to protect modesty she doesn't even possess. The blanket drops from her shoulders as she balls it up in her hands and tosses it toward him. Which is probably shrewd of her, because she's already caught herself trying to stare at his shirt and the way it stretches taut along the broad expanse of his chest. Yup. Here she is, completely in control of her confusing hormones. ]

You're being ridiculous. There's a perfectly good fire right there.

[ That's her way of saying it's a sweet but needless, dumb gesture. If she wants to keep warm, all she has to do is drift closer to the fire pit like she is now, completely oblivious to his dilemma. ]

[vaderstan]

[ ???????????? Oh no oh no this is dangerzone. She's not doing this intentionally but he can see those nips and the curve of her tiny titties and this is?????????

He's feeling bad that he wants them. He's feeling really bad that he wants them so much after what just happened. Like, he was able to control himself before what is wrong with him now is he broKEN?

Cool. coolcoolcool. This is cool. He is cool.

Doesnt know what the fuck to do with this blanket of betrayal besides drop it to the cot. ]

Your hands were cold.

[ SHIT WAIT NO THATS TALKING ABOUT HER TOUCHING HIS CHEST. ]

[purpose]

[ She can pinpoint his distress where it flares in the Force, but she can't trace it to a source. He must be genuinely invested in her health, she decides, if his worry is so palpable it stirs the air. Again: sweet, but needless. ]

I'll be fine, [ she insists, placing stress on the syllables as though he needs the exaggeration to understand what she's communicating to him. ] You're worrying over nothing. They'll warm up soon enough.

[ To say "see?", she looks to him from the corner of her eye and lifts her hands to the fire, palms flat and outstretched to greet the brunt of the heat radiating from the pit. Too bad the warmth tingling along her fingers can't reach her chest and the tight points of her nipples, but she's cold and still damp from rainfall. That's a very natural reaction to the elements she hasn't yet noticed.

And probably won't, honestly. Ignorance is bliss. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Why are there no bras in space? Rey wouldn't wear one but

He's just

considering walking out into the rain right now. And laying in a puddle for a few hours. He's getting so many signals to his brain right now it's-- freaking him out a little. He feels like maybe he's objectifying her, but also that he'd satisfy something bone deep just to cup her breasts and kiss her cheek and neck and-- ]

Alright.

[ Stopping. Boner time. Stopping it. Think of the fish nuns. He'll just go ahead and find a seat to park his ass and enjoy the fire. From a distance. With out a view of tits. ]

[purpose]

[ Misreading his footsteps toward the fire, the muscles in her thighs tense in preparation to slide over and create a space for him, but he never comes more than a foot closer. The smile slips off of her face, replaced by a pit of disappointment that leaves her looking a bit like a kicked puppy.

Well, if that's what he wants. She had thought his inclination toward close proximity would last beyond a handful of hours, but that clearly isn't the case. It's her fault for misinterpreting, she tells herself. She doesn't have a right to wallow. ]

Do you want to sit with me?

[ This way, he has a say in where he sits without feeling obligated. This way, she doesn't have to find a way to ask why he's so distant. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Rey I don't like to victim blame. BUt I am victim blaming right now. You are bringing this on yourself

Because he cannot resist those puppy eyes and... kinda sad voice and request and.

Just listen to the rain, don't look down. Do not look down.


Crossing the room to sit in the spot she's created and--- oh god he got a full view down her shirt.


But he is next to her. So. That's v v good honestly. And there's a slight lean here but not completely leaning on her because. Again. Right down that shirt. ]

[purpose]

[ Listen she is a sweet summer child who is a big dumbass. Let her live.

For Rey's part, she beams — sincere with an effervescent brightness to it, the kind of smile that could be measured in wattage. Now that he's fed her appetite for touch, she has a reason to miss it when it's absent. Before, she could survive without it, could sustain herself on dreams of faraway oceans, but she can't forget what it feels like to have it. Not now, not after he's given that to her.

Unfortunately for Ben, however, he doesn't need to lean into her. She does it for the both of them, taking his slight shift toward her as an invitation to press against his side without reservation. Doubly unfortunate, considering the consequence for that action means she's getting the both of them even more wet with her dripping hair and damp skin. ]

You could have stayed on the cot last night. It's yours now.

[ It might be a statement, but his reasons for joining her on the floor have been a mystery weighing on her all through the afternoon, and her confusion in that regard gives it a questioning lilt. Surely that couldn't have been comfortable for a soft boy that hasn't known the hardship of Jakku. Maybe he just feels supremely guilty?? Or something. Ben Solo continues to be an enigma to her. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Glances down and. There are her tits. Right there. Paired with a smile and her being so... Excited about touching him.

This is a test. ]

It was cold.

[ And he really really doesn't want to be asleep alone or... alone at all really right now. ]

[purpose]

[ "The Force is testing me", an autobiography by Ben Solo. On the plus side, she does shift her chest away from where her breasts had been practically rubbing up against his ribs. Mostly because she's beginning to realize that they, too, have realized how frigid the hut has become, and she doesn't need the fabric of her shirt scratching uncomfortably against them. She's too sensitive for that, and it's... Yikes.

Yikes. ] We have a fire this time. [ She doesn't apologize for the bitter cold; that would be silly, given the elements are out of her control. On the other hand, she can try to provide a solution. ] You can have one of my blankets if you want.

[ That's a Big Deal for a survivalist who has had to survive by being selfish, but she's willing to make that small sacrifice. ]

[vaderstan]

[ Ah Rey.


Completely missing the point.

Well he is too blunt and wrecked for this shit and tits rubbed against his ribs and he hates and loves everything-- ]

I prefer you. [ Rey is better than any blanket tbh ] I thought we talked about that.

[ It's meant as a playful jab SINCE THEY REALLY JUST DID COVER THAT HE WANTS HER TO TOUCH HIM ]

Did it bother you?

[ Even if she seemed super delirious drunk happy last night when she realized what was going on ]

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You said it was cold.

[ The expression she's giving him loosely translates to "why didn't you just say that to begin with?", like ??? Inventing an excuse seems like wasted effort when he could be as straightforward as — well, this. ]

I don't mind it. [ Though she's beginning to sense there might be obstacles to that, privacy being one of them. How is she meant to masturbate and covertly get rid of her sexual frustration if he's sleeping in the same hut, let alone the same bed? Are they constantly going to have to change in front of one another? What if he holds her hostage again and refuses to relent despite her full bladder? Asking the hard-hitting questions here. ] But I've never slept with anyone before.

[ He should know that, she thinks, warning him ahead of time. She might move too much for his liking, or kick in her sleep, or any other number of things that would make her a shoddy choice in a bed partner. ]