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~~Ben Solo~~
Kylo Ren

The protein shakes, where are they?

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GENERAL PROMPTS

Redemption arc: Kylo leaving the First Order. Due to either slow burn reasons (Figuring out holy shit I don't want this) or Immediate Issues That Need Solving (Rey's kidnapped, Hux turns on him, etcetc)

Re-adjusting to life in the light/in the Resistance. Whether it goes smoothly or Rough is up to the situation

Early First Order Days. Especially when Snoke was breaking his Ben Solo identity

Ben Solo Pre-First Order

Ben Solo as the most obnoxious Resistance Member idek

Jedi Hippie camp with Luke

BEN AND HIS FAMILY

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Becoming king of Porgs and other cute creatures and he doesn't understand why

Becoming his father's son

Also being just like his mother

AND ALSO BEING JUST LIKE LUKE

Rey convinces Kylo to come with her and join the Resistance. The resulting tension and rebuilding of trust in him... As well as Jedi training with her

Interactions with his mother, whether it be from the above scenario, or even reaching out through the force

Poe, Finn and the rest of the Resistance reacting to kylo switching sides. Poe hitting on Kylo and having to give him tons of dumb nicknames because Ren only wants his mom and Rey to call him ben

Kylo being a weird Scary Older Brother to the entire Resistance.

Kylo and Anakin. KYLO AND KENOBI

Discussions/threads with Han Luke and Leia- discussion forgiveness and mistakes

Rebuilding the Jedi Order

Post War Threads

Kylo Ren disappears mysteriously from the war after major internal strife causes the downfall of the First Order. Someone comes across Ben Solo in hiding years later

Kylo on Jakku complaining its hot as balls. Look. I don't know. I'm just saying it would be hilarious

Drunk texts are the best don't tell me otherwise

SHIPPY PROMPTS
SHIPS I AM DOWN FOR
Kylo/Rey hands down

If ur sittin there readin this going "Oh no but so many Reys are bugging them I don't wanna be annoying" I don't fucking care TAG ME

Hand touching

I love you. I know.

Forcebond shenanigans. Kylo or Rey reaching out to touch the other while the other one is busy (GOOD SHIT. GOOD SHIT)

Rey getting seriously injured and separated from the Resistance. Her only option is to force time Kylo

Kylo finding Rey on Ahch'to and them fucking around under luke's nose (Forcebond in person who knows)~~SMUT HUT~~

FORCEFULLY GIVING REY A BIRTHDAY AND MAKING HER CELEBRATE IT

Snoke tries to kill kylo in front of rey and it doesn't go like he plans

REY IN A GODDAMN DRESS AND KYLO ACTUALLY NOT KNOWING HOW TO REACT AT ALL

CLEANING HER DUMB HOUSE

Forcebond dreaming shenanigans. Especially if Rey or Kylo are stuck in one anothers nightmares.

Rey finding out how bad Snoke really was.

Visiting Ahch'to together

Empress Rey

Empress Rey Working to secretly undermine the first order

Meeting before TFA/in different circumstances

Fighting/sexual tension/beating each other up. u kno

Just re-enact Pride and Prejudice with me

Either one suffering from insomnia and helping the other sleep

Public Sex

Weird DubCon Sex (Rey taking advantage of Kylo I'm freely admitting to my trash)

SHIPS I AM MAYBE ON
Kylo/Poe: I'm not of the fanon that Ben or Poe knew each other as kids. If you want to play that, talk with me first, we'll need to hash out details. If you wanna do hateship, that's fine too. Again. I'd like to be consulted first
Kylo/Hux: This is such a huge maybe it's almost a no. I am not down for fluffy Kylo/Hux. I don't think Kylo or Hux secretly love each other and that takes form in them wanting to murder each other when they walk into a room and see each other. I do not think Kylo wants anything to do with Hux's dick Ever. I only see this happening as Hux taking advantage of Kylo when he's emotionally compromised and unprotected without Snoke keeping Hux in line.
So Kylux is only a "cool lets do it" if you are willing to play out something unhealthy, toxic, with a huge dose of hate and manipulation. Kylo/ANYONE ELSE: Not against pretty much any other ship, but Kylo's a hard dude to ship with for. A lot of reasons. Talk with me first, and I'll see if we can work something out.

CHARACTERS/CROSSOVERS

I'm fine with every and any star wars characters. If you are doing something from the EU I request that you just have enough info in your profile so I know what your character's deal is

AU characters are fine. I'm not really into Gender Bent characters (sorry y'all), again-- I just need info in your profile about the AU (Unless it's discussed w me before hand)

I Herald from disney princess beginnings. Give me all your princesses I think this combo is fucking hilarious

Brienne of Tarth because i'm still laughing about it

God I will add more later. Really just tag me.

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YES

text messages, actionspam, lengthy brackets, prose.

ous/ au/ all us tbh

previous meme or psl continuations / sequels / c&ping a starter i never replied to.

EMOTIONALLY HEAVY BULLSHIT

FLUFF

contact me if i drop a tag you want picked up

Angst

redemption arcs

intense emotionally heavy threads

Smut

general

hurt comfort

Kylo or Rey getting injured

Kylo being a huge fucking brat.

if there's anything you're not sure about, ask!

Rape.

Dull RP.

Taking this character WAY TOO SERIOUSLY.

Me doing the work of moving a scene along

rape/non-con. Especially with Kylo as the aggressor (This can be changed with prior discussion and prior threading)

scatophilia, emetophiloa, necrophilia.

gender/sexuality play.

degradation involving racism or ablism.

power-gaming and ooc dick-measuring contests.

AUs with no information

OCs with no information

Maybe

Dub con

torture

killing

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Mental health

I know everyone and their mom with an armchair psychologist degree wants to diagnose Kylo Ren/Ben Solo with whatever mental illness checks all the boxes. I know Bipolar and Borderline personality disorder are two popular illnesses to cite when it comes to his mental health. Along with a healthy dose of citing him as a sociopath/psychopath. However, I'm not going to be using those illnesses/personality disorders in how I play Kylo. While they fit on paper, I don't believe "what's wrong with him" presents in the correct fashion in canon for any one of the above listed issues.

I believe Kylo Ren/Ben Solo is suffering from: Recurring Chronic Major Depression it could be passed down through their family given what we know of Anakin and what happened with Luke; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder From his force powers manifesting with him having little control over it as a kid, from being sent away to Luke after his mother couldn't handle him on her own anymore, from his father leaving one day and never coming back, from having a voice whispering in his head his entire life, from that voice being a predator who preyed on his weaknesses and molded him into what he wanted Ben to be, from Luke Skywalker holding a lightsaber above his head, from abuse after abuse from Snoke, and probably a Ton more. Abandonment issues stemming first from his parents (And quite probably friends he had who left for whatever reason, or bridges he burned on his own) and then just. The entire force tbh. And abandonment issues is where he gets his unchecked rage, he, in canon, is quite literally triggered into a rage whenever he confronts someone who he felt abandoned him, or when he feels rejected or left behind. Finally he is a victim of Brainwashing and indoctrination from Snoke. Snoke is a narcissist who was using Kylo as a means to an end, it's been stated and shown that he was ready to kill Kylo after the Last Jedi since he had become unbalanced and unpredictable. If you don't agree with what I am saying here (Which is fine :) ), then I suggest you don't play with me. I am fairly confident in this being the way I see and play Kylo.

I play him as having triggers. I won't get into the reasoning behind each one, but i'll specify the specifics which come to mind: Abandonment (Perceived or real), his family, loss of control (Physically, emotionally, mentally, through the force)

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[ He's still thinking over his father's answer to her and-- that's not bad actually. He probably likes Rey more than he's letting on.

Cool. It may make it easier when he says they need to go to Luke's.

Hoooo that's gonna be a fun Convo.

Wait. Clean? He just Shrugs like???? ] I suppose.

[ Like. He's now hanging around Han Solo and a wookiee all day. You're fine, Rey. ] Does it bother you?

[ He's really joking here, but he's vaguely aware he showers more than the average person. ]

No.

[ She doesn't quite know how to ask what she wants to ask — if the fact that she's not bothers him. Never in her life has it mattered to her what bothered other people, and Ben's opinion certainly shouldn't matter. They were close. They were bonded, linked, tied together by some trick of the Force, yes. But … that was all.

Surely. ]

I've just never met anyone like you.

[ ????? Why are teenage girls so vexing tho. Forreal. You know maybe Han will have to pull his son aside and be like "You are going to ruin this girl" but is han ready to have this talk with him.

Like let's not even talk about Luke who is going to see this and just conclude: "Okay. SO wow. The FOrce is a pervert because there's no reason to do this to the both of you otherwise."

He's probably assuming ben accidentally tripped and looped her into him or some stupid shit like this. Not Actual Marriage By The Force. ]

I assure you, there are others far worse than me.

[ Probably. And they were probably queens like his grandmother.

Okay, cool. Grabbing some eye gear to just hang around his neck for when they get out into the thick of it and making his way to the ramp. ]

Ready to go?

[ Rey you are doomed. Have fun sleeping near him tonight. ]

[ Ready indeed. Rey double checks her belt as she hustles after him, gulping down the rest of her protein bar. Already in the past twenty-four hours she's had more food than ever in one day. She's liable to feel a little queasy from it later, but her body is just like OH WAIT WE'RE NOT STARVING ANYMORE ??? HELL YES. and loving this life, so. That's a thing.

Anyway.

Despite her apparent haste, for she does walk fast, Rey doesn't quite jog back to the freighter. It's stupid and a waste of energy to do anything more than fast-walk in dunes, and especially in the heat. No matter how thin her clothing's fabric is. That's really the thing that sticks out most about Ben's outfit, honestly. It's all the wrong materials.

They climb back into the freighter the way they'd come. Rey goes first, content to accept the help of Ben's sheer size in climbing up there, and waits for him inside. ]

You know, there might be water in here too that we could salvage. It'll have stagnated and need to be filtered, but it'd be worth checking the reserves and seeing if there's a way we could carry it up.

[ Logically she knows that other planets do not suffer a water scarcity. But she's trying to be sweet about his showers and on Jakku that's how it goes. You share water. ]

[ There is so much about Ben Solo that sticks out that she isn't aware of. The stiff way he walks and holds himself, his unnerving quiet, how insanely dark his hair is, and how he seemingly got all of his parents most awkward features and yet it still works for him. When he was younger, these things didn't matter as much. Now, of course, it's a different story.

But strangely, for how out of the ordinary he sees to Rey it doesn't bother him all that much. Admittedly part of it is because of how he's been treated by everyone else, but even then. For a girl he just met this feels... weirdly normal. He's trying not to examine it too much, instead drinking water when she ~~bitches at him~~ tells him to do so and taking whatever sassy comment she has on his clothing. It's all good. Excuse them as they are back in the dark guts of the ship that is Super Danger Zone to be honest.

~~For Rey's Panties. YIKES~~

Ben drops down to the floor, a huge Hulking thing in this space and looks up in question at Rey, pulling off his eye gear to do so. ]

It may not be worth it to lug back.

[ He's missing the whole "She wants to give him something because now she is crushing hard on him and that's what you do for people you are crushing on". ]

Oh.

[ He's probably right, of course. Even if they could filter it, the effort of hauling it back just to leave the planet for somewhere that struggled less with water scarcity made it seem pointless. Rey's too practical to insist, but the disappointment in herself is evident in her short reply.

Oh, right. That sort of thing doesn't matter except to people here. Oh, what a stupid thing to suggest, Rey. That sort of thing. The worth just isn't there.

She doesn't sulk, though. She turns away and starts towards the engineering bay. She's too practical to sulk. They still have fuel lines to pull and an injector to salvage. ]

[ Watch Ben Solo completely misread her intent and her crush and everything going on with a teenage girl in general as he follows her like the loyal knight in clean armor he is. ]

Did you want to take a shower with water?

[ NOT WITH HIM. THOUGH U KNO WHAT JUST GOAHEAD AND PICTURE THAT REY. He's really just concerned cause shes asking him about how Clean he is and about water supplies and MAYBE SHE WANTS A REAL WATER SHOWER?????????? ]

[ She looks back at him, searching him. She's not quite sure how to read that question. They're both a mess, obviously. A mess of misread intentions. ]

Do I look like I worry a lot about showering?

[ She's just saying. A little bluntly, but true nevertheless. Anyway, she's not saying she doesn't want to, but that super wasn't why she brought it up. ]

It seemed important to you.

[ This is all miscommunication based on one fact alone: Ben Solo is a dumbshit and bad at reading people care about him or have weird pants feelings about him.

He's just.

Bad at this. Good luck, Rey. Just kiss him on the mouth and grab his cock and then he'll get it.

AND HES JUST, LOOK JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE A DIRTY TRASH BABY RIGHT NOW DOES NOT MEAN YOU DO NOT WANT TO TRY A WATER SHOWER ITS GREAT???? On list of things to get Rey to try: hot showers and hot baths (With Ben solo soaping her up ammirite). But okay. not the current thing he's gonna try to work with. Instead he'll just-- ]

It's a preference. [ A High preference. 80% of the reason he joined the first order probably. ] It becomes more important to me when I want to get on my dad's nerves.

[ ................................. it's true. ]

I don't want to make you harder just for my sake.

[ Just stop talking. ]

[ She's beginning to understand the 'getting on someone's nerves because you like them' thing at least. Eliciting a response from him when she's giving him crap is satisfying because it gives her attention and it's a sharp, immediate reaction. Instant gratification.

Rey glances back at him at that. ]

I wouldn't have offered if I minded. Seems a waste to leave it out here. [ They reach the engineering bay again and she heads in, and immediately sets to prying open the fuel panel. ] We can at least take a look in the tanks once we're done here.

[ Fortunately, she's not nearly as obnoxious as Luke or Han are. And he's writing it all of as being a Sassy teenager. ]

If we lug the water back and dad knows it's for me he'll skin me. [ Like YOU LET A LITTLE GIRL DRAG THIS SHIT AROUND FOR YOU??? WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM levels skin him. ] I'd rather you use it-- [ Not because she's dirty!! END THIS SENTENCE WELL BEN ]-- we've been burdening you for the past two days after all.

[ Randomly got kidnapped and then probably fired???? And it is really the Solos faults for just Existing. ]

We don't have to say what it's for. [ She offers lightly as she unscrews the panel. This work is vaguely tedious, but she seems to like it. It's unconscious. Instinct more than effort. ] Just tell him we found more water for the ship's reserves, and load it in.

[ She glances back up at him, then nods her head a little and sighs. ]

I'll think about taking one. A short one.

[ Okay-- there's a soft laugh and he's just going to dab at the sweat beaded on his forehead right now. ]

If we had a tub I'd suggest a hot bath first.

[ With a bathbomb that has a custom wrapped kyber crystal inside. And this dude is into l u x u r y bathing. jfc. ]

I'd feel better if you used some of it.

[ Since she seems so intent on getting it for him??? Probably just worried about water resources since she's lived out here her entire life.

Honestly, it'd be nice to take her to other planets before heading off to Luke's, just to show her what other worlds looked like. Though then that begs three important questions:

A) Does Maz still have Anakin's blade right now??????
B) WHAT THE FUCK PLANET WAS LUKE'S TEMPLE ON????
C) Is Ben gonna go to Chandrila to get all of his goddamn hair care/bath shit this time??? (Hippie camp is no good place to get hair care products let him tell u rey)

Actually. Speaking of home and leaving things behind-- if she's really going to leave Jakku-- ] Did you have a home here? [ He hesitates before he says "home" because he can't imagine how nice it would have been. How much could someone who was sold for drinking money have a "home" on a planet with a blob fish tbh? ] We can find it and grab anything you don't want to leave behind.

[ In a world where Ben Solo isn't brainwashed into believing sentiment is the Worst. ]

[ Baths don't make sense. Rey decides not to share this with him. They're more efficient in use of water, sure, but most ships have filters anyway. It's not like they'll be single-use-discarding the water from his showers anyway. Just re-filtered and cycled back through the ship.

She doesn't have to think about it very long because quite promptly he ruins the mood. ]

I don't have to get anything.

[ She says this and turns back to the panel she's opening. She pulls it off and sets it aside, opening up the fuel system. She's able to test levels and effectiveness from here, and the injector is just inside the wall for them to remove before they start collecting fuel lines. ]

I'm gonna need more light than this. Do you mind? [ She holds her flashlight up for him. She needs both hands. ]

[ For a girl who wanted to stay on Jakku she's gettin' awfully jumpy about anything to do with Jakku. He won't push it, he's honestly a little spooked to discuss.... anything about her life here. About working for someone like Unkar Plutt, about the things he saw in her past. He'd been rejected by his family time and time again, he'd reached his breaking point before his father and Chewbacca swooped in-- and now his mother couldn't call him enough and -- even that short conversation with Luke...

As much as he bitched about them-- they were here now. Here and really trying, despite their flaws.

He doesn't want to know what he'd look like if his family had just given up on him.

He plucks the light from her hand and bends at the waist to shine it where she needs to go and--- oh god. Teenage ass again. Time to find that ocean and coach yourself away from thoughts about teenage asses.

Also i just want you to know that whole "what the fuck is the point of baths" monologue she had in her head right there means she needs to walk in on Ben in a bath or shower scenario. Communal, personal, I don't give a fuck. I give not one single fuck. ]

You sure there's nothing we can do for you?

[ Let. Her. Eat. ]

[ don't worry I've got just the thing in mind for bath stuff. ]

You've done plenty. Believe me.

[ She offers him a smile — a grateful one, wide-eyed and genuine. It would be hard to put to words what Ben had really done for her. She didn't have to be alone anymore. That's not the kind of thing words can convey, and … and she doesn't think he understands what that loneliness was like. So she just hopes that he takes her at her word.

Then she turns away and sure enough climbs into the wall panel and makes room for the beam of light to continue shining past her to where she needs to work. The result is, yes, teenage ass again. It's worse, actually, because this is crawl space and her knees are pulled up under her chest so she's sort of bowed forward to get at the fuel injector to remove it, and it pushes her ass up.

Think of the ocean, Ben. Think of the ocean. ]

These couplings are really stiff. I think there's sand in them or something. This might take a while. [ She reaches up to wipe sweat from her forehead. ] And it might mean we have to flush the fuel lines after we salvage those to get any debris clear.

[ Oh good. No wet Ben Solo should go wasted.

And right now he is definitely thinking of that ocean and looking directly away from her ass and he is SO MAD AT HAN SOLO FOR BEING A DICK ABOUT THIS BECAUSE NOW HES MORE SELFCONCIOUS ABOUT THAT TEENAGE ASS. He needs an iphone to awkwardly play with so he doesn't have to look at said ass. ]

Anything I can do out here?

[ Besides not stare at your ass? ~~Take off your shirt and cover yourself in oil~~ ]

Tell me about the Jedi.

[ She says this fluidly. After all, he'd promised her a history lesson. The Force. the Jedi. All of it. And the whole time he gives this lecture, she's just going to be working on the fuel injector tbh. It sounds like a long story and she knows this is going to take a long time and not a lot of brainpower, so. Perfect combo.

She also doesn't know why it feels stuffier in here than the rest of the ship, but you know. Maybe that's Ben Solo's thirst across the bond. He has a while to get his boner under control too, this way. ]

[ HEY HEY HE IS NOT A 14 YEAR OLD BOY HIS BONER POWER ISNT THAT QUICK AND STRONG BUt yes that is a nice ass you have underage girl let him try to think about things like

The Jedi. Jesus christ. You hate me don't you. You actually want me to go look this shit up. I feel like i should just have him be like "Which version of the story, the new story, the original expanded universe, the ones that the weird fanboys want to believe, or what we probably would actually know now because I really doubt we had pow wows with Yoda about this shit". And you know, then there's also the fact that I gotta make up what Luke's philosophy was like at Jedi Hippie camp because I am fairly sure even after throwing out the EU that he wasn't the whole Black And White Force kinda dude, but how does that work in the narrative that was told with Luke and Ben. but whatever. It's cool. Fine tifa. Thanks.

So cool. Teenage ass and ancient religious orders. ]

Well-- Luke always told new-comers that the first thing one should know about the Jedi is that he was throwing most of the old antiquated rules out.

[ In so many words and more colorful language. ]

They've been seen as peace keepers, but could have done a better job. And Luke always took his connection to the Force to be more about finding a balance between light and dark. Seeing each and judging neither. He credits that to why he was able to see the light in Darth Vader.

[ And he's just pausing here wondering how bored to tears is she right now listening to this.

He continually forgets that he actually comes from an insanely epic family????? ]

[ Jedi, peacekeepers, new rules. Alright. She can get on board with all of that. Balance sounds interesting, and flexible. Maybe Skywalker wouldn't be as offput by Ben introducing her as "hello darkness my old friend."

She grunts and rocks back and forth with the effort of trying to get the bolts loose. It's probably not helping him think about things that aren't teenage ass. ]

Balance between the light and dark of what? You mean that darkness I saw last night?

[ In her dream. Their dream? Still unclear. ]

What does that have to do with the Force?

[ By god Rey I am gonna get you back for this shit. Do not worry. He is very NOT looking at your ass right now. Currently that speck on the wall is interesting. Looks like Jar-Jar ]

The light and dark are tied to the very nature of life. You can't have one with out the other. [ ~~Make a wish and sign this contract and I can make you into a Jedi Knight~~ ] I think the darkness we both have been seeing so strongly could be the work of an outside force. You saw a figure, right?

[ He'd only seen it in flashes in his mind before, but with Rey next to him, it became that much more obvious there was something there beyond what was normal. ]

And the Force-- you can't think of it as a thing, but something which ties everything together. Life, death, light, dark, joy, and sorrow. It's everywhere, binding all life as one.

Okay.

[ She says this slowly like she wants to sound like she understands but she doesn't understand. At all. It's not a thing, but it's a thing which binds other things together. Like rope? Isn't rope still a thing? She gets the bolts loose and huffs out a breath, relieved to be working the injector free now. ]

If you can't have one without the other, why do the Jedi need to find the balance? Isn't it always there?

[ Between these non-things of the light and dark parts of something that's not a thing which binds the universe together?? Her head hurts. ]

[ Hey at least he's not covering mitichloreans or Palapatine or Darth Jar Jar. But This is All doing wonders to distract him from the jail bait. Thank god. ]

The Jedi weren't always about finding the balance, for a long time they were concerned with only the light-- the response was what let the Sith rise in power. [ She's getting super cliff notes. ] And that denial of the dark is what led the Jedi to fall.

The Force sounds a lot like politics.

[ A.k.a this is astonishingly boring and not telling her anything about herself. She'd really expected the meaning of life here. And maybe Ben gave it, but not in terms she understands. Something something binding life, I guess. ]

[ Yeah maybe he should just start telling her smut to get her interest up that would definitely work. Slowly start stripping off clothing. Talk about dumping water on his body. ]

That's what happens when you involve an ancient order of Jedi in politics.

[ ----------He's not Wrong. ]

Luke wanted to get away from the political aspects of the Jedi. [ A hippie way of life, not a political affiliation.

Also you should definitely strip ben solo. plz. ]

More important question: How hard did Ben Solo just seal his fucking fate in one tag?

he's honestly a mess

no Rey's panties are a mess. And he's not as bad as horatio.

true he's not as bad as horatio or rey's panties but these are high bars

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...MAKE YOU HARDER WHOOPS. THIS IS WHAT I GET FOR TYPING HUNGRY

it's ok my soul has literally left my body i moved my classroom today

y i k e s moving is a literal trigger for me so i do not blame u

moved my classroom now i get to move my house in the like ... 12 hours before i leave for comic con

..... takes out xanax prescription just reading that.

i broke down crying and my fiancé removed me from the packing process

Big Mood tbh. I'm slowly decluttering and it's like unpacking a box of emotional issues every sq ft

inventorying ur life is like "have you thought about childhood trauma lately???"

"Ah look. Here is a box full of my abandonment issues. I should hold on to them or I'll break down"

too real too real

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